lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

https://soundcloud.com/aleph_sound/02-aleph-just-believe-1?in=aleph_sound/sets/out-of-focus-redux

ALEPH — JUST BELIEVE (N² REMIX)

bandcamp

here, in knowing, it will be ok

drifting off somewhere.

"I hope you have the courage to know when to end things. And I hope you have the courage to see endings as beautiful, transformative stepping stones. I hope you have the courage to let love, and opportunity move through you like rain. To not grip, or seek to change it, to not ask people or circumstances to be more than they can be for you. I hope you have the courage to see endings as the cornerstones of the chapters that changed you, without needing them to be a part of the rest of your story. And when that is done, I hope you have the courage to give yourself closure. To be your own home."

originally written in under 12 hours during FORM's event All Nighter 9

Be your own home

Messy, unfinished set finale from 2021. One of my very favorites

Rest In Peace Charlie

Saturday Night, Inside Out is one of my all-time fave tracks, and it was really fulfilling digging into the original poem demo ‘A Cowboy Overflow of the Heart’ to cut more lines for the sampling here

Includes:

Jon Hopkins - Light Through The Veins (Monoverse Rework + Paark Edit)
The Avalanches - Saturday Night, Inside Out
Jonsi - Around Us
Paark - Dionysian
Paark - Modern Euphoric
Paark - Stonelands

"Born Into A Freefall" [2021]

Μινώταυρος

You watch Hackers (1995) one time and all of a sudden...

Track by me :D
Art by me + Suroki

Sample: https://soundcloud.com/singtoconley/honeydew

On and On

Untitled (ft. xia)

Was made for ANVX under 24h
@suji_scared
@twilightsablaze
@fuminosaq
@itsu_nvm
Art: https://www.artstation.com/artwork/VgE56g

Requiem

Haiku #3

contact: mattmau.at4g@gmail.com • R8//28

"...and we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to his purpose for them."

here, in knowing, it will be ok

AT4G