Tell me!! with Need to know (interlude)

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im gone from the universe oh no
what happened to my wings and halo
it happens to be a phase of changing and growing no one knows
alone in the universe
it seems like all of my body hurts
but these pains all around me seed the trees that are my potential
im part of the universe
i know
your flaws are as perfect as ever
i cant convey this with words
but as long as we try we'll be happy forever

happy forever happy i wanna be happy forever happy
nobody can take this happiness from me
im gonna be happy forever happy
we're gonna be happy forever happy 
cause all of the sadness is a fantasy
i switched up my consiousness its time to see
how much of a happy person i can be

happy forever

stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
--
they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

remake of: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/crying-in-the-club

^w^
now im crying in the club
tears they wont shut up
cry in the club
and i wont shut up
im a little baby kd
and i need a head rub
cant look back to 2020
cause i 2021
im a dog im a kitty
and im givin u my love
ur an angel
always floatin in my dreams tho
ur a rainbow
pink blue red and purple
its late though
not too late to make a change though
now ur on a different page owo
(u know im cool with that yea)
crying in the club
and my tears are made of love
cried enough to fill my cup
and ill serve it at the pub
crying in the club
and my tears are made of love
i don't even need a cup for all this
radiating trust oh
ran out of the club doors cause i don't need it
i'm thinking that all the angels know we succeeded
we're not stopping this any time soon
cause i opened my eyes to the heart and the moon oh
i can't be outdated
cause the knives in my mind are serrated
done with crying in the club but i still wont shut up
cause i know that the whole world deserves it

crying in the club (remastered)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/superposition-2
so uhhhhhhhhh i edited it so it has more stuff in the production :3 im a lot more proud of it now  HHHHHHHHHH  this is the version that will be in my animation uhhdsghf84578457946 nyan
old version: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/superposition/s-7JuEPgWrSrp?si=70103ad4ec0a45aa8a9ba2c040754d39
https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/freeze-up
https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/im-not-in-love-im-just-a-mixed-bag

youre both in love and youre a mixed bag mixed up cant tell you the outcome
superpositioned cause when they see your pain it's long gone
i might be a @@%^ you might be a &*%&
but baby when they become you they'll finally see what you mean

youre both in love and youre a mixed bag mixed up cant tell you the outcome
superpositioned cause when they see your pain it's long gone
i might be a @@%^ you might be a &*%&
but baby when they become you they'll finally see what you mean

i popped a gummy to make pain go away
but what happened next is that i started questioning pain
you need pain to make pleasure a thing and vice versa
a superposition of painless and painful
so thats when i realized the truth of this game
is that we are eternal and we're all the same
a renewable resource of giving and gain
so no matter what happens we'll break through the pain

why does my love not last?
it lasts forever and you didn't know
why do i love so fast? 
you never want your happiness to go
why can't i just relax?
you just want to feel stronger
i feel so damn detached..
you won't feel like this forever

why does my love not last?
it lasts forever and you didn't know
why do i love so fast? 
you never want your happiness to go
why can't i just relax?
you just want to feel stronger
i feel so damn detached..
you won't feel like this forever

love yourself. break the cycle
freeze up, thaw out, you're delightful
your emotions are divine
it was true when you said you'd never die
true love will always win
and you always had it deep within
you've been living the dream, you're always going far
and there's no need to chase them cause you are the stars

kittydog will never die
kittydog will only fly
ill always be right by your side
it's always see you later it's never goodbye

constantly everywhere superpositioned
that is the reason why they wouldn't listen
everything that i have said is a given
that we're all immortal and made in our image
<3

superposition

SHIT VENT MUSIC BY KD WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

when has healthy ever been my priority

lose lose lose my fucking mind
win win win until i die
theyre not like the other guys
you cant tell from ur disguise

lose lose losing so much time
as a year just passes by
i can't live another lie
so ill win win win til im compromised

paranoia fills my brain
i wanna push them all away
theres nothing i can do but wait and let my heart decay

fuck the world and fuck this screen
i wanna make my insides bleed
but a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy

baby i suffer inside 
nature makes me feel alive 
poison makes me wanna die
and all that poison's online

i dont want a poisoned mind
its feeding everyone lies
ill let the pain out by painting all of these red and blue lines

lose feel like a loser
my heart! i loved her!
i understand every side but this is mental torture

win im fuckin winning
even in between decisions
it's just a matter of time before we know it's working

LOSE LOSE LOSE

Kittydog - No Inbetween

secrets but i sing it in my australian accent

secrets (natural accent ver.)

NEW SONG WITH @kittydoggo
LYRICS:
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me

guess i'm thinkin' bout all of that sh!t again
it never leaves my mind it's like it's wired in
search for all the answers on the internet
i'm not satisfied with any resolution cause
it kills me to deal with but i'm all good
look at the site but i'm scared to book
thoughts in my head telling me i should
call the f*!ckin' number (now i'm feeling better)
woah
i just wanna feel like myself
woah
never gonna give up my sense of who i am

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

i need you to see me
all i do is look into the screen
won't you perceive
anything i do just to be free
i'm so frantically trying
feel like i'm dying
save me from my split reality
i need u to help me
the internet it has me in a trance
be the real me
take me to a world where we can dance
i'm so tired of lying
bout who i am
so tell me whatever u want
and i'll be down with the plan

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

woah

Tell me!! (ft. kittydog)

My new single Wings!!! out now!
Listen here!!: https://ffm.to/wingslearke

Lyrics:
Make me feel good bout myself
(self, self, self, self)
You got me under your spell
(spell, spell, spell, spell)
Yeah you treat me like I'm perfect
I ain't perfect
But I feel perfect with you (yeah)
And you're stuck in my mind
(mind, mind, mind, mind)
Cause I miss you all the time
(time, time, time, time)
And I wish I could grow wings so I could
See you
Hold you
Love you
IRL

And I try to breathe
But I'm so taken aback
Cause I feel so free
As you're helping me unpack
It's so good for me
As my walls begin to crack
So stay next to me
I don't wanna go back

There's not much else I can say
You're the stars at the end of my day
A sweet return to a familiar place
Even when I got a lot on my plate
You see the vision, you get it
Gave you my heart and I meant it
Intertwining with you would feel so perfect and new
And now I desperately need you

Got me lovin' myself
(self, self, self, self)
Yeah I'm so under your spell
(spell, spell, spell, spell)
Yeah you treat me like I'm perfect
I ain't perfect
But I feel perfect with you

And I try to breathe
But I'm so taken aback
Cause I feel so free
As you're helping me unpack
It's so good for me
As my walls begin to crack
So stay next to me
I don't wanna go back

Light-years away, I'm screwed
Wish I could fly with you
Restructure me, anew
Don't need anything more
Wish you were in my arms (my arms)
So close so far (so far)
Wish I had wings for you (for you)
I'll get there I promise

And I try to breathe
But I'm so taken aback
Cause I feel so free
As you're helping me unpack
It's so good for me
As my walls begin to crack
So stay next to me
I don't wanna go back

Wings!!!

i'm one with fundamentals
god has me in her design
bending lights and sounds to my will
whole artistry redefined

feel audiovisual
when the audience sees the vision
all miniscule decisions
portray the individual

wavetable relays the waves i been making
synthesize a new reason to be alive
im seeing the truth in your eyes
through ur ears drawing lines
any colors or pitches
i still harmonize

she has me in her design,
she's out with me making waves
she's reflecting all my lines
be it on a DAW or a page

digital art workspace
physically strong all safe
flip me through all your frames
making me god all day~

don't stop, hitting me with that, harmonic structure
put your hands on my shoulders
feeling fundamentally closer yeah

not tryna get graphic but you know design is my passion
so let's get poetically passionate
and paint a melodic influence

ooh, god has me in her design
she's drawing me with her mind
she's singing me til the end of time~

ooh you have me in your design
ooh ill have you in mine~
(wow!!)

don't stop bringing me closer
to the fundamental frequency
the way you interact with me
harmonically
(wow!!!)

god has me in her design
and i have her in mine
sound and visuals intertwined
u know that feels right
(ah)

paint me like one of ur multifaceted girls
expression thru art and music baby imbue the world
(wow!!!!)

see her on a screen or on a page
u could see her on a stream or on stage
experience me in so many ways
we can be god all day

9. God has me in Her design

"Need to know (interlude)" from my upcoming album.

Lyrics [Kasane Teto]:
Tell me you love me
Tell me you care about me
Tell me you appreciate me
Tell me you value our dynamic

I need to know
I need to know
I need to feel it
I need to hear it
I need to live it
I need to love it

Need to know (interlude)

SLIGHTLY EXTENDED FOR ALBUM!!
old SONG WITH @kittydoggo
LYRICS:
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me

guess i'm thinkin' bout all of that sh!t again
it never leaves my mind it's like it's wired in
search for all the answers on the internet
i'm not satisfied with any resolution cause
it kills me to deal with but i'm all good
look at the site but i'm scared to book
thoughts in my head telling me i should
call the f*!ckin' number (now i'm feeling better)
woah
i just wanna feel like myself
woah
never gonna give up my sense of who i am

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

i need you to see me
all i do is look into the screen
won't you perceive
anything i do just to be free
i'm so frantically trying
feel like i'm dying
save me from my split reality
i need u to help me
the internet it has me in a trance
be the real me
take me to a world where we can dance
i'm so tired of lying
bout who i am
so tell me whatever u want
and i'll be down with the plan

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

woah

Tell me!! (ft. kittydog) [interlude version]

Fifth single from the album (i am in the US rn)

fragments of your presence

haunting

shout out @scrubi

Lyrics:
[Learke]
It's nothing new to me
They tell me to change so I have to disagree oh
It's burning 3rd degree
Think twice before you try to say anything
And I've tried everything I can for you to understand
Search history on the TV, you think that I'm a
How many times should I tell you
As many times as I can?

You say"Let's clear your head and we'll talk again"
And he says"You'll never be the person you dreamt"
You think you're putting these thoughts all into my head
You can't take this away from me
Just give it all up now
Give it all, give it all up now oh
Just give it all up now
Give it all, give it all up now oh

[scrubi]
Ay, it's nothing new
U say that I'm crazy, tell me that I'm still a
Who I am's not up two u (not up to you)
Still you tell me everything I should or shouldn't do
I feel like a criminal
Sending me subliminals
Telling me to give it up
Baby I don't give a fuck
I feel like a criminal
Sending me subliminals
Telling me to give it up
Baby I don't give a fuck

[Learke]
You say"Let's clear your head and we'll talk again"
And he says"You'll never be the person you dreamt"
You think you're putting these thoughts all into my head
You can't take this away from me
Just give it all up now
Give it all, give it all up now oh
Just give it all up now
Give it all, give it all up now oh

Give me time give me space
Stay the hell away from me, don't wanna see your face
In the mirror a disgrace
You think you can discourage me, I'll double down my place oh
And I don't wanna be analyzed
I'm still myself but through your lens you'll never realize
It's not about how time flies
Give your thoughts a second thought and you'll be free in life

You say"Let's clear your head and we'll talk again"
And he says"You'll never be the person you dreamt"
You think you're putting these thoughts all into my head
You can't take this away from me
Just give it all up now
Give it all, give it all up now oh
Just give it all up now
Give it all, give it all up now oh

Give it up (ft. scrubi)

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

```i live to see the look in ur eyes
when u made the mistake, stagnant waters align
i feel my heart crush and tar into brine
so one could conclude this concoction is mine

I'M ONE WITH MY OWN INTENTIONS
WHEN I SAY I CANT MOVE MY BODY
I WON'T LOOK AT MY OWN REFLECTION
BUT I CAN LOOK INTO THE MIRROR JUST PERFECTLY

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

i live to see your deep loving smile.
i live to see us around the table.
i live to see us travel the world.
i live to hold our souls together.
i live to cherish every moment
i live to figure out each sentence
i live to love each passing day
ii wish id never ran away

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[%

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

stitch the memories together
to match my unsteady heartbeat
well loved plushie made of
pieces of reality

i control my breathing
im sedated situationally
rhythmic power flowing
thru my expressive embroidery

now crush my heart
with the tightness of your love now
get the river flowing
so the water makes a crashing sound
open up the windows
there's an ocean circulating around
broke the water cycle
but the memories come flooding out

crush. my. heart.
[insane instrumental breakdown]!!!!!11!!!1

2. stagnant waters

```I NEED THAT
panting like a dog
drooling like a maniac
I NEED THAT
clawing on my walls
mewing for it back

i need you more than words can quantify
fossilized my human life
drugs fucked up my state of mind
now is my personality a lie???

killed my brain, it's void of all purpose
self reflection ain't no subscattered surface
when do you gotta realize it's worthless
kill my ego so i cannot get nervous

i literally killed my brain
i literally killed my brain so bad
i hated myself too much
but that hate is love
now im breaking all the walls of that

forgive me ive had enough to think abt
resent me til every bit of me comes out
forget me im trying not to make a sound
but youll find me the moment i speak it out loud

kill me slowly
what do i do?
i wanna leave my body
exit me soon
so can ya

[so kill me, so kill me slowly]]]

killing me slowly youre like a demon
eating my soul for stimulation
breathing me in then choking bleeding
breath me out in the wrong direction

i need that badly, the pure sensation
praying that you don't steal my consience
reset reality can't forget it
desperation for no dependance!!!!!!
```

3. I NEED THAT

RUSH.

Can you take it?
THANK YOU TO KITTYDOG FOR THE FEATURE HEHE

Can you take it (ft. kittydog)

CW: suggestive lyrics
this will be on streaming services too later lol ju s wait if u wanr...

i'm sick of the pressure
Put me on the spot like a chess clock
Rational decisions got my heart in a headlock
Loving you is easy but my heart is a wristwatch
ticking so unsteadily til part of it's overclocked

i need an adventure, wanna explore ur mind and ur body
your physical space, and to be physically wanted
i spent all my life paintin g m y heart on a bright screen
take me off the canvas, cause i'm sick of perceiving

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

i think im converging
when you think of me it's burning
watch out when u think ur playing
loving me is just a board game

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

CONVERGING
MANUFACTURED EVOLUTION
ILL FEEL YOU THROUGH EVERY
FRACTION
LIVING SOLELY THRU COMPERSION

I THINK IM CONVERGING
WHEN U THINK OF ME ITS BURNING
WATCH OUT WHEN U THINK UR PLAYING
CUZ LOVING ME IS JUST A BOARD GAME

BOARD GAME

more shit vent songs with beepbox instrumentals yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy  fuuckin hate my music r893458974785934utr43u8t534 but im postin em any way LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

where have the times gone

im m  proud of this,,,,   :)
animation: 

lyrics:

COPE!

dreams become reality but not in the right way
motive in my heart to create something that i crave
if its not straightforward then ill curve to make it straight 
its a paranormal parasocial selfish masquerade 

I AM JUST AN ANIMAL I BELONG IN YOUR CAGE
I COULD BE YOUR SERVANT I DESERVE IT ANYWAY
TAKE BACK FROM THE BROKEN PIECES REWRITE WHAT I GAVE
IM A TWISTED NARCISSISTIC BASTARD LIVING IN FAER BRAIN

COPE!

dreams become insanity 
fiction is my reality
flopp a way from my imminent fatality

dreaming of another world
where they took my morality
if it was real
the blacklight would be pointed at me

dont have to be scared you see
my visions aren't misery
555
change is what the angel's telling me

coping with our history
i wake up and i go to sleep
but next time ill make sure
we'll wake up in another dream

COPE! [prod. kittydoggo]

NEW ALBUM "tired brain analysis" OUT NOW
22 year old producer, singer and songwriter from Queensland, Australia. Often described as "an experimental pop artist who is not afraid to embrace abrasive synths and filthy drums".