I love Divinity: Original Sin 2, so I decided to try making something by the music in the game

Godwoken

tried to use a rim shot with lots of reverb as a pad sound... because I needed more sticks for my jember. (https://embersbreaks.com) - I'll maybe polish this one off next month.

Jember Dimension

Positively

For February Album Writing Month I tried to draw an invisible line between "writing" and "having a completely done and polished song." I don't know if I'll ever edit/polish/finish anything I made this month but I'm really glad I took on this challenge!

Strange Girl

Empty Jars

I grit my teeth when I'm uncomfortable.
Maybe that's why I've lost so many teeth.
But, somehow, I can still find this face beautiful
under shades of blue and red, yellow and pink.

I've spent my whole life giving in
all to get just what I got.
And to find, there's more to living
than what I thought.

So peel the dress off of my body.
Wipe the foundation from my face.
I cower from the light, like a roach, lest you see me.
The wrinkles, the acne scars, the bug bites on my legs.

You take one look and say to me, "I ain't turned off."
"That corpse of your has got more life left in it, than what you thought."

There's some brass rings in life you can't grab onto.
Thoughts and dreams you'll never truly hold.
Like a simply perfect notion, one that will never tarnish
even as you watch yourself grow old.

But whoever it is that we become
there will always be the things we're running from
And with 'em, a lot more there than what we'd though.

What We Thought

I've tried to get away from everything I've done and said.
Years ago, I tried to kill myself. I shouldn't be here, I should be dead.
I wish that I could bury that boy, and put his fears to rest.
They continuously echo all around inside my head.

I took new pronouns, bought new clothes, gave myself my own name.
And hoped, that if I fixed those things, that somehow the rest would change.
But I came for answers, came for closure. Yeah, that's why I came.
Found out the work will never end, I'll persist anyway.

I've been this way so long, my mom says it's been since my youth.
That I'd always sought a well to drink in deep and feed these wilted roots.
But it might be easier to sell me shit, than give me truth.
'Cause I've been so hard-headed now, I can't believe or I won't believe.

Now I think I've found a way, and now I think I'm doing it.
Think I'm finally driving this thing, but I need to dump the body in the passenger seat.

Dead Outside

You're on the blanket on the couch, you close your eyes.
I see you softly breathing where you lie.
The ups and downs, the short stops in-between your breaths,
will one day last forever. Ups and downs' all we got left.
It's all we got.

So do what we can, with what time we have.
No need to learn to let go.
Because, one day, we simply will, and when? We'll never know.
So I look at you,
you look at me,
we both look into the stars.
Where, in that void, we finally find
a place we can call ours.
What we could call...

So do what we can, with what time we have.
No need to learn to let go.
Because, one day, we simply will, and when? We'll never know.
So I look at you.
Just, please, look at me.
We could all look up to the stars.
Where, in that void, we might hope to find
a place we could call ours.
What we might call...

Ups and Downs

Well who am I to say that you were wrong
When everywhere I look I see you've been here all along
With your demons by your side
You lit my way, kept me alive

You barely ever looked at me
Did you even know that I was there?

A silent conversation in my head with the one who came before
A signal to the brain like the scent of the fresh petrichor
In the annals of my mind
There was no question what you'd find

But you barely even looked at it
You acted like it wasn't even there

Take a few cheap keepsakes from your pockets, stuff them into mine
Choke back the tears, because I'm petty, say out loud I'm fine
I re-possessed your demons, made them divine
And now they carry me full-time

I wonder how you'd look at me
Sometimes I wish that you were there.

I close my eyes, I see your face
Then we both smile and we embrace

And you step out of the limelight
And you leave me standing there

Reclaimer

Lena Way Ova

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