A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVY

SHOUT OUT TO REYHAN! FOR MIXING THIS FOR ME GO SUPPORT HIM AND HIS MUSIC HE’S AMAZING 




National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.
 
 
Mental Illness Hotline :

National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264
NAMI provides treatment options and programs. They wish to "raise awareness and provide support and education that was not previously available to those in need." The NAMI hotline is available every Monday through Friday, from 10 a.m. – 6 p.m.
 
Sexual Assault Hotline :

Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
RAINN is the "nation's largest anti-sexual violence organization."  Their goal is to provide options and programs to victims, in addition to finding ways of preventing sexual violence. RAINN offers 24/7 help.
 
Veterans Crisis Line :

Veterans Association: 1-800-273-8255
The VA's focus is to help veterans of all ages adjust to the transition of coming back, in addition to helping with any mental health issues or relationships. The VA offers 24/7 help


-Lyrics 

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you saw in me

I wont try to be her
I loved you 
but I never wanted to hurt you

you brought me pain
and now im scarred 

but at the same time
you fixed and broke 
my heart

I know what I did
I know my mistakes
are drowning

I wanna be everything
you wanted me to be

I will write my wrongs
lyrics in every song

I miss what we had 
but I know

that she puts a smile on your face
I know what I did

idek anymore. (Prod. IOF)

Stranger thingz

Juice WRLD - Substance (ft. G Herbo)

Shiesty Summer

Lyrics:
I've been acting on the safe route
Hiding out behind my eyebrows
And all the places I can go now
Umm send Chi-chi right over
Red rover, red rover, red rover
Send Chi-chi right over
My savior's the chauffeur 
Lukewarm I was freezing 
Came closer, no playing around so
Send Chi-chi right over

Tossing in the waves just like I'm in Atlantic uh
Mundane and it was feeling automatic yeah
I got fed up in the water going nowhere
Nowhere
(Fast)
It's like I'm wrestling the darkness
Blackout curtains to black out the thought of running over
Dang my heart is racing like I took some peach rings
Feeling uneasy
Balance unsteady 
Bound by a longing for something more
Something more, something more
Can someone tell me why I do the things I don't wanna do
(What's the word, why don't I know)
And what about the things I wanna do they just fall through 
Red rover be calling
My old nature holding me down
No I can't fault you

I've been acting on the safe route
Hiding out behind my eyebrows
And all the places I can go now
Umm send Chi-chi right over
Red rover, red rover, red rover
Send Chi-chi right over
My savior's the chauffeur 
Lukewarm I was freezing 
Came closer, no playing around so
Send Chi-chi right over

Uplift these roots I've been grounded in
Grounded in, grounded in
All this quicksand
All this quicksand be holding me down
Be holding me down like dead roots in the ground
(Gotta move them feet up left right and back down yeah)

I've been acting on the safe route
Hiding out behind my eyebrows
And all the places I can go now
Umm send Chi-chi right over yeah
Red rover, red rover, red rover
Send Chi-chi right over
My savior's the chauffeur 
Lukewarm I was freezing 
Came closer
(Closer) 
No playing around so send Chi-chi right over

Produced by Reda404

Red Rover (Prod. Reda404)

Early Release Month Exclusive it will be OUT  Everywhere else The 22nd of December 2023 you can presave by hitting the "Buy Link" 
I dedicate this song to my father I hope you enjoy! Share and like repost

Butterfly Effect

A/N: 

As an upcoming artist, it is important to me that I take mental health very seriously. I myself struggle a lot with my mental health, and writing music when I feel like my voice isn’t being heard is one of the most relieving things ever. 

I’m aware that almost every song I write has a deep and meaningful message about sensitive topics that might trigger those who can relate. And sometimes these topics discussed can make others think very negatively, and may create thoughts that mess with our head…

I have left links, phone numbers, and a whole bunch of resources for you all to check out or use if you ever need anything. 

I love you all, and trust me things will get better. <3 

-ENVYX

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 (24/7)
 
Dating Abuse and Domestic Violence :
 
loveisrespect: 1-866-331-9474
loveisrespect focuses on young adult relationships and hopes to end dating abuse. loveisrespect offers 24/7 help.
 
The Trevor Project: 866-488-7386 (24/7)
The Trevor Project offers support to the LGBTQ young adult community. Both of the hotlines provided offer 24/7 help.
 
Eating Disorder Hotline :

National Eating Disorder Association: 1-800-931-2237
NEDA offers help to a variety of eating disorders and hopes to "envision a world without eating disorders." NEDA is available Monday through Thursday, from 9 a.m. – 9 p.m. and Friday from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. (EST).
 
General Crisis :

Crisis Text Line: Text SUPPORT to 741-741
The Crisis Text Line extends to everyone. Their goal "...is helping people move from a hot moment to a cool calm, guiding you to create a plan to stay safe and healthy. YOU = our priority." 24/7 help is available.

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