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Lightning Logan

You don't have to understand. Nobody does.

I think I may be dead

playlist made 25th January 2019 ( @ 18 gmt )

🧛🏻‍♂️ ⚡ϟ LiGHTNiNG LOGAN ϟ⚡️

Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/artist/6dJ1iY51ZgNt93gelvdF3k?play=true&utm_source=open.spotify.com&utm_medium=open

link to buy >>> https://vague003.bandcamp.com/album/thank-you-vague003-discography

vocals : @onlyevva

piano sample : @tul-pa : https://soundcloud.com/tul-pa/tulpa-friends-of-mine

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where do i go? (ft. tulpa and onlyevva) (NOW ON SPOTIFY AND ITUNES)

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

not on my album just a song to delay it a bit more 

lyrics:
i don't believe that you can love me
i believe that i'm ugly
i believe that everything i love leaves me in the end
cause i tried to steal, i tried to keep you
you ran away cause i got scared and oh..
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to follow through
cause i just doubt myself in everything i do 
i don't know how to love

i don't know how to love w/ convolk (prod. imdepression)

Stream on Spotify

i hate you, but i love you

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

GREAF

i'm sorry i misinterpreted our friendship [prod. greaf]

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

NESS

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

lyrics

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

blacking out like norman, i might turn into a psycho
popped another hydro, fucked her with my eyes closed 
bloody from her cut wrist, sip it, see my eyes glow
where did my mind go? i’ve been lost in time tho
shroomies with the codeine, sipping till i go sleep
knife inside my damn fist, her pussy on my gold teeth
everybody know me, but they don’t really know me
demons in my damn head, they just been here floating 
kill you in the night time, i’ve been so unstable 
tell me that you love me, i don’t wanna hear no fable
i'm a fucking star boy, i just feel like abel
i might kill your boyfriend, babe my blade is fatal
i’ve been so depressed now 
music has me stressed out
sipping till i throw up
tripping till i come down 
carving up my damn wrist
let the blood pour out
i just feel like patrick
grab the blade and black out

i might fuck your girlfriend, pussy boy fight me
white mask on my face like mikey
got her blood on my lips, she excite me
got my blood on my iced out timepiece
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me
got a gun with a scope, i’ll go sight seeing
in the guardin striking trees like lightning
full moon, let a werewolf bite me
i'm a psycho on the loose, they’ll never find me

produced by misery
written by lightning logan

samples from: american psycho, and the voices

Slasher '78

MISERY

american psycho [prod. misery]

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried
i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried

feel like my brain is so burnt
my heart is broke it’s so hurt
mask of woe on my face
i'm smoking blunts in the dirt
golden chain on my wrist
hidden blade in my fist
yeah i’m dressed in all black
see me fade in the mist

[bewill']

shadows swallow within 
heartbreak once again 
i can’t go through this pain
trapped in the abyss 
black on black with the mask
who is that with the mask 
asked her to the prom night
for one last dance

[lightning logan]

prom night got you on my mind
silver knife in her mouth 
i got cuts on my wrist
and she got blood on her blouse
voices inside my head 
monsters under my bed
screaming throughout the night
they say i’m better off dead

[bewill']

monsters under my bed 
voices scream in my head 
knife covered in blood
from the blood that she bled 
white stained in all red
who made this big mess
i would kill for your love 
it’s fucking trapped in my chest

[lightning logan]

i need to roll me some dope
i need to ease all this pain
feel like i do not belong 
they try to say i’m insane
they try to say i'm a creep
that blade is tucked by my hip
evil inside my eye
i make your baby girl strip

[bewill']

take a trip down the slopes
need some blow in my nose 
when it pour it just snow 
got this necklace on froze 
you were my overdose 
put me in comatose 
left me out in the cold 
in the blistering cold’

prod. by greaf
written by bewill x lightning logan

samples from prom night and dracula

LIGHTNING LOGAN

i think that it is my time w/ lightning logan [prod. greaf]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

lyrics

ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby, let’s just say goodbye
ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby let’s just say goodbye

i think the ghost is here, it's trying hard to get inside
baby, tell me that you love me ‘fore i fucking die
i think the ghost is here, we’re dealing with a poltergeist
it’s in the attic i can hear it's fucking laughs and cries
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos, adiós

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Ouija

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

ouija boards [prod. despairintoashes]

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula