new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

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relax [nvki]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4wXRSXQCIBhHwZgwUmosFg?si=0094ee016f47432e 

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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

originally performed by 9tails and hateful
nonprofit cover
instrumental found on YouTube 

IVE SEEN BEEEEETTTEEEEERRR DAAAAAAAAYS

lyrics

I've seen better days
I spent a year in the darkest place
I got some stories I'd love to say
I couldn't think of a better way
to tell u

I had to focus on u
everything happened so fast 
I let down my family too
let me catch up with the past 
I flooded the time in my room
damn this is all that I do
all of the time fucking flew by
hope it was put to good use
baby get close
now u got me alone
I've been worked to the bone
but I'm glad I made it back home
every single promise remains
baby wipe the tears from ur face
u don't gotta cry its OK
swear I never left this place
I still feel the same

rest now
u should rest now
sit down
I'll help u calm down
snow falls back on our front porch 
u should come home


_better_days(9tails&hateful cover)

prod @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
So turn down the lights low
I guess
Getting used to being lil lonely for a bit
I guess that it's ok
I know
want it done quick
But I'll go slow
times growin old
but i cant say sorry
know my future is unsure
im so scared of turnin up failure
i dont know

so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see
so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see

Over and over
My minds always sinking
Was lost in the gutter
Cause I know that feelin
Death can approach
And write a note for me
Anytime so thats why I live the fullest baby oh
fucked up
They said its all in the conscious
They don't know what
I do to break up the silence
So I switched up
Left them back in their anxiety
Certified that I'll grow
Wanna get certified gold
I can do platinum things
Please don't ask about me
So I'll just sit in the back
Record shit then relapse
till I'm front of the map
Till I'm front on the map

so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see
so what about now
i cant escape it
fumblin down
to darker places
but i got help
right up beside me
what i felt
is beyond what i see

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beside me

finally almost sober

prod. iof

lyrics :

who is next to get complaining , 
i aint blaming ,
it just seem this the same old conversation ,
i wont change it ,
i aint changing ,
who the hell you think you draining ,
this aint saving me at all , 
stop this , 
im outta options ,
if i dont take it baby yea ill b nauseous , 
im so exhausted , 
i dont exist ,
& nobody around me ever lived its quite a trip , 
pack your bags & get forgotten on another ship , 
never is as i remember it ,
hope soon that this medicine ,
save me turning skeleton , 
dont feel like its been relevant , 
these drugs they treat me excellent ,

treat me excellent

Burning Brighter

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

Lie ft. trechor boy

night lights keep my ghosts away | prod. dead spyro

lyrics:
i have been waitin
searchin for potions
over the waves ya
i have been floatin
out sea were past the coast sailin now
on the voyage i am a wreck ya
these bumpy water
up to my chest and
i feel like im drownin down

and so what happens to me
im fallin back to the sea
it all goes back to my sleep
wakin from a nap what a dream

and up I go
Im fallin down
I didnt know this way right out
but im just stuck under water
but im just stuck underwater
i wanna swim up
but i drift south
my movements leave me around
but im just stuck underwater
but im just stuck underwater

i didnt know what
the fuck ive been seein
lights are blinding
cant find a reason
to leave my shell
can never look back
walkin through hell
in a flash
its somethin i can see
but i cant hold
driftin away out from this storm
i can hardly breathe
with the wind so cold
dragging low to the unknown

and so what happens to me
im fallin back to the sea
it all goes back to my sleep
wakin from a nap what a dream

and up I go
Im fallin down
I didnt know this way right out
but im just stuck under water
but im just stuck underwater
i wanna swim up
but i drift south
my movements leave me around
but im just stuck underwater
but im just stuck underwater

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underwater - leftquiet

23 yr musician/prod. 

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