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Everything is as I see
I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak
(Hey, hey)
You took the world away from me
Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to start it
But I'm not gonna let myself
Become a target
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

This is who I wanna be
I don't wanna go
But I got to leave
It's just the way it has to be
If I leave you hurt
Out the blame on me

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to end it
And I swear I will do my best
To try and mend it
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

(Can you show me how to grieve?
Why am I always so naive?
Should I bother to believe?
Or is it better if I leave?)

(Can you show me how to grieve?
I can't breathe
Why am I always so naive?
It's just me
Should I bother to believe?
I can't see
Or is it better if I leave?)

(One, two, three, four)

Can you show me where you go when the lights out
Can you bring me to the place that you hide now
Can you show me how to breathe
'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and

You know I can hold the fort down
But do you hold me close
When you're running around
Don't try to lie or deny it
I know where you've been tonight
So I'm asking you now

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

Everything ain't as it seems
Tried to change the world
But the world changed me
You left me bleeding on the floor
Lying on the glass
I can't do this anymore

But there's a couple things
About me that you'd better know
That if I find a guy like you
I'm never letting go
I'll never leave
Never cause you any harm
And the only way I'll go
Is if I die inside your arms

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last If I'm not around?
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

I know there's something left for you

caldecott (feat. Polygon Cove)

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

just cut into me to see

featuring:
@saoirsedream
@can-of-bliss
@scooter_boi_musick
@bhproducer

produced by
@saoirsedream 
@st1cksyea 
@atarax-music
@wishlane
@trndytrndy

bleed / lipstick 405

bleed

Why are you searching so hard for a winning move when you could just ⟦for a little while⟧ refuse to play?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @billy_exclamationpoint and @bhproducer.
Mixed and mastered by @st1cksyea.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit
It just hurts, I get so brittled by it
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the
I’ll sequester for a little more

⟦ @bhproducer ⟧

Don’t be selfish (Don't be selfish)
I feel like I’m losing my mind
I feel so stupid (Feel so stupid)
Trying to find my way
I’ll be falling out of all my circles
Insecure about what comes next
It feels like no one else can hear me
Why can’t anybody hear me out?

It’s something depressing
It feels like you lost yourself
And you feel nothing
And you feel nothing
I feel like nothing
And you feel nothing
I feel like falling
And you feel nothing
You see me crying
And you feel nothing
You know nothing can change, you know nothing can-

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Siren hands with crimson Midas touch
My carrion grey matter, chew it up for lunch
The twinkling pastel glass of fractured chandeliers
A calloused sole will pass, anesthetized and weary, but I

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit tongue tied
It just hurts, I get so brittled by your goodbyes
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the sunrise
I’ll sequester for a little more

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit stressed out
It just hurts, I get so brittled by your chest now
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal fucking somehow
I’ll sequester for a little more

Upwind of eloquent tongue
A lack of motion will fray the edge of memories
I don't think it matters to me
Back in the place where I'm from
Nuclear shadows collecting on my angst
Paint the walls and hide my face
And when you left me for a second
I learned my only lesson
I shouldn't try to stay because there isn't really any way to
Hold you in compassion
I'm speeding through the rations
But I still fall apart the same
And I guess I'm all to blame

⟦ @billy_exclamationpoint ⟧

Hey!
I'm so pretty, I'm so hot hot hot hot
Heads up, man down
Keep your hair down
I'm so melodramatic
Think I'm going to die when I go outside
What does it take take take take take
What does it take take take take take
For you to say say say say say
That I made your day day day day day

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit
It just hurts, I get so brittled by it
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the
I’ll sequester for a little more

sequester.

sequester, featuring billy ! and bh.

When you realized you were distorting ⟦ the reference ⟧ so badly, why didn't you stop?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Co-produced alongside @wishlane and @clovehitch.
Guitar, piano, and horns provided by @wishlane.
Horns and additional background vocals provided by @clovehitch.
Mixed and mastered by @close-knit.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I built an effigy from willow trees that grew in my backyard
And then I trimmed and polished endlessly, endowed it with my heart
And then the wandering mind lost subtlety
Alarm bells breathe soliloquys
And all of it was done to me at once

And on the day that I learned what you were was not what I had built
I saw the flame that had destroyed the earth, reflected in my guilt
Because the statue, hollow and serene
Gave more to me than anything
And all of it would only happen once

So I'll addict myself to throwing up and television screens
And we'll convince ourselves that growing up
Will justify the means
The shade you pick, encephalic
Grayed out the worst i can remember
All is well but something was surrendered

✧ ✦ ✧

And I could wear the whole thing down
But are you sure you don't find pieces you resemble
From the features that you outlined in chalk?
And I could tear the core right out
But I don't know what's withering beneath the surface
Shave the sinew, grieve the purpose
And rot

surrender, with wishlane and Clovehitch.

Testing Testing Is This Thing On?!

thx for 300 likes mwah

hi im 22 here's a mix :D
art by me
@cat-eyeliner im sorry for copying you

remix of https://soundcloud.com/cat-eyeliner/into-you
inspired by https://soundcloud.com/steejen/pizza

stream lease agreement

dick the birthday girl

MV : https://youtu.be/Ci95_p2eYzc

[lyrics]
cough, sweaty arms
I've been in terrible shape
it's a fever that's been coming back to me once and again
let it out, fauxx
it's not really real like it's your name 
I hope, it's blindfolded like the moment I was late
I was told to resist,
I've been acting like I'm deaf
it's a fever that's been trying hard enough to take away
plan it out, fauxx
it's not really weird that it's your face
I know it's not really gone til I catch up the pace

It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
	 
I'd say about nothing would have been any better 
if I could take along the way, sure I would have been less sadder
but that's not what I want nor I what I am
putting on music as I'm taking off my lamp
(let's take it real)

It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real

enby

In a moment of desperation, Chichi tries her hand at the occult.

chichi

night terrors

I'll Find Them Someday

This was kinda a conversation with myself, digging through old scars, bad habits and patterns that have been keeping me feeling stuck. Patterns of emotion, feelings of ups and down, craving stability. 

It’s about learning to face my emotions instead of running from them and finding a little bit of life left inside.

What Am I Afraid Of

▿∕▵ ...but the day only has 24 hours! ▵⧵▿
◃ she ∕ her ▹
@webcage

sequester, featuring billy ! and bh.

leastfavorite!