Soaking In The Moment - Softheart

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

[Verse]
wish i didnt feel like this
wish i didnt feel like shit

wake up in the morning, i dont even wanna fucking breathe
feelin like im sick i dont really wanna eat a thing
i feel like a dick i hurt everyone surrounding me
they say im depressed but i think its just how i be

cuz i could be fine, its all fine for about a week
nothing going wrong in my life, nothing worrying
next week im done n it all switches up on me
i hate everyone n they dont wanna talk to me 

so can you

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

guts [Prod. shxdy808]

Baby we tha Trillest don't know whatchu talkin bout, then you should mind your business😤

Trillest ft Ratty Prod. Will Jeffery

The first full length project from Lenimen
This shi was fun asf to make let's do it again sometime

The Cypher

the more i bleed
the more i think of you
all it takes
for sense to come into
 
on that walk home theres no one to save me
theres noting left to do
in fall on morrision drive
i saw it look me dead in the eye

*i chose you
i was meant too
decieve you
not fear you
you fear me
and see me
when you sleep

why wont you get away
get me taking meds for my brain
to numb whats left of my senses
intense disaster refacting

it looked me dead in the eye
and yeah it made me cry
it looked me dead in the eye
i lost which way i was going
it looked me dead in the eye
dead by morning

to this day it chills me to the bone
how i never made it home
taken all control

Dead in the eye (prod. recyclebin)

I'll Be Fine (ft. heylog)

Corn fed militia all jacked up on heebees and jeebees

Biting bike tires and grill cheese sandwiches since 1999

We makin em at night