acrophobia w/ DZO DIGITAL (Unreleased)

Prod. by TaylorJ

https://open.spotify.com/track/5kwQtIXe2sYp8FveGcwDwM?si=2f1e499ca63f4ccb

Lyrics:

Tell me what you thinking
I ain't gonna do that
Lying all around
I am always acting stupid
Waterfall and it feels like it's a fall down
Losing purpose not on purpose
Wanna blow up
Scarecrow i'm scaring crows out
For no reason keeping me alive
Where is my phone at

Cowardly, i am crawling thru the mud
My brain splat, it is outside
Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

Hate me
Blame me
What a shame that i'm being so worthless
What a shame that you're being so ruthless
4am i'm feeling so clueless
Blood drips down
I'm so high
I can't even see the light
See the red slights
I can't even see my mind
Seeing red dust
I can't even see my mind

Fall to the floor
Breaking bones
What you gonna do then
It's too late
What you wanna say to me
I said but before and before

What you wanna say to me
I heard it all in past
Would you wanna be with me
Until we all die
Till we all dead
I smoked too much
Everything is so dead
Am i not right?

Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

I heard it all

I Heard It All(Prod. TaylorJ)

mixed/mastered by me 
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produced by https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow

asleep in ur arms (fantasy camp + saint tomorrow)

prod by pablo worldwide + jolst
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

you a lame get up out my face 
Worried bout my payment 
I just hit the bank 
I leveled up like everyday since
hell rain down, pussy boy 
I’m already aimed in 
1v1 when I’m alone 
I’ll leave ya brain dead,

I fuck it up 
could come in clutch 
if you need me
I’m tryna fly down to LA 
for da weekend 
we know he soft 
he not hard 
he act like cement,

He DOA 
I leave his body 
on the pavement 

new AIM 
just to walk up 
an then spray it 
woke up with a vendetta
on my note list 
I hate going out in public 
cause they’ll notice 
why am I so fucking anxious 
can’t hold it

a thermal scope 
on a SIG
Ima hunt for gold
I catch you walking 
in the road
you getting domed
you all alone
bitch I treat that laser 
like my arm
you ain't making it home
you MIA all along

life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

la vie suit son court

life goes on (pablo worldwide + jolst)

on all platforms <3

LYRIC/////
I did what i did, nothings gonna change that
Change who i am go way back
Ive been me, changing gradually
Through life were evolving we have to be

Time and place, everything gon change
Think you got the best of me but nothings in my way
except myself, except my mind, except my stupid ways to waste my time
We all change, life moves on, we recover from pain, and move beyond
We all fuck up, we all do wrong, the question is how u gonna stay strong

Its unlikely, i fucked up and you know that
Overthink myself sleep, time move forward cant go back
You try your best to make amends
But i cant fix what doesnt bend 
I used to think you were my friend
Now i see it was it all pretend
I fucked up once you left the end.

everything gon change [prod. mndls1600]

Puddles of tears are laid across my web
All eight legs take very careful steps
Feel like i'm trapped in my own knots
I know its self sabotage but i can't stop

Ladybugs and butterflies they get it easy
But when i'm around people get uneasy
Even though me and ladybugs are alike
I don't understand what people dislike

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

I'm stuck in my home with nothing to do
wish i could go outside and play with you
But all eight legs are hard to carry
And all the other insects find me really scary

Im soft and delicate and scared of heights
I don't like getting in physical fights
I might seem frightening but i am not
I know its your views it is not my fault

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

Arachnophobia (prod. WHAT?BOY)

ft the legendary @jrolli

LYRICS
I dont wanna do this no more
Caused this myself, im ready for internal war
What am i doing this for? Cause myself internal war

Am i right or wrong i cant decide
I dunno how i wanna my live my life
One moment im fine and confident as hell
The next moment im gone and my confidence fell
Did i make the right choice the wrong way
Did i make a wrong move and fuck up clear as day
Backtrack but my flaws don't stay away

JROLLi:
Im drowning in my cup when i got company
Dont really give no fucks i want that young money
They got me driving on highways im mindless
I pulled up to your drive way i might just.
So tell me am i wrong for feeling this way?
I gotta answer the phone before they get me
Am i right or wrong for missing your face?
Am i right or wrong am i right or wrong?

Right or Wrong ft. JROLLi [prod. mndls1600]

i wish i could build u back from memory

prod @branwenmusic

lyrics:
blood spills on my sheets but i still made my bed
i’m still in love with who you live on as inside my head
write the pages in a frenzy cover my palms with the lead
kill the echoes of the words you claim that you never said

“i never loved u”
those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

pulling off the petals she loves me i think she loves me not
so much inside my head my thoughts are looking like a basquiat
leave me in the rain let me rust ride until the wheels fall off
no time to play it safe i see how easily people forgot

wont wish on u what i been thru
keep me safe is what this tint do
she keep me up on a shelf
cause my existence ornamental

running away from the past
how come this love never last
should i stay or should i go
all these emotions are starting to clash

windows down cold air wake me up
cause it’s a long ride home
usually i’d have ur voice
but lately i can’t stand the tone
maybe i’m just naive
and the thoughts of us were overblown
maybe i was covering 2 deep and lost track of my zone

windows down cold air wake me up
cause it’s a long ride home
usually i’d have ur voice
but lately i can’t stand the tone
maybe i’m just naive
and the thoughts of us were overblown
maybe i was covering 2 deep and lost track of my zone

windows down cold air wake me up
cause it’s a long ride home
usually i’d have ur voice
but lately i can’t stand the tone
maybe i’m just naive
and the thoughts of us were overblown
maybe i was covering 2 deep and lost track of my zone

maybe i just lost track of what’s important to me
maybe it’s my fault cause ur love was foreign to me
maybe it was smothering and left no room to breathe
maybe i just need some time alone so i can grieve

“i never loved u”
those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

acrophobia w/ DZO DIGITAL (Unreleased)

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