arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

rojo (silo)

.ur my drug

prod. @decago

lyrics:
everytime i call its a bad time
everytime i fall in love i have to hide
i play pretend its a bad lie
but a smile doesnt show whats inside
i wanna hold you close but ur too high
i could never be ur drug im waste of time 
only cigarettes and regrets on your mind
could i ever have a place in your life

to take away ur stress
you deny all the blame
ig its all my fault
i let you down again
all the memories we made 
i watch them fade away
that spark in your eyes
is gone without a trace

i see your face
my heart just raced
living life without you
i cannot take
could you please come back
i hate this space 
too many feelings i cant fight
im not alright

hold you close (decago)

prod Herbert the cat 
@h3artch3rades

song already got posted on an archive but idc

i cant let u in
dont know where u been
think ill let it slide
i cant think bout it
i cant make amends
i dont wanna be friends
guess im on my own
no more promises
no where else to run
no more waking up
think I've had enough
I think that I'm done
cant help feeling dumb
its not what I want
everybody looking now
guess I jumped the gun

@h3artch3rades

i cant let u in
dont know where u been
think ill let it slide
i cant think bout it
i cant make amends
i dont wanna be friends
guess im on my own
no more promises
no where else to run
no more waking up
think I've had enough
I think that I'm done
cant help feeling dumb
its not what I want
everybody looking now
guess I jumped the gun

no more promises

04/01/24
first song of da year!
tried a lil different thing fo fun with bros
hope yall enjoy we did dis inna day
@hiseph @terastic @ogpichu

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(pistol whippin, got me grippin on that shooter, yea)
(in the mainframe, up on the computer, yea)

pistol whippin, got me grippin on that shooter, yea
got me feelin like im tera, need a tutor, yea (https://soundcloud.com/terastic/tutor)
in the mainframe, up on the computer, yea
it be feelin like a war cause im a trooper, yea

they be askin "ayo fabs, how u do it?" yea
i jus hop up on the mic and jus say screw it, yea
got that boy on games unite, he gon lose it, yea
360 headshot, he said prove it, yea

@hiseph
bullet thru his head, if he wan talk, he get ran down
don’t needa handout, treat me like the man now
walk up in yo city, they all kno that imma ball out
pick up what i like, i don’t got time to try it all out

me n fabs in the centre makin big plays
that boy wanna talk down on my brother, that’s a mistake
i been making way too much, she wanna kno where i stay
i can never love no hoe, yea imma do it my way

@terastic
yea, we take yo life- take yo life just for fun
my paranoia eats me up i keep a gun-gun
we send 2 shots right to his dome n that shits done-done, yea
these bullets gonna make him run-run, yea

cold sweats, i feel like i gotta fever, yea
he wan talk too much, we hit him wit that beamer, yea
we cut his body, bury it a couple meters, yea
underground, u wont ever see that shit again

@fabs4k
pistol whippin, got me grippin on that shooter, yea
got me feelin like im tera, need a tutor, yea (https://soundcloud.com/terastic/tutor)
in the mainframe, up on the computer, yea
it be feelin like a war cause im a trooper, yea

they be askin "ayo fabs, how u do it?" yea
i jus hop up on the mic and jus say screw it, yea
got that boy on games unite, he gon lose it, yea
360 headshot, he said prove it, yea

shooter +seph, tera (seph + pichu)

2 many sleepless nights..
featuring @terastic @shlain170 @v2nthan
produced by me & @tgwog
art by @shirone3
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lyrics
@hiseph
putting drugs
in my bag
too attached
girl yk me
i cannot relax
only cop thrax
asking way 2 much 2 hope that you could trust me

can't leave it in the past 
even though it's so wrong
emo girl nd she singing my song
put a keyblade 2 my heart
b4 you stole it
don't know why you told me things
nd left me wide open

@terastic
yea my heart wide open
ion really care abt it im jus countin tokens
bitch im countin bands n they blue js like the ocean
u cant touch my rank no u aint getting promoted
i dont rlly care cus there's nothin left to care abt
stuck up inna cycle my life just be goin round
and i can hide all my thoughts but its all over my face
all the thoughts in my head no they cant just go away no no

@shlain170
don't go outside anymore
You think life is just a bore
i don't ever want to tell you how it is.
i don't think that I've been wrong
and you sing my little songs.
i'm not trying to fall back into
all my bad habits
guess that's just how it happens
this is a dollhouse, 
and my porcelain is cracking
my head fucking hurts 
trying to think why you care about me
just do what makes you happy
you'll end up forgetting about me

@venthan
yeah, you never change 
always act the same when i come around 
actin so fake
there isn’t any other way 
i’m hearin your soul speak 
treatin everything just like a game 
never found again 
i’m countin big racks 
found the words
to say that i was never really mad 
this bitch goin out sad 
yk im countin racks
we up and dassa fact yuh

@hiseph
putting drugs
in my bag
too attached
girl yk me
i cannot relax
only cop thrax
asking way 2 much 2 hope that you could trust me

can't leave it in the past 
even though it's so wrong
emo girl nd she singing my song
put a keyblade 2 my heart
b4 you stole it
don't know why you told me things
nd left me wide open

keyblade w/ tera, shlain, & venthan 𓍢ִ໋.°🗝๋𖦹⋆₊ . (seph & tgwog)

@decago
@k4rson
@afterstory

really in love w what im making finally feels like im doing something right.
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build me up again
and i wont pretend
ill be right right here hold me till the end
always wanna be a savior 
so go and reachh your hand out 
when ive been a man down

going thru the same things everyday
and yet my heart still hearts the same
wont u take away my painn

listen to my soul break

@karson
do u think we cld pretend, that we are okay
i dont want ts to end, but u lie right to my face 
miss i wld hold ur hand, but you will never change
drawing hearts in the sand, looking back on better days
i rly miss u girl, but ion wanna do this just to hurt 
you used to be my everything, my world
then you left me crying in the dirt
i think that its only getting worse

build me up +karson (decago)

lyrics
the sun rise its lonely
outside they act phony
tear drop my eyes keep going
tear drop my life drain slowly

tear drop my life drain slowly
(x4)

yeah I swear you love its like electric
outside im the puppet you detective
only thing I wanted was affection
im a jester to your circus im a peasant

and im fucked up dont do right wrongs baby you know
wrong way into my veins got me too slow
fucked up but there's a thin line that we don't go
rather sit in silence then just ever feel alone
(x2)

the sun rise its lonely
outside they act phony
tear drop my eyes keep going
tear drop my life drain slowly
(x2)

who am I who am I to judge you
who am I who am I to judge you
who are you who are you to judge me
give away like everything its nothing
either way I try and it gets ugly
give away like everything its nothing
either way ill die and I feel nothing
nothing nothing nothing nothing


puppet (breakfall + negative.creeper)

@jkjmetasco
@prodjayysoul

[arid]
u said u dont mind it
but tell me why im dying
ur words undividing
the feelings that I'm hiding
yea I wake up blinded
i know u dont mind it
look into ur eyes u know I'm tired of trying
was it enough to let me go tell me now cuz I don't like it
I feel it in my heart yea I feel it undeciding
everything we did was always something that u knew
I only want the real nothing that was blue

[jkjmetasco]
writing in my diary bout you
wait u want a bag, you get 2
blue money, blue car, blue heart
blue drugs when i’m down
put my blues in a song
i know why i hid from u
i know wat i did to u
cameras on, i ain’t in da mood
tell me why i’m dying to you
and u broke my heart, yea to the fullest
blacked out truck, yea, look like toothless 
bad mouth us, wait why u hate me
girl i pick you up, in a Mercedes