when the demons come at night 
and no one is there
listen to these 
you are not alone 
🖤

S33PYYY

new me

cLoUd

Lighting Logan

west alijah4k kape

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by colby rue
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/10/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

vi (+ colby rue)

produced by maxwell4k & myself

lyrics: we in bed with the lights off, but i cant feel at all, and she gon call me late night, so i cant feel this fall. but i cant talk to her, cuz i know she gon break my heart, so i cant feel at all. i cant feel at all. oh please go take your things, cuz i cant be around em no more, cant see around my whole world, please go take your belongings. no i cant think, no i cannot feel that way, and she dont know what to say when she see me with that bad. so i cant feel at all. i cant feel at all i cant feel at all i cant feel at all i cant feel at all.

i can't feel at all

Faces

Faces (feat. Lil Dvck God)

produced by hazard

lyrics:
i watched your tears like fall right down cuz u was steady crying
and i got drugs in my system and im fucking dying
but i got purple in my cup and yea im sippin on my yea
no u cant fuck wit me cuz that boy not my kin folk
info gimme your info i needa hear about your life ian gon tiptoe
i jus like run up like dat bag that shit so simple
that boy gon talk up on the crew i hit his temple
hyea i wanna feel yo touch hyea i swear ian tryn rush
hyea but i jus need your love hyea ian gon talk about it

info

cover of jude's (sleepwater) "nervous"
guitar by caves
reprod by me


miss you bro :(

sleepwater - nervous (cover)

heart

prod alijah4k malibu
 ft @1lilshine

big racks im counting
big racks i walk right down
and she said she bout it
but i dont feel that shit
she gon come right back
she gon come fight back
why did i write that
i just want time back
i dont want sympathy
please dont like kiss on me
I just want like take some time
no i like won’t make you mine
im doin fine fine fine fine fine 
im doin fine just want some time

bout it

art by kirinhara 

oh 
breakdown 
when does it hurt less 
say i’m sorry
give my head a rest 
all frowns 
could the year just end 
i lay under trees
forgive me love for i’m hopeless 

i feel the thoughts arising as i sit in the dark
i don’t have the words to say what’s wrong with my heart 
people treat me like we don’t all bleed the same 
i guess we don’t bleed the same 
cause i spill blood all on the stage  

oh 
and i hate being sober 
guess i’m the pumpkin now
the way they carve me in october 
yeah oh 
aim your knife a bit lower 
cause it feels like i swallowed my heart how it’s over 
 
but the night’s still yearning 
sky falls apart 
waits for you 
it’s darling 
said i’m fine 
just hurting 
i’ve felt so much worse 
but i still made it to the morning 

it’s cold
don’t let me go 
just take me home 
i can’t be here alone :/ 

so cold 
like ice makes up all my bones 
i try so hard to let go 
but what’s life without a home

i've felt so much worse but i still made it to the morning [prodsecre x heyrick]

lyrics:

(cheyenne)
i heard
sumbody whispering
blackin out on tha floor
where did it all begin?
it’s worse
ion think it’s gonna end
act like they all friends
why they play pretend?

u can find me in my own hell
drownin in smoke
light the blunt & pass it 2 me cuz this life is a joke
i never know what 2 know
i always second guess myself then
find some papers to roll

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
never kno what 2 kno

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
(never kno what 2 kno)

(yung throwaway)
I never know what to know 
I’m in the Chevy riding heavy putting coke up her nose  
I’m talking 
White pills and some blood on ya coat 
She bite the bullet Everytime that death be right at her door 

If you cut me down I wouldn’t come back up
Cause I don’t like this world I never gave a fuck
Bring me down to my own hell I’m giving up 
If u kill me by tonight you could beat my luck

I never know what to know 
I’m in the Chevy riding heavy putting coke up her nose  
I’m talking 
White pills and some blood on ya coat 
She bite the bullet Everytime that death be right at her door, aye

(cheyenne)
u can find me in my own hell
drownin in smoke
light the blunt & pass it 2 me cuz this life is a joke
i never know what 2 know
i always second guess myself then
find some papers to roll

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
never kno what 2 kno

i
never kno what 2 kno
i
never kno what 2 kno
(never kno what 2 kno)

My Own Hell w/ Yung B

Lil pour - lucy

17 (prod. noevdv)

white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K
white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K

power cosmic in my grip
LSD under her lip
silver chains and they dior
leather jeans and they from rick
kinda like when she a bitch
emo chick, don't wanna live
and she a fiend for puffing nic
and she a fiend for sucking 🤭
and she love when i'm a dick
shawty like it when i'm rude
treat my princess like a cunt
the way she act, not hard to do...
thottie bitch, yeah, she a bop
emo bitch and she a goth
foreign, like the way she talk
pourin', like the way she Wock

white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K
white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K

✮⋆˙ SiLVERSURFER ˙⋆✮

produced by me // thank you for listening // https://twitter.com/dawsvn

i know you can't really save me
i know that things are always changing 
the problem is, it feels the same way
i just wanna run away
get away from here
where did all the time go now
lost in my head i can't get out
wide awake at night 
i just wanna sleep
let me fade away
leave my body here

baby leave my body here
no, please don't shed those tears
it's better if i was gone
i'm a burden 
i just want to die

Spotify ♥

leave my body here (prod. dawson)

GREAF

i'm sorry i misinterpreted our friendship [prod. greaf]

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

REAPER

please don't cry [prod. reaper]

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

before i break down [prod. reaper]

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

you told me that you loved me, bitch, you fucking swore
i tried to give your ass the world, you said you wanted more
i'm looking at your corpse, laying on the fucking floor
i feel like jason voorhees, everytime it rains it pours
smoking in a storm, lurking in the fucking night
sorry, i don't feel alright, i'm sorry that i took your life
razor blades and kitchen knives, slipping knots, the rope is tied
baby look me in the eye, why'd you have to fucking lie

i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore
i told you i don't like it when i feel ignored
now i'm standing in the rain, red blood on my sword
white mask on my face, and i'm at your front door
yeah, you told me that you loved me, you're a fucking whore

(why won't you fucking die)

Friday The 13th : A Love Story

NESS

friday the 13th : a love story [prod. clovtboi]

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

✮⋆˙ SiLVERSURFER ˙⋆✮

Lightning Logan