as i remember
coldest nights of december
as the nights get cold
feeling helpless, i don't
i stopped caring, would you care

as i fall in two (fall in two)
call out to you (calling out)
winter nights, i dont find any hope now
bear my loneliness
heart destructiveness

blow the smoke away
as i lay in bed in dismay
i dont love anyone
feeling like im half way done
drinking so much my heart is numb
why the fuck do i lie
you wont (will) forget me
thats all i have left

as i fall in two (fall in two)
call out to you (calling out)
winter nights, i dont find any hope now
bear my loneliness
heart destructiveness

self destruct (prod. anticon)

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