defficile - enamored with dread prod. damian1k

permenant scars

Just tell me where to go

remorse - tragedy

spender

shadows(prod s0ul)

yk im hurt
i keep tryna tell them its not true though 
when i pop and up the gun yk i shoot though 
im not shooting at no nigga aiming at my own dome
ive been feeling suicidal for awhile
i been hurt since ella ive been feeling like this for awhile
no i dont talk to my family dont know why i shut them out
i just take the knife up to my skin and fucking tear it out
i cant feel my tears no more 
i aint cry for so damn long man i cant feel my tears no more 
all these hoes just do me bad idk what to do no more
idk what to say no more
had me feeling suicidal for awhile
you had me feeling suicidal for awhile 
i was at the lowest point up in my life yea
you kicked the dirt up in my mf eye yea
oh yea im begging to you please just come back yea 2x 
dont want your body i just wanna see us happy yea
i cant remember the last time that i was happy yea

dear ruby

oh
leave me alone  6x
baby left me cold
dont know where to go
and im sick of all these hoes
and in my heart you left a hole
baby no
oh we know
and did i do something wrong?
lmk lmk
oh
leave me alone  9x

suicide 5 (leave me alone)

nineteenoffline🫂