perfect guy

victoryu

you dont need me in your life
you need him instead
cause according to you
i fuck up your head
and you complain about your life when we got in bed
so clearly i am the problem
according to what you said

you can say that im a liar
just dont say i sound like bunii
you can say that im a liar
just dont say that im abusive no
cause im not
i was good too you
you were not
all your exes know what you do
its a lot

its a lot to handle
give it to somebody else
got a lot to gamble
give it to somebody else
you taught me, how to love
and then you destroyed it all
vomitting, oh my god
act like i dont care at all

skabadaboobidodabado
(scatting idk not poop)

you dont need me in your life
you need him instead
cause according to you
i fuck up your head
and you complain about your life when we got in bed
so clearly i am the problem
according to what you said
(according to what you said)

drastic times call for drastic measures
wanna back together i said no never
how you feelin? how you feelin?
feelin better
check the mail, check the mail, cus i just sent u sum letters!

you dont need me in your life
you need him instead
cause according to you
i fuck up your head
and you complain about your life when we got in bed
so clearly i am the problem
according to what you said (according)

according

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

go stream!

boybug

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

don't look her way, she's medusa
she won't hesitate to turn you to stone
she'll contradict herself and confuse ya
I think you're better off staying at home
I tried to warn ya
as not to scorn ya
but now I mourn ya
it looks bad for us
it's not looking good
you misunderstood
if she could cut you, she would
you'll bleed out on your hardwood

I feel sorry for what's coming
but even so I have no regrets
oh, this experience was humbling
it made me and for that, I'm in debt
I'm in debt, I should be dead
reliving every word you said
I should really be more upset
but I lay my feelings down to rest
I feel sorry for what's coming
but even so I have no regrets
to learn and grow, required gumption
it made me and for that, I'm in debt

don't look her way, she's medusa
she won't hesitate to turn you to stone
she'll contradict herself and confuse ya
I think I'm better off staying at home
I tried to warn ya
as not to scorn ya
but now I mourn ya
it looks bad for-

don't look her way, she's medusa
she won't hesitate to turn you to stone
she'll contradict herself and confuse ya
I think you're better off staying at home
I tried to warn ya
as not to scorn ya
but now I mourn ya
it looks bad for us

medusa

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @4reignheartz

heard your voice
miles away
you're my favorite noise
at least you were anyway
still never seen snow
we would joke about frostbite
and now my heart's gone cold
like it's "Disney On Ice"

you were lying, had me dying
time and time again
on the floor, you'd leave my crying
when will it end?
all this fighting's not subsiding
I have wounds to tend
now I know why your last stopped being your boyfriend

I talk too much?
no girl, you don't talk enough
with the way you're out of touch
there was nothing getting done
I was not being fulfilled
you weren't gonna let me heal
there was nothing getting done
I wasn't your number one
you would never make me
you, you would rather break me in two
I'd rather you hate me
you won't even replace me
you made my heart be hardened
you didn't put your all in
there's no point in calling
please don't get me started

I learned your voice (learned your voice)
it won't go away (go away)
I loathe your noise
you insist that you stay (that yo stay)
still never seen snow (never seen snow)
on a late winter night (winter night)
you've been so cold
like you're "Disney On Ice"

you were lying, had me dying
time and time again
on the floor, you'd leave my crying
when will it end?
all this fighting's not subsiding
I have wounds to tend
now I know why your last stopped being your boyfriend
made my heart be hardened
you didn't put your all in
there's no point in calling
please don't get me started
made my heart be hardened
you didn't put your all in
made my heart be hardened
let me know when you're departing