perf

https://open.spotify.com/album/56GqwQc4THzcKBvA9EVBQJ?si=sGUg6kOXRsC3vKcLl6BbHQ&utm_source=copy-link

https://www.instagram.com/heartfelt.xoxo/

@hoshiestar
@rebzyyx

(SUICIDAL.IDOL)
I just want to be there for u
But u don’t know me
And I don’t know u
So u ignore me 
And I ignore u
And that’s the problem
And that’s the issue 

Look u in the eyes when I wanna talk to u
Cause your super pretty
And your super fucking cute
All I want to do is die
 if I’m not right next to u

I think I’m gonna die if I’m not right next to u
U could run away from me
If that’s what you wanna do
Right before u leave
Ima tell u I love u
If u still just wanna leave
Ima have to go and shoot 
x2

(Hoshie)
Right next to u
Be right next to u
If your right next to me
I’ll be right next to u

Baby what I gotta do
To be in bed right next to u
Your arms on me my arms on u
We’re so damn close tell me what you wanna do
I just wanna die with u
Cut myself with a knife for u
Poke out an eye for u
Swear to god I’ll go blind for u

Tell me what to do tell me what u want
All I want is u that’s your favorite song
You’re my fan girl baby u could sing along 
But your my damn world promise u could have it all

(SUICIDAL.IDOL)
I just want to be there for u
But you don’t know me
And I don’t know u
So you ignore me 
And I ignore u
And that’s the problem
And that’s the issue

she cuts me like i want to <333

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

wujek - life sucks i know...

prod me
@menthol100s

rest in peace skel ❤️

everyones a fucking activist and a degenerate
an antisemetic piece of shit im fucking ignorant
singing about killing stupid bitches for the thrill and shit
when im in a home know ill never hear the end of it

if im ever old pray they still just let me smoke and shit
cant control me in my last days i swear im owed that shit
even when my lungs turn to coal imma smoke bitch
ash a newport in my urn let me cope bitch

by the time you hear this line im 6 blocks uo the street
thought we were a match but we didnt have much chemistry
i dont need a ride imma make it on my 2 feet
imma skeleton its a shame you had to lose me

skeleton - youre so vain you think this song is about you

six days after christmas - sundress

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

@webdiary

prod me / follow my insta @ truth.be.perfect

u said sorry in my dreams
i woke up with some tears 
i thought u had no fears 
but ur screams were heard from here 
i was honest not too harsh
but ur dismayed & u haunt
why's it have to be my fault
when all it took was one wrong fall

if i was perfect - blamed on me, just as always

@webdiary

prod me

words don't hurt me
like u said they would

u tried to scare me
keep me in ur world

my voice can't echo
when u block my words

why can't u just let go of me?

if i was perfect - let go of me

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

prod ratatooulie or however u spell it im not french

i just want you to me
nobody else

let go my secrets
i loved you since 12

look at my face
and show me ur hate

say it for once
and i'll leave u away

if i was perfect - from me, to you </3

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

i dont wanna do this anymore

wifiskeleton - ;-;

fent did NOT prod this 🥀

intro clip:
(hey daddyos? anyone wanna blast off to mars?
uhh.. what?
heh, what im sayin is im lucy? wheres the skys diamond?
are you lost?
no i want pills! give me pills! 🤬😡😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫)

lyrics:
im exhausted, lets go on vacation
take some lsd to feel any sensation
its like midday but i still see constellations
ur a failure but ur reposts say u made it
tho my egos high;
please dont leave me to die all by myself
and i cant believe you dont realize that i need help

give me pills or ill blow your fucking head off

jacko - my girl stella

puking w skeleton (slowed)

we could be like latias and latios
i was puking up my guts i know you thought it was gross
if my pokedex dies imma need escape rope
i take these potions man that shit it help me cope
she look like nurse joy i just wanna make her moan
i remember back then i was 10 leaving home
i cant get a phone call from my fucking mom bro
everydays a sad one and ill always be alone

puking up my guts lol

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

perf

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