era 3.

winter 24-25

444 digital dreams; pixel skyline

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

stream / download

undermyskin

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@saoirsedream
@daywaiter
@bhproducer
@nebita
@wishlane

produced by:
@itstooscar
@wishlane
@atarax-music
@nebita
@daywaiter

peer2peer

self-esteem

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

yungspoiler beat

https://open.spotify.com/track/6etCzRbJ1l9hMi1X0OQSuD?si=609b87a56b0a42e7

broke down my door(all plats)

just getting started

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@trndytrndy
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss

are you mad

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

conflicted out on all plats


featuring
@jaykim1 
produced by
@n7te

big things coming guys
keep up wit me:
www.instagram.com/zivve17/

Conflicted w/ Jay Kim

produced by nte

~  lyrics
and they're always watchin
i dont wanna sit here and listen to all your talkin
i dont want deciphering topics on how you process
all of your frustrations and
how im all that you wanted
baby your not honest
it makes me wanna vomit

baby crush me like a fly
baby love me from the inside
baby lock me in a compound
ive been in my head ever since
we were in lockdown
and thats just being honest
ill never fall in love and
ill never go to college
and i know its catastrophic
ill rot inside my bed 
while i make these fucking pop hits

well fuck that
you told me you promised you forgot that
tell me that you love me but dont trust that
never trust a soul put that on everything
i guess our love was too thin
and ive seen it all before
we crash and then we fall
we not gonna make it out alive
switchin up and lying till we

die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die, die
im not gonna wait until you turn around your grave
you want me to fuck up and ruin my fame
bitch that aint gon' happen im stuck to the game
remember my name

had to get a blue light
for concentration
and you always wanna argue
never giving explanations
and you wonder why im hesitant?
always wanna talk back
we both know thats its evident
i can never tell when you're genuine
never seen a care back
i see you at your deficit
all of your frustrations and
how im all that you wanted
baby your not honest
it makes me wanna vomit

baby crush me like a fly
baby love me from the inside
baby lock me in a compound
ive been in my head ever since
we were in lockdown
and thats just being honest
n-n-never fall in love and
ill never go to college
and i know its catastrophic
ill rot inside my bed 
while i make these fucking pop hits

and ive seen it all before
we crash and then we fall
we not gonna make it out alive
switchin up and lying till we
die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die
die, die, die, die

fly w/ zivve

what are we talking about?

featuring:
@leastfavorite
@bhproducer
@prodmusa
@wishlane

produced by:
@dossyx
@leastfavorite
@draf2k

anylonger

mental‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎ ‎‎‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ harry potter

feel my lungs
feel my heart
feel my heart
feel my heart

کرسٹلائزکرسٹلائزکرسٹلائز

i got ice
i got ice on my brain
neurons cookin up
cookin up like raising cane's 
im a mushroom, lion's mane
all these doctors
all these doctors
doing research like i'm lain

i don't think u feel the same
feel like in captivity i
feel like in captivity my
fractals move with symmetry
i don't understand simplicity

i don't understand simplicity 
atoms move with electricity 
i seek from u felicity
flowers bloom right from your wrist, i see
you're a mage with all your tricks, icy

feel my lungs
feel my heart
feel my heart
feel my heart

کرسٹلائزکرسٹلائزکرسٹلائز

i got ice
i got ice on my brain
neurons cookin up
cookin up like raising cane's 
im a mushroom, lion's mane
all these doctors
all these doctors
doing research like i'm lain

feel like in captivity i
feel like in captivity my

fractals move with symmetry
fractals move with symmetry

i can feel my brain crystallizing into a million fractals all at once and it's beautiful꧂

lyrics:

Maybe u hearing me wrong
One of us already dead
Out from the fire we fled
I had got tapped in the head
U just talking to my ghost
Fuck it I dont need the rest
U keen on bringing me home
Fuck it im already dead

I called this kindling my home
I called this haven my own
Now its just fiery red
Load bearing beams hit the bed
Where u were just going to sleep
Crackling popping and heat
Blacken the duvet and sheets
The joists in the ceiling’ll creak

And fall to the ground
10 to a piece

This shit dont happen to me when its no ones around its only in groups
What the inferno will eat is not up for question we never could choose
Its Soot in this air that I breath I pray for protection its all I could do
We know I dont make it through

Now when I come to you pale at the foot of the bed in the dead of the night
I hope u try and u fail to have turned on the light And scare at my sight
I keep a decorative shell for the heathen inside and I cracked its spine
Look at my cuts and my scrapes on my skin stretching my limbs covered in slime

Centipede out on the floor of ur house
Legs in the puke that come out of my mouth
Hair on the ligaments spread on the couch
My body can stretch to each end of the house

Crawling with parasites feeding me life
Cut me its green that come off on the knife
Could u believe just how lovely I look 
Really u better off killing the lights

Maybe u hearing me wrong
One of us already dead
Out from the fire we fled
I had got tapped in the head
U just talking to my ghost
Fuck it I dont need the rest
U keen on bringing me home
Fuck it im already dead

dead_meat (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I got a doll of me up in the attic untouched
I look the same 
Once u hear that name who think thinking of
baby Jane
Daddy never loved u enough to get the part hun
Sis had never championed u the way u want huh

Crippled by a car said to have u at the wheel last
That was the fork that changed the whole path
Whistles into buzzing beckon you to where the weak lay
They better see u with a full tray
Eat till u cant
Cause the last of it came
Now the birds and the rats from the cellar line the buffet
This is showing mercy in a cold way
I know u would hurt me if u could babe
Blanch and Jane and mom and dad its lovely
The house was left the same aside from dusting
Nothing left to say between the siblings
But plenty left to do in terms of trusting
The bird is caged as blanch is sat decayed
Even notes of scrawled requests to come and save you
Have ended up in hands that birth ur pain
And the memories u held together break u 

Stay awhile
Stay the night
Young man I beg you to shelter me
From the wicked
From myself
Ive never known the sin I feel inside of me
Ill be quiet
Ill be quelled
As soon as u proclaim me as a diety
In ur eyes
Im unwell
But stars are never perfect are we

I got a doll of me up in the attic untouched
I look the same 
Once u hear that name who think thinking of
baby Jane
Daddy never loved u enough to get the part hun
Sis had never championed u the way u want huh

baby jane (tiedforsilver)

dont look up (symelz)

U n Me

streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SboKCiZaCUGLEyn98l0HM?si=YYvrSQMOTQC_mlSSSEq3jg

prod me

lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

leyton