people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

hawnted moon:>

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

love u guys.

Lyrics:
VERSE
I dont know what i found, but i lost that
I get tatted on my back, cuz im like that
Lately ive been on the grind, beats consuming my time
And ive been makin all my songs on the nighttime

I wont act, treat you like any other guy
Im in fear, cuz i promised that i wouldnt lie
cry it out, find another one i know you tried
but i know you wouldnt text me back if i replied

PRECHORUS
I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK
If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you

BREAK

My love was not enough
dont have to act so tough
i didnt shed a tear

cuz i have given up
these feelings are unheard of
cause of this emptyness i fear


PRECHORUS

I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK

If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you



"purple moon" ep on its way

i dont wanna change

Spotify

Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

www.instagram.com/notemrys
cursed with the halo

ft. @guccihighwaters
www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
prod. nrmn.btz.

cursed ft. guccihighwaters (prod. nrmn.btz.)

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

featuring
production and vocals from @vibevoka
guitar, bass and vocals from @cpt_sad
vocals from @barrenwaste
live drums from Jordan Davis [https://twitter.com/jordancd3_]

voka

yeah im fading
into the ocean
just waiting for my death bed
complicating
any emotion
just feel like no one knows me :( 

barren

birds eye view 
of a man staring back
picture frame take ya
20 years past 
known intuition 
1 year in your lap
raised me 
to take none
and give what you get 
chanting there’s not 
enough time left 
can’t snap back 
to the right mindset 
going to sleep
at 6 in the morning
light coming 
rain is still pouring
eyes open
to the sunset 
soul trying to 
out run me

go away 
as far as can be 
gunning the streets 
shout from the tops of trees 
it’s all gonna end 
so be where u need

yesterday

i know that nothing will last
give me some time, i been coped with the past
i cannot take it all back
love aint a feeling
its bout how you act
couldnt've put in the work that you needed
i cannot sleep without bleedin
keep me at bay or the storm wont subside
its rainin, its pourin
lets go for a drive
75 down memory lane
im gettin high to numb all the pain
forget your smile, forget my name
its been a while and shit aint the same
been too busy disassociating
daylights fading
in the shadows fate is waitin for us

having to relearn the things
that i used to know so well
tell me what you wanna hear
if i speak my heart too loud
in the depths of the ocean
i lye resting peacefully

dont you stop and ever think about how things used to be? 
[i do all the time]

Follow me <3

no one knows me (w/ voka & barren) [prod. voka x yesterday]

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

spotify + apple music

coraline

silhouette at the end of the hallway

Lyrics:
I've got so much left to say, you wont hear this anyway
you've been gone for ninety days, no more trial till I pay
You wont pick up your damn phone, it's okay I'll stay alone
With my thoughts without my home, my heart has no place to go

I hope you stay safe
Take care while I'm laced
Don't know where my place is I'm just here for the drinks
I hope you stay safe
While you're gone always
You'll never come back so I guess I'll just hang up

I just thought if I left you a message you might learn a lesson and then learn to call back
I just wanted you always forever but now it's like never I hear from you all that

I just wanted to trust, the things we discussed
I'm riding a train, to get on a bus
A ride to the airport cause now I'm in love
But I never told you, you already run

Away, for good
You're gone, for good

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

Lightning Logan