drums by @oldyungtoadsage, remaining production, mels / vox / mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying 

Pain
Abbreviated
I burn what i grow
Till its all the same to me

All these fucking games
that they play are lame to me

please talk real
all these bitches fucking sound the same to me...


ill cut you out if you suppress me

all the blood means = growth
++more stress please

i just wanna get these words of my chest please 

step out
from depression 
like i bested it

its my craft 
i invest in it

my hearts not pure
you tested it,
so u know

i strike down
what's best in me

i cut down and rebuild 
what's left of me
on my own 

shawty keep on texting me
u can try 
but u wont see the rest of me

no no no 

my swag so heavenly 
i don't take no pills 
match my energy 
no, u wont

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying

impure

ft. https://soundcloud.com/lor2mg

i wanna know what it feels like forever 
i wanna know if a gun is forever
i wanna know if ill see you again 
i wanna know because somewhere it ends

leave you a soul with text on a page
leave you a heart as sound of the rage and
leave you my bones with a ring and a chain
ill live in rome and ill die in  rome
 
its just like misery 
its just like ecstasy

i wonder if youd recognize me 
the man that you hated is dead 
the years eat at us, hold me 
i cant stand the thought of it dead 

i know i lean a high still 
but thats my problem not yours
i know i lean on a 9 mil 
but thats my hatred not yours 


its just like ecstasy 
its just misery

misery w/lor2mg

you need an opioid saving your life 
you need a gun cus the hills have eyes 
they got girls in the city of lights 
theyll get your mind off the love of your life 

i got x got a drug of your life 
i got a bullet w our name on the side 
you get a car you get out of la 
we split apart but were sharing the grave 

g3c 
ecstasy 
all i see

you love me  
youre lying 
its just one life 
one lonely life 

please 
we're dying

purextc

ft https://soundcloud.com/gl0wrm

love it when love dies 
fuck round w a glock 9
u hate it when i deal  
u hate it when im broke  
shut up when i get high 
tell you u how a soul dies
hold it up to your eyes
coulda been a good life 

crack shot dead
all of what u wanted 

(gl0)

how it feels to die i forget how to say 
how it feels to fly i got mdma 
how it feels to love i got bitches who could say 
im pissed 
all day 
on x 
alright 
ok

crackshot w/gl0wrm

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

(When someone cant help me in the tide
When I can't do right
You know its on me)

And the worst part 
Is that I don’t know how to tell you that I need you 
I feel like Heaven could be real when I see you
Had no one else didn’t need them with you there
Just know I care  
And the worst part
Is that I’ll never get the chance to be reminded 
Even if you knew about it couldn’t find it 
If it never ended it would be too soon 
Too soon

How can you do it all the time?
How can you still be on my mind?
Telling me its gonna take forever 
Well i’ve been waiting for longer & nothing has ever seemed to change 
You know me better than most do
Still it can never be the same 
How can I ever be something next to you
I wish I didn’t have these thoughts but I do all the time 
(All the time)
What’s going on with me?
There’s something wrong with me 
There’s something wrong with me
I don’t think that you understand

It’s 3 o’clock in the A.M.
It’s only me is what I’m saying 
I'm letting my thoughts eat at me 
How can you do it so easily 
My words can’t do it justice 
You’re much better than I could be 
The worst part is you know it 
You’d never say it in front of me 
My life is like a puzzle 
I don't know where the pieces fit 
I get myself into trouble
You’re always there when I needed it 
I can’t give you a thing  
You treat me like I’ve got it all 
I don’t know how to word this
But I think that makes it perfect

The Worst Part (prod. Shinjin)

ft @xxsyris

to kill your own desires thats the hardest part 
to keep your fucking mouth shut is it just too hard?
when life amounts to nothing does it break your heart? 
try to make it hurt i dare you try
swear to god my loneliness just died
swear to fuck i am machine inside 
neglect my heart and wait for this to die  
to kill your own desires thats the hardest part 
to keep your fucking mouth shut is it just too hard?
when life amounts to nothing does it break your heart?

syris:
you’d choose him anyway, is it worth it for you to stay
you don’t really want me, you leave but then you haunt me
all these bright lights my oversensitivity
wasted time tonight nd now i can’t see clearly
nd i bought you what you wanted
but still you left me heartless
i don’t even know if i should keep you in my phone

desires w/syris

@capoxxo @buffalobang @prodmichael

it’s on spotify too

all that i want is u <3 w/ capoxxo (michaelwarren)

low light

https://soundcloud.com/sglily https://soundcloud.com/sg37 
mixed by me

picw/me +sglily

prod. @kiddxsh

baby would u luv me if i lost it all ? (x3)
tell me u would luv me if i lost it all..

if its a stain in my way 
& ur fucking w my day
i might hav2 fucc shit upp >:((
ur tryna make this abt mee
girl ur always talking down
im just literally posted upp 😔😔
thousand dollar jeans
omg yas queen
can u get ur fxcking friends offmy nutz
its nowhere else i would rather b
than backstage offa bean
w my g's turning up

baby do u kno that i would kill 4u ?
ill turn nothing in2 a big deal 4uu 
i been soo gone
i wrote u a song
tell me u would luv me if i lost it all....

Spotify

thousand dollar jeans *PROD. DXSH*

prod n  mix me   fuck

u 
u make me feel like there’s nothing left for me to do
like i should loosen my grip n let go of u
like i’ve been falling further away from u
like should i open the gates n let my thoughts thru

fuck that im  work a lil harder
you’ve always been my light when it’s darker
draw a smil on my face with a marker
no 1 would listen y bother

everything falling into place
if i could get out of this maze
if i could get out of this place
stg do watever it takes

misery w/lor2mg

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