i know your pain is real yet i never tell you how i feel im so :') rn layal miss you

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Voice memo of a song I wrote last night, hope you enjoy :P


Lyrics:

Id like to think I know you well
I don’t know why I can’t tell

I think in double negatives 
I don’t know why that is

Knowing won’t do you no good 
Don’t understand it but you should

The planet may be spinning round
But who’s to know for sure?  

Is there someone in the trees?
Does it sting when we pick the leaves? 

This could all be a dream
But who’s to know for sure?  

I wanna write songs on the plane 
But I don’t have my guitar

Its a sick joke that is made
Inspiration on a blade

who’s to know for sure? (voice memo)

NTS CLAIRO 11

18/05/24
I was inspired by Alex G - how raw his music is. I was really upset while writing this, thinking about someone who was hurting me. I am a sensitive person, and someone was being mean to me. I know this person was in a lot of pain themselves at the time.

I tried to portray how I would repeatedly brace myself and take the meanness, like I know a lot of people do too, but, I was really struggling.
I believe in communication, but it doesn't work if only one side is communicating. And then, what comes next is setting boundaries, but there are situations where you can't just cut out the person who's hurting you. Maybe you depend on them in some way, and you're vulnerable. It's hard especially when you know they re also in pain, and you care for them, despite them hurting you.

I wanted to write something that was piercing, and I wrote what I would honestly tell this person if they had the capacity to listen compassionately.
About the care and understanding I had for them, but at the same time, the pain they were causing me, and the fear I had in telling them, for I know they wouldn't understand or maybe even care.

mean.mp3

Superdry [prod. buxton]

lyrics;

it's 3 am and you're still on my mind
my eyes are open but I still feel blind
I can't fall asleep, your words are on repeat and they're so unrefined
I need your touch and all your warmth tonight.

(leave me when the party starts)

I don't need you
but I want you now
I still see you
but you don't make a sound

(meet me when the party stops)

Meet me when the party stops
When everybody fades to dust.

I just want you back, I just want you back on my mind

I don't need you
I still see you

prod. Alex R.

meet me

artist, composer & producer
bahrain & london based

mean.mp3

layal.mp3

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