downwards spiral

novacane, cocaine
overdose on lemonade
vampire-codeine
drinking blood straight from ur vein
kitchen blade, norman bates
slasher boy meets psycho babe
can’t a feel a thing, just numb the pain
put a bullet in my brain

x2

i’m sick and tired of the fucking rain
i’m sick and tired of these fucking games
wash my feelings down the fucking drain
i kiss ur lips and let u feel my blade

lately, i don’t even know “why i’m alive still”
should’ve died last year: benadryl and nine pills
should’ve chased after u, but, babe, u are no final girl
i think i got too vulnerable, shouldn’t let u in my world
shred my heart to pieces, like my wrist when i’ve been missing u
tell me that ur different, cause i’d hate to waste my time on u
i been thinking, lately, might be good to have some space from u
but see, i hate myself for that, cause i can’t get my mind off u <3

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

sample from When A Stranger Calls (2006)

novacane cocaine [prod. misery]

hamilton - clarity (prod. radkoun)

Thought I had you
But I watched you slip
Through my fingertips
Got my whole world flipped
Yeah I watched you
Watched you change
Everything turned strange
Got my whole heart strained
Now I'm all in
Yeah I'm over that shit
I need all the chips
Like a fat ass bitch
Yeah I'm ballin
And I can't stop now
No I can't look down
No I won't tap out

You gonna have to kill me
I'll be sticking out my chest
Till my heart don't beat
I'll be screaming out my lungs
Till I fucking can't breathe
Oh you thought you won?
I got tricks up my sleeve
Yeah I'm one step ahead
You not ready for what's next
Know you bout to be upset
Yeah I got your bitch obsessed
Now she bout to get undressed
And we bout to make a mess

Why they testing me
Like we don't bleed the same
You think you invincible
I'm bout to make that change
Driving high speed
On the highway switching lanes
PSA or P80 under my seat
Got a bad bitch
Sitting right beside me
She like it when I make this engine scream
Only time they gonna hate
When it's through a screen

For real

Thought I had you
But I watched you slip
Through my fingertips
Got my whole world flipped
Yeah I watched you
Watched you change
Everything turned strange
Got my whole heart strained
Now I'm all in
Yeah I'm over that shit
I need all the chips
Like a fat ass bitch
Yeah I'm ballin
And I can't stop now
No I can't look down
No I won't tap out

spotify

fingertips (prod. flesh)

prod fats'e 

lyrics: 

hit me with the combo then
grieving while it's burning and
madness piles up again
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove
your paintings hanging on my wall
remembering when i was young
wish i could've said farewell
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove

i've been searching for the remedy
stuck inside my memories 
stuck inside for weeks 
i'm in my room just pacing endlessly
thought that i'd get wiser but i still feel like i'm 23
my eyes have gotten drier 
now i think i'm numb to everything
colors bleed right off the tapestry
embrace another tragedy 
circling above there's hidden messages i'm yet to see
embrace the raven calling me and pull me close 'till i can't breathe
losing you is proof that maybe i'm not numb to everything

mourning dove

white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K
white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K

power cosmic in my grip
LSD under her lip
silver chains and they dior
leather jeans and they from rick
kinda like when she a bitch
emo chick, don't wanna live
and she a fiend for puffing nic
and she a fiend for sucking 🤭
and she love when i'm a dick
shawty like it when i'm rude
treat my princess like a cunt
the way she act, not hard to do...
thottie bitch, yeah, she a bop
emo bitch and she a goth
foreign, like the way she talk
pourin', like the way she Wock

white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K
white lines, night time, 
high in silver lake
crimson cuts and ruby blood 
drip down my silver blade
glitter in the drank, 
i just, i just, wanna fade
shred another line, 
i'm silver surfin' thru the K

✮⋆˙ SiLVERSURFER ˙⋆✮

r u scared of the dark

https://t.me/diverseemusic
https://t.me/scsaewlit

prod. k4neswagga x cryalxt

броуди хочет быть особенным, но мы different
она не клюнет на тебя, ты слишком лёгкая дифа
все мы знаем, кому когда заскучает, позвонит
ты ебаный проходняк, твой удел - это смириться

сто из ста сучек хотят быть со мной
они подарят боль, я прыгаю с тобой

я прыгаю с тобой сейчас в этом ебаном танце
хочу чтоб ты была со мной , я хочу раздеваться 
хочу чтоб мне от тебя было некуда деваться 
я вкидываю транки, чтоб чувствовать левитацию

я вкинул еще два, теперь пропадаю с радаров 
ты платишь шалавам, а я их получаю даром 
ты ходишь на работу, а я вечно хожу с налом
ты носишь перцовку,  а я везде таскаюсь с ганом

бро, мы different
шалава нюдсы кинет,
а ты их не увидишь
дрочу на свою прибыль

бро, мы different
шалава заны кинет
стану ее любимым
погаснет и остынет

на моей шее цепь с вб где-то за 200 рублей 
эта шлюха рядом, мы с ней пьем ща водку старлей 
она хотела бы остаться, но прошу побыстрей
съебаться нахуй с моей хаты , чтоб не думал о ней

танцы <3 #sexcore + saewlit

no samples, w/ @4evrgone <3

i'm clenching teeth again..

i'm clenching teeth again, up all night
k don't think that we should speak again
u really did me in, I did it to myself
bad decisions got me feeling thin
fuck relations, If I was on this ship
out in the ocean I'd have died then
I'm clenching fears again, In fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
I'm clenching fears again in fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
u really did me in
u rlly did me in

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell w/ 4evr

FT: https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin
 https://twitter.com/lilzubin

PROD: https://soundcloud.com/charlieshuffler
 https://twitter.com/CharlieShuffler

ART: https://soundcloud.com/wolf_drawn
 https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN
 
MIX/MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/nick_colletti
 https://twitter.com/nick_colletti

amphetaminez ft. lil zubin (prod. charlie shuffler)

guitar tracked by lokel
written by me

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

i stole your car again
but it hurt me more than it hurt you in the end
you ran up the mileage of trust
and the miles of love
that we said we wouldn’t forget
i still smell the cigarette smoke
on the hoodies you stole
from my closet back in march
i tried everything
to get the smell
out of my clothes
and out of my fucking mind

you stabbed me in my chest
but it felt so good
just to feel your touch again
i lay my head on the concrete
cuz you brought me to my knees

you’re not the person
that i knew
its killing me
but i wonder what happened to you
did he change you
rearrange you
your body language doesn’t seem to match your mood

✮⋆˙ SiLVERSURFER ˙⋆✮

Lightning Logan