sad songs :c

newmoo

D E P R E S S I O N

ACiD PUNK

i m  a  m e s s

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

music video

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

Lil Tracy - Desire (prod. Zekebeats)

[prod. convolk]

its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we were golden 
then you chose to 
leave and it will always be so
complicated
im insane
its crazy that you made me make this
getting all the money that i want now
so these bitches always hit me up now
tell em i dont really wanna fuck now
tell em i dont really wanna love now
3 am im thinking bout how i am gonna die one day
not joking when i say
im choking on the friends ive made 
its ok its ok 
so many deaths ive come to face
leave me heart bleeding 
your eyes have me reeling
so leave me 
believe me 
its better off this way
its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we are gonna blow up
everyone will know us
sorry i got no love
sorry i got no trust 
we are gonna blow up
everyone will know us
sorry i got no love
sorry i got no trust 
we were golden x4
its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we were golden 


sampled real friends (pls no sue)
mixing vocals production all me
ty

ritchie makes me cry

💖  🌹  yr the one I see when I close my eyes 🌹 💖

https://soundcloud.com/combinationlock
https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

come cry with me and we'll be alright w/ G$TAR (combination lock & ʎpoqou)

thank u foliage <3 

produced/mixed/mastered - @foliyear

i wasn't meant for this 
i'm so sorry that i am the way i am 
cut my body open 
make me whole again
i know you can
yeah i know you can 

i'm so sorry i can't love
i promise i'm trying it won't be enough 
i feel so much in my heart i'm empty at the same time
empty at the same time 
always wanna fucking die 
will i make it through the night

i wasn't meant for this i'm so sorry that i am the way i am

cut my body open make me whole again 
i know you can 

always wanna fucking die will i make it through the night
will i make it

Bury You (Prod. Foliage)

do you even know (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

luna has risen

also available on:

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lying in the snow
so cold 
please dont leave me tomorrow
pressure on my shoulders
feels like boulders
i might crumble

be my sanctuary
you might save me
let the waves take me
on on on i wander
all alone
beneath the surface

watch me drift among
the stars and moon and sun
my journeys just begun
but all ive done is run
take away the pain
the silence of the rain
skin and bones remain
fragments of fragile remains


its time we stopped this pointless nonsense
pick yourself up its not worth it
they just wanna see you down
but miss you when youre not around

youre wasting all your time on this
thats all you do is overthink
i know you wish for this to end
i know you wish for this to end

i cant fucking stay this way
burn my body to a blaze
ash and skin and bone remain
lay me to rest in the rain x4

luna

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sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

one of the tracks off the GREENWOOD EP dropping April 28th <3 <3 <3 Thankyou everyone for sooo much support :)))

after the crash (prod. Skela)

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//私たちは奇妙です//

thank you guys so fucking much for the endless amount of support
we're reachin' milestones i never thought were possible
it's only uphill from here
i love you ♡

https://genius.com/guardin-guardin-x-yung-van-lets-just-keep-walking-lyrics

cover art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
https://goo.gl/asxd7w

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guardin x yung van - let's just keep walking

her instagram; @xmisoyc

-lyrics

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

Heard you wanna have fun, ay/
I think i need you right now/
I think i want you here/
Baby we could fuck until you forget 'bout your fears, oh yeah/

I think i want you right x[4]

you wanted to die but i saved you/
you wanted to cry when he played you/
you wanted SoLonely to date you/
but you blew the fucking chance that i gave you/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

Could've been the one to have everything/
Whenever you wanted, whenever you wanted/
Could've been the one to have everything/
Whenever you wanted, whenever you wanted/

All my life, i've been feelin sad/
All my life, i've been wanting to die/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

All my life, i been feeling sad/
I dont really care what you think 'bout that/
Ain't nobody here, that could fix my head/
do alot of stupid shit, baby i'm bad/

careless

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

Mixed, mastered, and produced by me. Life has been busy so I haven't had the time to put into it that Ive wanted to.. Let me know what you think and thanks for the support

lyrics:
Wonder what will happen when my eyes shut
told her I don't want to give it all up
Look around my life and see shortcuts
ask me if mi living id some somewhat
I'm just like take this, pass that
pop this, smash that
wake up missed calls to no surprise i meant that
fuck it. burning all these bridges
all the while I'm taking all these pictures getting digits I'm just like

you can find me at home
got some problems of my own 
you can find me at home
another kid with problems and a microphone

You Can Find Me At Home (prod. kryptik)

<3 LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT <3 (Prod. Birdie Band$ )

Let it all go, i said fuck the whole thing.
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you wanna talk, i know you been feeling alone/
Acting like you ain't got no feelings, you stay stone/
And ain't nobody understand why you stayin at home/
When all of your friends are acting like you ain't even em'/

And girl i swear to god that i know just how you be feelin'/
Talking bout how you would be looking up in the ceiling late at night & ain't nobody 
understand that you not kidding/
Girl i know the feeling of never fucking forgiving/

Couple of people that really think i fuck wid 'em/
Sorry to burst the bubble i never really liked you/
Even though you came around and fucked with me in high school/
If i had a single thing to say i'd say fuck you/
Hoping that the rain and the thunder come above you/

i know that i keep fuckin up every single relation/
but many bitches got me like, what the fuck are you saying?/
thinking that i'm giving you my time but still playin?/
fucking stupidity got me going insane, i said let it all go, i said fuck the whole thing yuh/

Not Again

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

Heart Of Ice (prod. Cxld Blxxd)

good white <3

[prod. shoki]

another song from the album:
yeah i produced this whole thing but @yungshoki can have the cred ;) :)
sample inspired by @foreigngotem

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
I dont fuck with you i need to shield myself


Still wear old clothes aint changed
Old hoes new hoes same thang
They used to hate me now they love me: fuckin lames
Im making moves you making copies what a shame

I only think im happy when she text me tryna fuck 
I only pick my phone up if it ringing from the plug
I dont want no friends i only wanna do my drugs
I dont got a benz im rolling round in something sus

I was all alone all by myself and they all stared
Im still screaming out for help and no one’s there
You hurt me then you say you wanna help you say you swear
But if theres anything ive learned its that no one cares

Aint nobody making tracks like me
Aint nobody glowing fast like me
Aint nobody from my past like me
Aint nobody hate my ass like me

I been working all day all night
Never asked for help so dont be asking me for mine
I been trying to come up this whole time
I been dreaming of this shit my whole life

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
Hope you realize that this is how i felt yuh

wetwork

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

my life is like a movie (prod. pvscale)

my life is like a movie (prod. ☆ ultraviolet ☆)

tears in my angel wings

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

I love you all so much, EP drops on the 11th! Thanks for the support <3
Photo edited by: @collidingwithmars
Follow the producer: @mesiobeats
Mix/Master: @yvngcrow

Lyrics-

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
No more excuses I know we are not supposed to be
Together
Maybe Forever
I wish I could have kept my promises and made your life better
But I know
What I did was
Pretty terrible and I'm sorry but it is done
I gotta move on
And break off
I know we'll never go back, because we can't make up

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

Lightning Logan