Name: f__k sanity by Lightly
Duration: 6 min 5 s
Description: Fuck Saine I Choose Insanity [Verse] Some say It’s the road to hell that’s paved with good intentions I’ll take my chances there because I know I’m bound to Heaven At least I was ‘Til I decided to [Chorus] Fuck Saine

Dark Divine - The Fear

Renaissance

Deadly Fun

Die About It

Legends Never Die (Orchestral)

[Verse 1 - Rap Verse (Screamo Angry)]
Nothing in this world makes sense anymore,
I can't see a clear way out of the door.
Anger fills my voice up to the brim,
Life just seems like a film in pictures.

Is there any reason that we put up with this?
The only reason I see is the rift between us. 
The only way to survive is thrive on emotion,
It's like a spiraling darkness that corrodes us.

[Piano Solo 1 - Darkness Bending to my will with hints of desperation]

[Pre Chorus - Rock Verse (Sorrowful Tone)]
There is no light in this deep damp tunnel, 
You're emotions cloud the funnel before you.
Corrode before me or be swallowed up,
Must resist fates call to hollowed fuss.

Fentanyl is an addiction to our lives, 
Risperdol is the treatment to rise.
Fear and anguish are a rewritten memory.
You're grave is the cemetery of emotion.

[Chorus - Rap Verse (Screamo Mad)]
Thermite is a piece of the puzzle, 
I am confuzzled at you're request.
Desperation runs through you're veins, 
I will reign over this deserted emotion.

Is there any hope to what you say? 
None at all that will be prayed upon.
I must resist all of fates temptations, 
Or you'll be swallowed by Proclamations.

[Guitar Solo 2 - Dark Rifts that piece the minds escapes and reveal fate]

[Verse 2 - Rap Verse (Screamo Fate)]
A possibility of escape is nonexistent,
Fate has you in its cluches by existing.
Wrap around my mind to a degree,
A spree of emotions clouds me up.

Will there be any other peace to come?
It's only a race to see who survives the run.
This farce will end when there's no fate.
Take me away to another plane of existence.

[Pre Chorus - Rock Verse (Deep Tone)]
There is no light in this deep damp tunnel, 
You're emotions cloud the funnel before you.
Corrode before me or be swallowed up,
Must resist fates call to hollowed fuss.

Fentanyl is an addiction to our lives, 
Risperdol is the treatment to rise.
Fear and anguish are a rewritten memory.
You're grave is the cemetery of emotion.

[Chorus - Rap Verse (Mad Feelings)]
Thermite is a piece of the puzzle, 
I am confuzzled at you're request.
Desperation runs through you're veins, 
I will reign over this deserted emotion.

Is there any hope to what you say? 
None at all that will be prayed upon.
I must resist all of fates temptations, 
Or you'll be swallowed by Proclamations.

[Ending - Fade out to nothingness]
You're only call is with us here, 
Don't sacrifice you're life to fear. 
There's only one thing that remains, 
Proclamations are a source that relays.

Proclamations

Fuck Saine I Choose Insanity [Verse] Some say It’s the road to hell that’s paved with good intentions I’ll take my chances there because I know I’m bound to Heaven At least I was ‘Til I decided to [Chorus] Fuck Saine

f__k sanity

life time

Broken Wings

This song wasn't easy to write. The goal was to validate the pain that those we have hurt went through.

This isn't about not forgiving ourselves. It's about how taking the power of forgiveness away from the victims doesn't support their own healing.

One of the most impactful moments that was part of my own progression out of trauma, was hearing my abusers tell me how happy they are now that they have learned to forgive themselves. When they said, they now understand that they abused me out of love and they know they did their best.

I didn't hate them for this, but instead I got a glimpse through the eyes of everyone I hurt while I was still under the cult's brainwashing abuse.

Abuse can be echoed from one person to the next if no one breaks the cycle.

The damage I did to others was back while I was still being abused and I thought I was doing the right thing. I need those people to know that I see how they suffered, I know my role in it, I won't be the one who forgives myself, I won't take that power from them, I own my crimes, I'm trying to break the cycle, and I honestly hope the echo of what I've done doesn't keep going.

Honestly, nothing I can do now will stop the echo of abuse. I hope they don't let what I've done result in them passing it on. They have the power to silence what I passed on. I hope my actions stop with me. 

I'm not attempting to have them forgive me. I'm a faceless person writing songs. I'm sharing the lesson I can't forget and hoping they find freedom from what I did.

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Lyrics are written 100% by me.
I tried to collaborate with bands, but they all said these lyrics would make a crap song.
 
So, I formed an AI band to sing my lyrics. If any bands would like to collaborate, I'm interested in not using AI anymore.
 
I just refuse to keep being unheard just because I am tone deaf. I accept this part of myself. I feel like lyrics are just as much a part of music as singing or any instrument.


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