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follow me at night time
you ask me what i give you

all above my waiting
all above my waiting 

you ask me what i owe you

you counter me you counter me you counter me you counter me 

stop me 
you try so actively
change me
you fail ambitiously

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i’ve tested all my luck 
i don't know what i love
don’t set me free

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

her patience is fading quick 
are you another delusion
I know i can’t keep you in
why won’t you go 
why won’t you go 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

don’t set me free
why won’t you take it all

just let me be
another delusion 

don’t set me free
i’ll tell you where i'm going
i know i know i know i know
just let me be (don’t don’t don't)
come set me free 
i’ll set you free

chimera

Written by shadeeqap & eggboi
Produced by tendō 天道 & afamana
Guitars by shadeeqap

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(egg)
indecisive i cant pick whether i liked june
its all so distracting guess this time its easy for u 
im glad u made it thru the rest of the year 
but i stay inside just to make art know youll never adore 

i fucking left u on read, cause im just like that
u can leave me tho, i wouldnt mind i wouldnt say anything 
ill find something new just to waste my time
and if i don't i'll shut down all the damn doors

fuck u
i dont know u
i cant stand this anymore
my head is mfing aching

go head and kill me bitch im mfing waiting
yeah im waiting

(shadee)
im not tryna complain it seems so brighter now than yesterday
but i cant deny when my feelings seems so off today
dont wanna think about the future till i cant move
i wanna believe in myself like we used to 

but i swear im getting better by now
fuck time i should know im in my own pace wow 
you shouldve seen me found my own way out
turn a little faster 
the world will follow after

Indecisive

#voice memo moment

i probably should've lied
i knew you saw the inner parts of me you wished were just a fallacy of yours
i lost my ambitions
i know you thought i was missing the pieces you collected, the image you presented
of me 

how do i forget all the things that you said about how i'd never be close to you
how do i forget all the times i thought you meant all the great things i could be, i can't be
i can't be

slowly learning more than you taught me 
i show you i show you i show you
i show you i show you i show you 

i probably should've lied
i probably should've lied

spite me

merit

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the water's damp (water starter reference)
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

you cut your thighs
you want me blind
i wish i cried too
and lately i
pressing your time
shaking, i'm through

the water's damp
and there's so much to take
i let you down
but you left your _________ __ ___ ____
the fire started
but it's what i hate
i'm brokenhearted
but i'll have to wait

I chose you, so why won't you stay?

Rowan

briefcase at the lake

Briefcase at the lake

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

did you put on your makeup?
then i will too
i didn’t say you could wake up
but i will too 
didn't believe me for a second
but i understand
what can i do to make you recognize 
my hands
i try, you try to make me feel better
you're right, your eyes are making me redder

but i tell a lie that brings you home
and you fell at night when you were alone
i hate myself, like i’m still so conceited 
but at least i know

when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried
when i walked outside with you right by my side
i talked too much and you started to cry 
and now i wish i lied i lied i lied 
but nothing changes even if i tried

merit-7

Merit minus seven

my hands are empty and yours are calling me near 
i see a tempting distraction matching all my fears

should i worry, or should i hurry?

does the silence ever tell
how my heart is holding well
these words won't be enough
my hunger doesn't love
not for a touch

zero

saturdays in november

i lied again but you forgave me
i tried again but you just saved me

you fall asleep
you know i mean it
we're in so deep
you're so demeaning

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

i hide again but i'm just waiting
i kinda meant to say you're failing

but my heart stops every time you look at me
i decompose just to keep your whole anatomy
in my head, we've been better
but our eyes keep getting redder

go away if you love me
i'm afraid you're above me
take away all my honey
you should know i'm a dummy

can you wait? i feel funny
you'll be late so keep running
test my faith, nose is runny
go away if you love me

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Girlfriend airport

03 Honey project

cedar trees for empty plains 

ty @cy_ing + @ghosthandsmusic for lending me your beautiful voices

i left your land for young cedar’s plans
i take his name to authorize my pain 
i lost myself in everybody else 
i don’t recognize my name anymore

she takes my hand and tells me she knows a place that’s safe 
still out of town, i falll and mistake his touch as aid 

do you break away what follows
for your lonelier tomorrow
stop the questions i cant answer 
i graze the surface you put down for me 
my arms hold onto scrutiny 
you’re something i could never be 
do you see 
do you see 
do you see 

she takes my hand and tells me she knows a place that’s safe 
still out of town, i fall and mistake his touch as aid

spite me

moony

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