a little open i saw on crona's alt and i thought i do sumn on it.

you'll be fyne w/ crona (misery)

im better off in my bedroom

prod eric godlow

lyrics

Wondering, fallen underneath,, i can barely breathe and it's hard to see. x2

My bones hurt, my throat burns. I hope it's all over.
I fall to misfortune, but this isn't foreign.

I'm better off in my bedroom
Go away, i don't wanna text you.
It's okay, I'm just in a bad mood.
In the end, i don't wanna hurt you.

i can't breathe (eric godlow)

prod. @noizz

lyrics
(Intro)
I'm crying for help. 
Seems like nobody cares
Everything sucks.
I don't wanna wake up. (x2)

(Hook)
Trapped in this headspace with nowhere to go.
I promised my friends that i wouldn't let go.
I carry this  burden. It gets harder to hold.
You broken our bond and I'm getting so cold.

Come home.
I'm over it.
Turn the lights off
I'm my own hostage

(Verse)

I dream of the thought of me being missing. everything seems better w/o me existing.
What the fuck is my purpose?
Am I really that worthless?
I'm trying my best but it seems like my worse.
It starts as a blessing but it's really a curse.
Try to help all but all i do is hurt.
Conversate with the gun now there's blood on my shirt

(Hook)
Trapped in this headspace with nowhere to go.
I promised my friends that i wouldn't let go.
I carry this  burden. It gets harder to hold.
You broken our bond and I'm getting so cold.

Come home.
I'm over it.
Turn the lights off
I'm my own hostage






hostage. (NOIZZ)

DOWN BAD FT. GEHRMAN (Prod by SoloGoinBrazy)

Learned resilience.

prod. @lilbiscuit x @yeezobeats x @luciid

lyrics.

best believe that your actions are haunting me.
my paranoia doesn't mix well with anxiety.
when the shoe is on the other foot and I'm not the main topic, i try to stay away but I'm the one who's toxic?

You've gotten under my skin for way too long.
If i cast a spell it'll be for you to begone.
I'm burning all the bridges i ever had with my past
Memories of what i used to know only makes me sad.

go!

let go!

let go!

fall down!


Things are always temporary. Learning to let go is really necessary if i want to prosper. The energy that i want i must muster. I'm not gone sit here just become fodder.

If a stupid motherfucker wanna test me, yea you can.  the odds won't be in your favor, you'll fall under like quicksand

best believe that your actions are haunting me.
my paranoia doesn't mix well with anxiety.
when the shoe is on the other foot and I'm not the main topic, i try to stay away but I'm the one who's toxic?

You've gotten under my skin for way too long.
If i cast a spell it'll be for you to begone.
I'm burning all the bridges i ever had with my past
Memories of what i used to know only makes me sad.


toxic

@leavecaspyalone
@roxsu
@yungmangomusic

prod. @arena


connection error...

search and destroy (arena)

self destructive as always
@roxsu
@runtzagainstdawrld


seraph's sorrow w/ roxsu (kimj & LC)

2020 has been a bummer for me. I've wanted to kill myself multiple times, I lost a lot of friends over drama. heartbreak and all around suffering.

I'm thankful for the friends who helped me through it all, man. idk where i would be without you guys. it means the most.

i love you.


lyrics

I hear my coffin.
It's like 3 miles away
and the grim reapers not so patient
and honestly, im the same way.

when you see me smile, when you hear my laugh.
i hope it brings joy when you start to feel bad.
i don't plan on staying longer than three years
i hope you all make it, i will be still here, in spirit.

in spirit (3x)



this goes out to all of the friends that i made
if this song made you sad, I'm sorry in advance
i wish i could be more of a goddamn man.
the issues in my head are hard to understand


la la la la la (9x)


it's hard to understand (3x)






no, i don't have a jacket (cold pt 2) (candle lights)

NIGHTOSPHERE! W/ Swoo (Forlorn)

lyrics

VERSE
I never thought I have turn my back on the one i love, we could've worked this out but you had to open your mouth. You said I'm monster trash over a dumb dispute.  That's the last straw, bitch. I think I'm over you.

PRE-CHORUS
you were the pink in my cheeks
now you're just a memory

HOOK
I can't stand that you're praying on downfall
I think things have changed for the worst so
I guess i waa wrong thinking that you really cared
It's over, don't think about coming back again.

Bridge
Don't ever come back again (5X)

HOOK
I can't stand that you're praying on downfall
I think things have changed for the worst so
I guess i waa wrong thinking that you really cared
It's over, don't think about coming back again.

Chewed-up Lovers!  (odece x sparr00w)

lyrics

[Caspy's Verse]
My intentions were never to hurt you.
I guess I'm selfish in a way by putting you through all this pain. You confided in me and i broke your trust. I knew it was over when you had enough.
throw it all away if it meant another chance.
all my feelings were real and i know you understand
i endured the pain just so i can hold your hand
i can't say goodbye,  love you so much i can't

[HOOK]
If my words won't reach I don't know what else will. Not enough sorrys won't make up for time killed. That fire we had, did it decide to go out.  My heart wasn't ready for us to go south

[JinniV's Verse]
I put my trust in you, guess that was my mistake
putting me in harms way only to confide in you
I left my home for you only to feel so betrayed.
gave you my all but you rather play your little games.

Did you truly understand me.
You were my whole world, the prince of my dreams
but now i must go. i can't do this no more

[HOOK.]
If my words won't reach I don't know what else will. Not enough sorrys won't make up for time killed. That fire we had, did it decide to go out.  My heart wasn't ready for us to go south

[BRIDGE: Caspy & Jinni]
Please tell me if I'm worthy for forgiveness.
I won't mistreat you again. I won't mistreat you again. You broke my heart now I'm restless. I can't risk it all again.



[HOOK: Caspy & Jinni]
If my words won't reach I don't know what else will. Not enough sorrys won't make up for the time killed. That fire we had, did it decide to go out.  My heart wasn't ready for us to go south



https://youtu.be/FH49yrYxYuo


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