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lyric:
[arid]
yea you always see me down not on the surface
always pushing me down always making me so worthless
don't know when my turn is i just wanna take it off
i know everything wasn't worth at all
don't know what to do i don't feel myself
yea never by my side need nobody else
you left your feelings at the door
ive bottled up theres so much more

[karson]
and you tell me that you love me but you don't 
and i know but i guess that things can't change 
and my ex still in my brain 
i guess i can't ever escape 
she call me insane
cuz i don't wanna play games
i swear she made my heart break
I know i can never change 
from the person i became 
you and me are not the same

surface w/ karson (karson)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

@mental
@7ripp0
@deadat18

[arid]
yea i dont even know how long im taking
always said that it was fine i never faked it
yea i never understand what u say in ur tone
i cant even see right makin it home
i dont even feel right when im alone
u know what it feels like nothing to hold
just put my heart to rest
i alr know that u wont

[mental]
put my heart to rest
tell me that im dead already
and u never said
anything that makes me feel like i should go forget
put a stake into my heart
its not even in my chest
i dont really wanna go
not outside
im too scared dont know how to be alive
wake me up when im someone u can like
cause ill wait for u til the day i die
with u by my side

rest w/ mental [rippo + deadat18]

drowning w/ veezuh [baz + neohn]

@prodsoma

put all my thoughts in a cauldron
idk whos arm youll be holding now
u said its right
its all been wrong
its been this way
for far too long
all wrapped up in my head
dont think you understand
everything left unsaid
dont think that ill forget
forget me now
yea u wont hear a sound
took everything even though im not allowed
pull all the strings till u see me turn around
only found a fear of u now
only wanna take it back
ik ur used to that
ik i feel so bad
oh
dont think that ill try again to tie these ends anymore
i cant even call u a friend my love has nowhere to pour

forget (soma)

12WorldWidee - On Me

God Save Me

@decago
@k4rson
@afterstory

really in love w what im making finally feels like im doing something right.
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build me up again
and i wont pretend
ill be right right here hold me till the end
always wanna be a savior 
so go and reachh your hand out 
when ive been a man down

going thru the same things everyday
and yet my heart still hearts the same
wont u take away my painn

listen to my soul break

@karson
do u think we cld pretend, that we are okay
i dont want ts to end, but u lie right to my face 
miss i wld hold ur hand, but you will never change
drawing hearts in the sand, looking back on better days
i rly miss u girl, but ion wanna do this just to hurt 
you used to be my everything, my world
then you left me crying in the dirt
i think that its only getting worse

build me up +karson (decago)

Chief Keef
I Don't Like (Ft. Lil Reese)
(Prod. Young Chop)
Back From The Dead (2011)