I wonder if you're lurking
It would be so interesting to see if you're
Hurting like I've been
I wonder if you feel like you're the hero
'Cause you saved me from those
Railroad tracks
Recognized the mask, but I just laughed then
Stayed in denial, cried then I smiled
And you knew the whole time that I was
Lost but believing you
Broken but receiving your apologies
As if sorry could fix the fact that it was
Third-wheeling this mess
I wonder if it was depressed like I was
'Cause you brought the two of us together

Now it's rocky (It's rocky)
Between me and sorry (Between me and sorry)
It's rocky (It's rocky)
'Cause they say they won't do it again (Between me and sorry)
But their words mean nothing to me

I wonder if you're hitting your head to get the memories out
When you're in your bed, do you feel regret?
Do you ask "what's left?"
Do you feel the need to repent?
'Cause you were robbing and stealing
Wearing ski masks and feeling yourself in the nice boy disguise
I was lost but believing you
Broken but receiving your apologies
As if sorry could fix the fact that it was
Third-wheeling this mess
I wonder how you'll live the rest of your life
Knowing that you ruined mine

'Cause it's rocky (It's rocky)
Between me and sorry (Between me and sorry)
It's rocky (It's rocky)
'Cause they say they won't do it again but I just hear (Between me and sorry)
"Can we forget about it?"
How dare you fucking ask me that?
You know what you did
When they say that they'll never
Hurt me like you did
For a second I almost fall for it
But then their face morphs into yours
And I know you're still glued
So hear me out
If you apologize for the past "forgive me"s, I'll forgive you
Just kidding
I'll never trust somebody again
I'll never be any man's friend
Because one mistake
Turns into eight thousand
And no sorry will keep me from seeing you in their eyes
I can't get rid of you, so hold on tight
I had such high hopes ('Cause it's rocky)
For you and me (Between me and sorry)
But then I remembered the ropes (It's rocky)
Right underneath (Between me and sorry)
The mask that you used to (It's rocky, 'Cause they say they)
Save me (Won't do it again but their words mean nothing to me)
You tied me down
And I knew it all along
Am I the one at fault?
You were robbing and stealing
Wearing ski masks and feeling yourself in the nice boy disguise
I was lost but believing you
Broken but receiving your apologies
As if sorry could fix the fact that it was
Third-wheeling this mess
I wonder how you'll live the rest of your life
Knowing, knowing, knowing
How sorry I am that you ruined mine

'Cause it's rocky (It's rocky)
Between me and sorry (Between me and sorry)
It's rocky (It's rocky)
'Cause they say they won't do it again but I just hear (Between me and sorry)
"Can we forget about it?"
How dare you fucking ask me that?
You know what you did

You know what you did (It's rocky)
You know what you did (Between me and sorry)
You know what you did (It's rocky)
You know what you did (Between me and sorry)
You know what you did (It's rocky)
You know what you did (Between me and sorry)
You know what you did (It's rocky)
You know what you did (Between me and sorry)

Sorry

2016 was a tough year. I covered this as a tribute to the late-great genius David Bowie.

Finished version of StarMan. All comments are welcome.

Starman

I have got this tattoo and
I'm not sure that I'd do it 
Over again

It reminds me of you and 
I'm not sure that I'd do that
Over again

Because we did what we could but even
When we had it good it wasn't 
Good enough

And I know now we're apart but even
Givin' you my heart was never 
Good enough
When is it good enough

We said that we'd be happy but
What the hell does that mean anyway

It's not something I can give you
Not something I can be for you
Don't work that way

Because we did what we could but even
When we had it good it wasn't
Good enough

And I know now we're apart but even
Givin' you my heart was never
Good enough
When is it good enough

Now you wanna tell me that if only I had stayed
Yeah we would've been okay
But it's not that easy

Because we did what we could but even
When we had it good it wasn't
Good enough

And I know now we're apart but even
Givin' you my heart was never
Good enough
When is it good enough

Good Enough

LYRICS:

I’ve been trying to find some words to say 
But for the second time, I just drowned away 
And on the drive back home I feel it’s getting pretty late 

I wind the canyon down, Topanga side 
I guess Mulholland ain’t the same 
I lived here all of my life 
And nothings changed 

But that’s ok, I don’t know why 
The seasons pass in longer days 
I wish I had someone to hold the weight 
And know you’re busy, I just hoped I’d be somebody that you’d need 
It’s been a long time coming, but I need you 

And though the timings wrong, your feelings drawn out
I’d go walking on my own two feet, to where you tell me I should be 
I know the world gets dark, in a thousand ways 
But the best things live in empty space 
I love the silence, some days 

But it’s ok, that brown in your eyes just 
seems a little off today 
that don’t mean I didn’t love you, 
But that feeling’s slightly changed, 
But I found faith in myself 
When I looked the right way 
But I tell you, kid, I loved you 
Every day 
But for the good of both ourselves, I’ll stay away 
And I’ll miss you most when August fades away 
Cause my favorite people always walk away 

I’ll take my flight, to Boston late 
Some apartment in the city sounds great 
And by the time, the winter caves 
I won’t remember you, darling, and I’ll be safe 
So baby, don’t you wait 
For me to say I just don’t feel the same
these days

August (Live)

Singer-songwriter based in Los Angeles, California. A bubbly gal with stories to tell. All cover artwork is my own photography :)

Sorry

Leannie

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