suicides (in order)

(intro)

you aint never did nothing for me twin
hoes up on my body it ain’t nun to me twin
yea i need some real love cause these hoes ain’t ever on shi
i been feeling real alone i need somebody for me twin 
yea

my heart aching and lowkey i want this pain to stop
and all my hoes be goinn why can’t none of these hoes lock
no you can’t feel my pain i won’t explain it, its a lot
hoe ik you lying to me fuck up out my life
young nigga feeling so stressed out
huh and a hoe tryna chill at the penthouse
huh i been feelin this way man i been hot
huh and these hoes just be running they damn mouth
tryna look for a way to escape
huh tryna look for a way just to get out 
said that you didn’t know but i been loud
she tryna be my hoe but i just didn’t allow
nigga keep dissing we gon have to pin him out
kys man the voices is getting loud 
huh yea
and maybe i’ll see you in my dreams

(outro)

suicide (kizip)

you never cared about me and all my friends are fake
sometimes i hide in my room pretending that im not awake
im getting distant from my family
my phones dry none talks to me
new cuts appearing on my arm i slit my wrist just to feel something 
and my pains like nothing you can describe 
theres a hole in my chest and its bleeding im,
really scared of myself and i wanna cry
i dont believe in god anymore it was a disguise for my coping issues
it doesnt make sense talk to you everyday 
but my life gets worse…
(monolouge)

suicide 3

kms im bouta go kms
i cant even feel myself
i dont wanna feel nun else
made me wanna kms
made me wanna kms
n yall niggas aint even wanna help
so im just bouta kms
baby i been addicted to pink
got a suicide mind and its harder to think
thought you was mine but you left me to sink
now look now its blood all over the sink
i been losing connection with god
baby all that i know is to sin
said you love me like bitch you a fraud
now its cuts all over my skin

(yea bro life-life is just like a cycle to me bro, its like a cycle of…depression, boredom and sadness. i cant list the last time i was happy. and ive had crashing points to like-to the point where…im holding the knife like to my wrist. i feel like if it happens again bro, theres nothing in my life that there is to stop me. see im sayin? i have nothing in my life to stop me. me, myself, personally i just dont wanna be here anymore.)

suicide 2 (ynx)

oh
leave me alone  6x
baby left me cold
dont know where to go
and im sick of all these hoes
and in my heart you left a hole
baby no
oh we know
and did i do something wrong?
lmk lmk
oh
leave me alone  9x

suicide 5 (leave me alone)

but they dont wanna lock
got way too many hoes
but they dont wanna lock
just pin me in the cross
tell her pin me on the cross
im so alone i miss my momma and my pops
im so alone somebody help me die yea
somebody watch me die yea
committing suicide yea

suicide 4

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suicide 5 (leave me alone)

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