shizo

Go away

hhhh

cry when in my presence

perf

i know that youre done, and im tired of this shit, but i think i hate myself and i know i hate my friends. fucking hate my voice crush my throat with a wrench in like 33 days ill be gone with the wind. made a beat and i fucking hate this shit take it all out on myself i must fucking hate my wrists. seen her in the night and she turned into a witch. i said "is that really you" she looked at me and she grinned. all i ever wanted was to be a skeleton, starving myself till im finally thin. i just hit the mall im with anrxykk, need a new belt cuz my pants too big.

anrxyk #🤮 (deleting later ,, prod skeleton)

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

dread (2022)

i wanna wear ur skin, leave ur blood inside a flask
i wish i was a witch, i could make u come back

i'm not alex g, and ur not sarah

lookin lovely tonight, ull look better in my freezer
keep secrets so i couldnt keep her

keeping secrets

dj cannibals exclusive
https://www.instagram.com/anrxykk

they say im a problem kid and i aint got no hobbies bitch
used to wanna be something but now i want an oxy quick
she take oxy make her strip
im in love with all that shit
only way to ease the pain i hit the mall and buy some shit

i know youll never commit
you still love the hand that hits
i still do some things thats bad for me but ill never resist
think im running out of luck
rollin hard i feel so stuck
i still get so fucking dizzy every day when i wake up

say it like you mean it with your fists for once

write these words that you'll never hear
and it might come off pathetic
its most definitely weird
wish i could hypnotize you surely with pretty chords
and then you'll me call again and see what everything's been for

i heard this song in my head and made it exist

ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

i know youre so fucking so talented and im so stupid
need to get a fucking lisence and start fucking moving
ill be in a fuckin beamer blastin shitty music
youll end up somewehre in college doing fucking awesome
you dont gotta wait on anybody like me
you could really have any fucking thing that you see
so you know that you just shouldnt get attached to me
but whenever youre alone do you think about me

im so enigmatic

cuz shes so fucking talented

you could see me if you wanted to
musta cracked my skull when i fell for u
may he stab my heart if these words arent true
god strike me down if its all a ruse

oh and one last thing

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

rip monotone maniac, he not coming back 🫵😂

dont leave me hanging im bleeding on the pavement
stalking all your accounts bx i feel like im enslavement
i wont evr leave bx im trapped inside your encagedment
please dont tell my friends cause your trapped inside my basement
look into your eyes n im trapped in your amazement
they wont find your body cause im strapped behind restrainment

Im a Fool For u

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

#ripmonotonemaniac
sitting puffn smoke till my flesh turn grey 
if i pour another pint hope it take my pain away
she said "how u gone leave" baby i dont feel ok
but i nvr needed you and its better off that way x2

see the lights bounce off yo eyes
fireworks up n the skies
keep my heart always disguise
but i swear u got some spies
take you out getchu some fries
on the fourth of july
and when u leave i cant stop thinking about the color of your eyes

worst 4th of july ever #ripmonotone

$HARE

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

party

girl

my twenty first reason

suburban daredevil

@aeter
scaredy cat november or december :D
no matter what ;)

ringtone w/ aeter

pony

ik your waiting...

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

exxtape