please!! what do u use for graphic design!! i must know

isomorph.

all proceeds from this release will go to the National Alliance to End Homelessness (https://endhomelessness.org/)

vocals:
@saoirsedream
@wishlane
@itstooscar
@e7ellie
@scooter_boi_musick
@can-of-bliss
@bhproducer
@t0rr
@nebita

production:
@t0rr
@nebita
@st1cksyea
@draf2k
@itstooscar
@soupandreas
@can-of-bliss
@user-607541836
@acloudyskye
@dylazy
@wishlane
@dossyx
@saoirsedream
@musicbyrift

freakout

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

Do you honestly think you're capable of doing any better than this ⟦next time⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @jauntsen and @polar333.
Guitars provided by @jauntsen.
Mixed and mastered by @jauntsen.

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind
I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

And we can let the days roll over
And we can let the flowers grow
I'll put money on my four leaf clover
We'll go to places that we'll never know

⟦ @polar333 ⟧

It’s a long road back
And I always thought you’re all that I had 
In fact, you’re all that I had
I’m fractured
Your eyes glowing like lanterns
I’m blind always looking for patterns
Somethings wrong with us
Don’t need to bring it up

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Never understood what I did wrong, and I'm
Trying to figure out where I belong

And it's a long ride home
But you'll be better off when you finally go
And if I kick the dust on your treads
I'll forget to bleed when you leave me alone
It seems like the rain is coming
They'll crush our castles down into dust
At least it wasn't all for nothing
We can find a better way to keep me out of the rust

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Didn't think that I could patch this
Oh, you're just a test subject
Leave me behind or just leave me to die

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind

subject.

subject, featuring jauntsen and polar.

Why are you searching so hard for a winning move when you could just ⟦for a little while⟧ refuse to play?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @billy_exclamationpoint and @bhproducer.
Mixed and mastered by @st1cksyea.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit
It just hurts, I get so brittled by it
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the
I’ll sequester for a little more

⟦ @bhproducer ⟧

Don’t be selfish (Don't be selfish)
I feel like I’m losing my mind
I feel so stupid (Feel so stupid)
Trying to find my way
I’ll be falling out of all my circles
Insecure about what comes next
It feels like no one else can hear me
Why can’t anybody hear me out?

It’s something depressing
It feels like you lost yourself
And you feel nothing
And you feel nothing
I feel like nothing
And you feel nothing
I feel like falling
And you feel nothing
You see me crying
And you feel nothing
You know nothing can change, you know nothing can-

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Siren hands with crimson Midas touch
My carrion grey matter, chew it up for lunch
The twinkling pastel glass of fractured chandeliers
A calloused sole will pass, anesthetized and weary, but I

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit tongue tied
It just hurts, I get so brittled by your goodbyes
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the sunrise
I’ll sequester for a little more

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit stressed out
It just hurts, I get so brittled by your chest now
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal fucking somehow
I’ll sequester for a little more

Upwind of eloquent tongue
A lack of motion will fray the edge of memories
I don't think it matters to me
Back in the place where I'm from
Nuclear shadows collecting on my angst
Paint the walls and hide my face
And when you left me for a second
I learned my only lesson
I shouldn't try to stay because there isn't really any way to
Hold you in compassion
I'm speeding through the rations
But I still fall apart the same
And I guess I'm all to blame

⟦ @billy_exclamationpoint ⟧

Hey!
I'm so pretty, I'm so hot hot hot hot
Heads up, man down
Keep your hair down
I'm so melodramatic
Think I'm going to die when I go outside
What does it take take take take take
What does it take take take take take
For you to say say say say say
That I made your day day day day day

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit
It just hurts, I get so brittled by it
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the
I’ll sequester for a little more

sequester.

sequester, featuring billy ! and bh.

If you think this one was inevitable, what does that say about the next one ⟦ and all that follow ⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal, guitar, and production contributions provided by @dynastic.
Mixed and mastered by @dynastic.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I could run, run, run until my legs give out
It's never far enough away
I could try, try, try to figure something out
It only ever lasts a day

Remember the nights spent making you hold me
To mimic the comfort of finding a friend
And then I would try to mend it would break and bend
And then I'd do it all again

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart
  
You could run, run, run until you're out of breath
But what's the purpose anyway?
I could chalk it all up to an ego death
And watch the colors fade to gray

Remember the times you told me you loved me
When I would make sure you'd still say it first
We knew it was ending soon, the impending doom
Of either leaving through the door or a hearse

And all we had was nothing
Wasn't made for loving anyone
You'll find my strength and preach it
I'll attach and leech until you're gone

⟦ @dynastic ⟧

Yeah, I never sewed the buttons back onto my favorite shirt
'Cause the needle fails to hold the thread of trying to make it work
So we hold each other in contempt and in each others words
Now, I express
I see galleries of faces
I see galleries

I warned you I was wearing thin, you didn't say a thing
As we lost all focus in the storm and counted the time between
When the bullet of the sky collides with soil underneath
The place we sleep
In the galleries of stasis
In the galleries

⟦ @leastfavorite + @dynastic ⟧

It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart

We can work this out
'Cause we've got common ground
And we both want this
I know we both need this badly
I give more than you take
I take more than you have

We both know it wasn't gonna happen for us.

✧ ✦ ✧

Thank you, very dearly, for listening to my EP.

stasis, featuring dynastic.

The part that made you alive was the part that hurt ⟦ her ⟧. Do you plan on hurting again?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions and guitar provided by @saoirsedream.
Mixed and mastered by @prodmusa.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Cover my face in melted plastic
It never portrayed the way I felt
You can pretend that we'll move past it
But I think I need some time to myself now

I never wanted to learn how to fly
You should've known that it would leave me suspended from the rafters
Baby, that's just what you're after

And you can kindle the feeling inside
Don't really know why you tried to suspend your disbelief
I hope that you get some relief after all

⟦ @saoirsedream ⟧

I clung to a concept of a constant for three years
Convinced that I could let you down or else I’d disappear
I pore through the footnotes of a love I thought I knew
'Cause the trust I’d put in asking someone kills the follow-through

Honest, it's OK
We can let it change
No such thing as better 
If we both need different things
Promise, it's OK
I can let it change
I’d rather be your friend than let three years go to waste

Let it change, let it change, let it change
Let it change, let it change, let it change
What doesn't kill you doesn't make you any stronger 
Let it bleed, it's OK, it's OK

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I never wanted to learn how to fly
You should've known that it would leave me suspended from the rafters
Baby, that's just what you're after

And you can kindle the feeling inside
Don't really know why you tried to suspend your disbelief
I hope that you get some relief after all

✧ ✦ ✧

You were the one, you were the one
You broke the glass beneath my feet
You were the one, you were the one
I caught a glimpse, it wasn't me
You were the one, you were the one
You put the wax wings onto me
You were the one, you were the one
You did it all to make me bleed

suspend, featuring saoirse dream.

When you realized you were distorting ⟦ the reference ⟧ so badly, why didn't you stop?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Co-produced alongside @wishlane and @clovehitch.
Guitar, piano, and horns provided by @wishlane.
Horns and additional background vocals provided by @clovehitch.
Mixed and mastered by @close-knit.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I built an effigy from willow trees that grew in my backyard
And then I trimmed and polished endlessly, endowed it with my heart
And then the wandering mind lost subtlety
Alarm bells breathe soliloquys
And all of it was done to me at once

And on the day that I learned what you were was not what I had built
I saw the flame that had destroyed the earth, reflected in my guilt
Because the statue, hollow and serene
Gave more to me than anything
And all of it would only happen once

So I'll addict myself to throwing up and television screens
And we'll convince ourselves that growing up
Will justify the means
The shade you pick, encephalic
Grayed out the worst i can remember
All is well but something was surrendered

✧ ✦ ✧

And I could wear the whole thing down
But are you sure you don't find pieces you resemble
From the features that you outlined in chalk?
And I could tear the core right out
But I don't know what's withering beneath the surface
Shave the sinew, grieve the purpose
And rot

surrender, with wishlane and Clovehitch.

Have you considered that some ⟦ or all ⟧ of your problems are your own fault?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Mixed and mastered by @anem0s.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

It surrounds me
I hope I can catch my breath
Close the boundary
So tight that it captures death

Modify me
Commodify me
And then throw me away
Recognize me
So you can satirize me
And I'll beg you to stay

✧ ✦ ✧

It surrounds me
I still never quite learned when
Close the boundary
So tight that the walls cave in

Modify me
Commodify me
And then throw me away
Recognize me
So you can sacrifice me
And I'll beg you to stay
Guess it was always gonna end like this
But if it were up to me
It wouldn't end at all
We should've never tried to bring to summer
What had clearly died out in the fall

Wouldn't it be nice?
Wouldn't it be nice?

surround.

[[i can't be bothered to do something for once]]

~track [5/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
follow my twitch for more music streams soon :3
www.twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\ featuring //
+vox from
@saoirsedream
+prod from
@prodbyaustyn
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
please leave me out
i can't be bothered to do something for once
it's my bad i know you don't even care
but you should!

[verse] ~ @saoirsedream
don't pick up the clothes on my floor
i've got a system for it all
if you catch the sock on my door 
i'm not fuckin it's just supposed to be there
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately my meds
don't do much
bad at both ends and it cancels out 
and i'm back to where i started
can't ever stop stop making changes 
routines my clothes 
how i arrange them

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
so i'll just sit down
i got 10 half water bottles in my room
i'm a let down 
haven't dusted in weeks 
maybe today's gonna be the day i wash my sheets 
(ew)
j-j-just kidding imma do it next week! 
i'm just rotting in my bed i hope she text me
i'm so fucking gay 
dirty plates around my room when i cuddle with my plushies
this room wouldn't be dirty if i had some money..
(but you won't get that)

you're unemployed jas! 
i got health conditions opps i guess its my bad ;-;
it's an excuse i like to make whenever i'm sad </3
i'm so small and full of coke just like a dime bag (hehe)
lost my motherfucking charger hope i find that >:(

[hook] ~ @saoirsedream
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately i'm dead!

my bad +saoirse dream (austyn with a y)

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

a slip of the tongue causes a wave of fear, loathing and paranoia to ensue

the guys

blair's problem

Tipsey copy 16

▿∕▵ ...but the day only has 24 hours! ▵⧵▿
◃ she ∕ her ▹
@webcage

stasis, featuring dynastic.

leastfavorite!

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