turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

prod. @not-a-fucking-hero

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twitter.com/whywewish
instagram.com/whywewish

nmih:
@nevermadeithome

~lyrics~

wish:
yea my bitch is too bad, i cant fuck wit these other hoes
straight designer on my body, i cant fuck wit these other clothes
and yeah i love the money, not as much as my mother doe 
glow up on my waist, but i wont lose it like glover doe
the fit is blacked out, im perky blacked out 
ima hit it from the back until she scream or she tap out
he talkin bout them racks? well ima have to pull my cap out 
and shit aint sweet, he gon see when i turn n pull this strap out

time is ticking, but for you id wait forever
every day without you is a day of stormy weather
whip all red, yeah it look just like the nether
im slurring all my words, where my percs? i need another
yeah i love a lot of things, but theyre not like you 
and yeah this money does a lot, but it cant buy you
so when im racing to the top, ima treat my boo 
and in the end, in a benz, ima die by you 
only you could shine as bright as my vvs
if everything goes right, ima be on the tv 
so hold me tight and say you need me 
im a new chapter, baby this aint no repeat 

yea my bitch is too bad, i cant fuck wit these other hoes
straight designer on my body, i cant fuck wit these other clothes
and yeah i love the money, not as much as my mother doe 
glow up on my waist, but i wont lose it like glover doe
the fit is blacked out, im percy blacked out 
ima hit it from the back until she scream or she tap out
he talkin bout them racks? well ima have to pull my cap out 
and shit aint sweet, he gon see when i turn n pull this strap out

nmih:
i just pulled up, and they all lookin at me
ima ball out, and i got nike down to my feet
she likes my aura, she said "can you come with me?"
i said sorry girl, cuz im all about my p
me and wish are dripped in black 
we stole the supra and we crashed 
wish stole your girl and your mad
she just didnt want you back 
wish got the glock and i got the spaz 
youre just a broke boy youre just sad
aim at youre skull and we gon tap 

wish & nmih 
yea my bitch is too bad, i cant fuck wit these other hoes
straight designer on my body, i cant fuck wit these other clothes
and yeah i love the money, not as much as my mother doe 
glow up on my waist, but i wont lose it like glover doe
the fit is blacked out, im perky blacked out 
ima hit it from the back until she scream or she tap out
he talkin bout them racks? well ima have to pull my cap out 
and shit aint sweet, he gon see when i turn n pull this strap out

spotify

tap out w/ nevermadeithome

(prod. mackk)

i tried to focus on myself
left my troubles in the past
place and leave to dust on my shelf
is it onesided is ur love real now
took you to the side said im falling down

and i couldnt cope
knew you wouldnt know 
is it all my fault </3
left you alone
knew you wouldnt call
the worst thing about this
is i was vulnerable 
so vulnerable
i gave you my all
split me in two
when i need u  most
gave you the space u need
couldnt call 
then got the text
that u werent coming home :(
you will never find another like me
i really wasted my time on all the wrong things
and i just knew i lost myself when i fell in
wasnt for you, guess you werent then 

but i tried to focus on myself
left my troubles in the past
place and leave to dust on my shelf
is it onesided is ur love real now
took you to the side said im falling down

i tried to focus on myself
left my troubles in the past
place and leave to dust on my shelf
is it onesided is ur love real now
took you to the side said im falling down

i tried to focus on myself (mackk)

(prod. jolst)
feat @notcursed

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

we can stare at the stars
even when we're apart
you know its just us
my heads been at war
let me pull you close
for this noise to stop
coz ive been hurt myself
paranoid its hell
and i never needed no help
coz your what helps
i feel so selfish

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you 

you ease my pain
my panic attacks they go away
just stay
dont have to be sad again
when your away
i need you in the same place

just stay
just stay
just stay

i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

(not cursed)

Wish i could stay
And even though we’re miles away
I miss the days
You helped me through your pain
But now i’m too far out
Baby don't you even doubt
I still want you forever
I could never be without
Missing the way, you smile at my face
Brighten up my day, but now i have to wait
To see you, counting down the days till it'll be true
I’m waiting too long
Being away from you for this long, it feels so wrong
By my side is where you should be, that's where you belong
Need you everyday
I’m thinking of ways, to reach you

(vacant)
i never thought id be away from you
your miles away
id drop everything for you
to see your face
id never be late
never be a day
where i dont fall back inlove with you

stay (w/ notcursed) (jolst)

lyricz
Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

Confidence aint the highest
But boy im feeling the flyest
Best fit here, these motherfuckers aint trying
Designer mixed with the thrift find, double downed to the riptide,
Boy you falling on slipslide, rearrange ur thoughts see the flipside
With a womens 19th century watch see my wrist shrine
You might think u fly, but u aint coming close this time

Running through a field, saddle me up a horse
I be at max caliber srt4 of course
Or a dodge neon, i dont want a porsche
My drip cause a flood, yeah u might an oar

Glass half full, ive been waiting on the plus side
We aint even half way but damn its been rough ride
With you til the end until you break our trust tie
I gotta make the first move? Must I?

GLASSHALFFULL [prod.  ETERNETY x inuyasha]

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3
now im smoking out the window
oh you dont like me well ig ill let ur bitch know
i can see right through your lies just like i got a crystal
how am i meant to live like this the love is superficial

i swear im not meant to feel like this
baby they arent really real like this
would've gave you everything you wanted now my heads a mess
break me down just like ur rolling up the cannabis
x2
i swear you cant even rock like this or follow this
i swear give me couple years n they will all be tryna talk like this
even if you try just know that you could never copy this
did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this

did it by myself i swear theres nobody thats topping this x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

now i switch it up
flow be coming vigorous
he rlly think im scared bc i know he keep a flicky tucked?
he aint gon fuck with us
if i say it then i do it
he a snake i shouldve knew it
(yeah, woah)
had ur chance n then u blew it

had ur chance n then u blew it x4

swear that im only productive in the night
its got me feeling low im seeing people switching like a light
baby yk ill fuck ur ex up if he looking for a fight
said i might x3

i swear (jolst, death classic, irby, speed)

prod me and melonmusik. Shoutout to @ghosthandsmusic for mixing and mastering. enjoy :)

leftquiet:
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
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@leftquiet

lyrics:
This music got a pardon
Don't hit my ear
The same right now
The melody discarded
The bounce don't hit the same
Just got myself to blame so
Can you give me
The love back
Love back
Can you give me
The rush back baby
Only run up with treble treble
So now i know
This how the rhythm goes

Last night this song
Just sank my feels
I'm in the tempo
Turn this song up
On the car ride home
The tune is back
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since I've caught up
With the rhythm
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since I've caught up
With the rhythm now

I've kept me feelins' astray
Pushin myself to create
This block is makin' me rage
Yet I go to these lengths
Oh my god
Am I a freak
Cause I've been stuck in this position
Fuck this shit is livid
So what is the key
So maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know

Last night this song
Just sank my feels
I'm in the tempo
Turn this song up
On the car ride home
The tune is back
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since I've caught up
With the rhythm
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since I've caught up
With the rhythm now
Last night this song
Just sank my feels
I'm in the tempo
Turn this song up
On the car ride home
The tune is back
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since I've caught up
With the rhythm
It's been so long
It's been so long
Since I've caught up
With the rhythm now

rhythm

great song by https://soundcloud.com/breckenford/play-me-or-play-me-not-w-decks
talk to myself on the daily
Switch up my mood got me shaking

FøRD - play me, or play me not (silencedgrave flip)

"I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and I'm going to do something about it."

produced by eeryskies

written and mixed by melmige

thank you


LYRICS:
i’ve been walking on eggshells talkin to clouds in the sky
praying for the rain to wash the dirt away from my eyes
not impossible to probably move on maybe it’s obvious
but habitual withholding of emotion is awful
this is a mutiny the seven seas that rage in my brain
has turned the crew against me cranium organ behaves
a little screwy loose i do good when i can
but soon i’ll lose it cause i catered to the popular demand of the stupid
misdirected modesty and half hearted apologizes
was hesitant in honesty to save what wasn’t mine it’s probably
left an impact more severe than i thought
that’s what i get for all these eggshells i walked

i tumbled gracefully through adolescence
pressed to best this omnipresent presence
in my life a force unseen but full of strife
that taught me many lessons
careful with association more so with entanglement of relationships
a people pleaser what they called me
occasional old soul
gifted in my own right now those talents are gone
cause when a child never took a second
to stand up shout out his message
growing to adulthood is the force he cannot reckon
cause the eggshell steppin whispered words
opinions never given sent the message shooting forward
past the ones he won’t forgive
and shit it catches up unlatch pandora’s box
embrace the wind and listen to the choir of relentless mental blocks

that’s a reality check
that’s an emotional debt
4 years too late on the payment and now they call to collect
what was owed i know it’s harsh but if they only knew back then
all the thoughts that were so hard to say and now it never ends

these unkept untidy undermined unending emotions
swirl and barrel straight through time ignored until they explode
and now it’s where is all this coming from why wasn’t this said sooner
we had no idea there was a problem you don’t speak up do you
we thought it was okay maybe you did seem over it
we won’t acknowledge what the trauma is when you seemed to shrugged right over it
and even when we asked potential issues with the situation
we never saw your mouth open or heard what you were thinking make a statement

make arrangements for it for the kids this pistol whip to censorship
to whip em into shape and since the end of this forgiveness
part of it will live forever love your neighbor blame the devil
shovin hate down wear the tie n smile files in the shredder
claim of evidence but they already knew it
truth to prude to maim emotion only time can make u lucid
to intention but when the time has passed and plots are changing moving
it feels wrong to backtrack and snap on past egregious movement
from the ones you love now or at least hope you don’t hate
that’s a tough pill the swallow but at least it sedates

eggshell theory [prod eeryskies]

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

hsitoria de una pareja que era los mejores de la pista de baile y un dia no llego su chica el entristece y espera a su chica que nunca llega a bailar

Los Reyes De La Pista

23 yr musician/prod. 

music extras:
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inquiries: leftquietofficial@gmail.com