couldn't have done this without her! follow and support <3 https://soundcloud.com/leftunconscious-xo
LYRICS feat. (leftunconscious): 
itsmerebear
everytime i close my eyes (my eyes)
i see you and think of you (of you)
but then I got this pain (pain)
and it hurts (and it hurts)
can't fix it if I tried to (tried to)
you make it worse  (it worse)
I feel so cursed (so cursed)

itsmerebear & leftunconscious
did you ever stop to think, WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY? 
feeling so angry but nothings happening, my heart feels so empty 
that i'm suffering
because of you 

(leftunconscious)
did you ever think
how i might feel?
have you ever thought
if I'm happy still?
you're so fucking inconsiderate
I don't ever want your love again

(leftunconscious)
because of you 

itsmerebear
nothing feels right
so broken inside 

[leftunconscious]
I'm suffering x20
because of you, cuz of you
(y'know, It really makes me sad when like, you told everyone your secrets, and like, they're gone. They just forget about you)

"MENACING

WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY? feat. leftunconscious (prod. CapsCtrl)

surgery (dercept)

@soundcloud took this song down unfairly after my manager bought the lease. sorry y'all. hopefully it stays up this time

(Lyrics)
planning this shit for a week they not believing me gonna try suicide i think it's my time don't try to fix me disappointed at myself wish i tried harder I'll be so happy but i cannot i cannot i wish i could but these thoughts won't let me

i try my best to change 3 days of happiness but it goes all to waste remake my whole life sorry for the people that i put my anger on dont mean to hurt you but I'm just so stressful

wish i could learn from mistake I'm the mistake sorry to my mom taking care of us you were there for us you were suicidal i wasn't there i took you for granted i didn't mean to

I'm just yelling at you more crying on the bed i wish i wasn't born i wouldn't cause you stress you were laying sick and i was doing nothing gotta say a lotta things about myself

i got lotta issues lotta problems i dont even wanna try I'm sorry i disappointed myself and you all

especially my mom and josh and kurama glad i met them i met a lot of people i adore like stray demon

cause i got shit to fix please wait for me

sorry for disappointing you sorry for everything I've done i havent changed my friends are getting married i told them the same story I've worked on but i cannot move on from myself if i try to work on myself it can't happen

music the only thing that I'm going far is it worth chasing after

i don't hear no one when it rains no one else talking to me lost in this space put my anger out on my fucking friends when i shouldn't

l gotta work on my fucking self x2

sorry for being a disappointment (misery)

forget your face
i cant replace you
please stay with me
ignore your issues

i braced for when the waves hit
it weighs me down
i cant swim
couldnt bring myself to face it
whats left of you is faceless

took from me
everything
i cant believe
im in missery

faceless

prod. by kssbeatz, your beats are dope, bro

Some experimental
I thought i won't finish this one, just i was confused if it's good

lyrics:
Losing my mind every day
I can find a way
Just to rid it all away
But my mind's a scary fucking place
Bricks inside my face
But i'm tryna rearrange
Grind my teeth
Baking up then sleep
Catch on every hope
And you find yourself on sheet
But you waking at midnight
Just to try to fight
Who are you just lying
I'm craving imma dying
Please don't take it with regret
Grit my teeth to everything you ever said
You are dying and that's all
Write about my love
But i've never tryna fall

Castle brings the walls
Building it on past
I would never take a rest
I am going to what's next
I am going to what's next
Riding every lane to find the best

Blowing stuff but i ain't make it mine
It just caught right to my sight
I don't know how do i ride
How do i ride?
Autumn's getting colder
So i take it to my mind

Drink some fluid
Shot it up like bullet now
I don't know
I ain't never come around
Will you never be mine

WTFall is freezing(prod.kssbeatz)

Prod. by TaylorJ

https://open.spotify.com/track/5kwQtIXe2sYp8FveGcwDwM?si=2f1e499ca63f4ccb

Lyrics:

Tell me what you thinking
I ain't gonna do that
Lying all around
I am always acting stupid
Waterfall and it feels like it's a fall down
Losing purpose not on purpose
Wanna blow up
Scarecrow i'm scaring crows out
For no reason keeping me alive
Where is my phone at

Cowardly, i am crawling thru the mud
My brain splat, it is outside
Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

Hate me
Blame me
What a shame that i'm being so worthless
What a shame that you're being so ruthless
4am i'm feeling so clueless
Blood drips down
I'm so high
I can't even see the light
See the red slights
I can't even see my mind
Seeing red dust
I can't even see my mind

Fall to the floor
Breaking bones
What you gonna do then
It's too late
What you wanna say to me
I said but before and before

What you wanna say to me
I heard it all in past
Would you wanna be with me
Until we all die
Till we all dead
I smoked too much
Everything is so dead
Am i not right?

Taking too much
Drinking too much
Feeling throw up
I am so loud
Every time i'm trying stay alive
Every word i say has gotta retire
When i die
What you gonna do then
Will you cry
Will you hate me
When i quit quick
No words for the past life
No words for the true side

I heard it all

I Heard It All(Prod. TaylorJ)

@1wayza
idgaf bout you
idgaf bout these blues 
idgaf bout ur nudes
i just wanna go and see the truth

yo bitch riding with me saying that im cute
I'm climbing to the top so I see the mountain view 
and one day you will see what the fuck I'm gonna do
and maybe then I will give af ab you

ima go and do another show
yo bitch give me good head yeah she give me good blow
sorry that was out of pocket yeah I'm feeling like i'm tropes
but she feeling kinda freaky got me tied in a rope
it's getting kinda hot yeah i feel a heat stroke
i need an ac and an ice cold coke
shoutout to kaylee if you know then you know
and shoutout to everyone in my scene that's my bros

if u got beef that you don't wanna squash
when i finna blow up that's just gonna be your loss
and ima throw one of you motherfuckers in the mosh
and only a few of you motherfuckers in my box

idgaf bout you
idgaf bout these blues 
idgaf bout ur nudes
i just wanna go and see the truth

yo bitch riding with me saying that im cute
I'm climbing to the top so I see the mountain view 
and one day you will see what the fuck I'm gonna do
and maybe then I won't give af ab you

i don't wanna show any remorse
shoutout to myself for completing this course
and i'm going insane yeah im feeling too scorched
light this song on fire yeah I got me a torch

haters treat me like I am a dork
well tell me who is it that's picked to perform
you ain't singing shit and the crowd wanted more
so I put on a show and you pouring a 4

and i got nothing against that
but do you really want ur bitch back?
yeah ima go and mismatch 
all these broken hearts and im saying i can fix that

idgaf! (wayza)

First song in over 6 months

Lyrics

So what if I'm not who I tried to be?
So what if you're at heights I'll never reach?
I always want to speak from my chest
And always end up hurting my rep
Even if it's not for the best
I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try

Choke every time I breathe
Rope around my neck please
If all of this ain't for a reason
Fucking up is worse than treason

I don't want to leave here
But I miss my old life
There's so much left to see here
I'll stay for just another night 
 
You told me there was magic I could find in your hands    
I never quite believed in it just wasn't in my plans

slow down, just breathe a bit
I keep telling myself how this might be it
A fairy tale is fine for a while
But it's only so long you can be a child

I always want to speak from my chest
And always end up hurting my rep
Even if it's not for the best
I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try

Choke every time I breathe
Rope around my neck please
If all of this ain't for a reason
Fucking up is worse than treason

You told me there was magic I could find in your hands    
I never quite believed in it just wasn't in my plans

Am I past the point of no return so deep in this shit I stress eat I can't sleep get cold feet all the time 
fuck it just give up it takes a one of a kind, and you know that I'd be lying if I said 
I'm in that tribe

Sunk cost time and effort all lost 
and my mind searching for a purpose before I ever cross
Over that bridge cover this ditch on this river call it Styx
When I look down hope to god no Asphodels underneath

I always want to speak from my chest
And always end up hurting my rep
Even if it's not for the best
I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try I'll try

Choke every time I breathe
Rope around my neck please
If all of this ain't for a reason
Fucking up is worse than treason

Treason

prod. https://soundcloud.com/poisonseed
I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust 
They try to get advice but i can't when i'm never in love
And i try to be what i can but be honest i dont wanna bluff

I just want someone that can't easily replace me
For someone else it's mental hell
But yet when i get what i want
It's too hard to tell what i fell into
I don't want no issues

I've been eating and sleeping lately too many times
Watching the clock tick away staying in my eyes
And I stay on the block cus it's crazy outside
But i just wish that someone would put me aside

I tried to reach out but you left me alone in the dust
I try to leave now i'd rather be on my own than distrust

distrust

distrust (trynacommunicate)

This was a song that's been in the long time making with my deerfriend, grxves and we both had fun slandering each other making this one hope you love it.
Prod. Centrus

Lyrics:
I can see the leaves fall and they're golden
I can see my head spin when I'm all in
And I
I've been looking for peacufl place of mind
I can't fucking find any reasoning behind what I've been going trough
Think I lost it
I've been bleeding out with you
Oh

You know angles don't fly right?

I can see the golden leaves when they are falling
Down from the sky where they came from
I was falling from the sky
Everything hurting I could

Oh
I can feel my bones creaking
I can feel my flesh beeing eaten
Away
Oh I can't feel
So tell me is it real

Imma find out I can find a way
It's a pretty night where the flowers stay
All the sorrow gets washed away
Till my body decays
Whoa

As the rain fell, I saw you through the glass window

oh god, there is blood on the floor w/grxves

prod me

mixed and mastered by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
baby
you know I'm damn tired
of runnin'
around these red lights
get the hint you could use
i've explained it
i can't shake it out

Whats cloggin up your ears
I've made my statements clear
can't hide truth
I confide in you
you know me the deepest
baby I feel twinge of question
ok you know
I don't bend well to
the rules
I appeal
rules

baby
you know I'm damn tired
of runnin'
around these red lights
get the hint you could use
i've explained it
i can't shake it out

leftquiet:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=9QfDXHoFRxWMJTe4SimcsA
www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquiet

red light

Tried to help but they didn't ask for help

I Heard It All(Prod. TaylorJ)

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