turning a blind eye
what a fucking waste of time
feeling irrepairable
these thoughts are unbearable
squeezing your hand
why can't i fucking let go
you're a joke to me
joke to me

how would u feel if i killed myself

sorry, but im fucking done
im grabbing a blade and cutting it off
not like anyone would give a shit

you see this blood crawling out my skin
tear drops go deep within
if i had a choice, i would cut you off
but i can't cuz im too dumb

seeing right through your lies
controlling fucking bitch look me in the eyes
now my fucking head hurts
exerting only the worst of me

caught in your webs

I will keep uploading music in my first musical project, which you can find as "Azathøth" on youtube if you want to keep listening to my future works
link:
https://youtube.com/@azathth4293



“They avoid facing their true self, preferring others to create a softer, more palatable version of who they are. This gives them an air of emotional detachment — like a portrait that resembles reality but never fully embodies it.”



caught in your webs

lava.christian