i have not blinked in 19 days

every time we talk its the same thing
all over again
i dont wanna die 
i wanna daydream
im just in my head
i didnt say that
ill be right back
i didnt mean it like that
will u come back?
im not upset 
im just strung out
fucked up my head i need to leave my house
im not 
going outside
tonight 
without u
and i cant 
close my eyes 
til u tell me what u said is rly true

look at u

and i know its not deep
but to me
it means something more
its a little bit different
cant eat 
cant sleep
its been more than a week
i rly have to get you out of my system
its not that fucked up
that i need you as much as i do
and im not dumb
i know that what you need isnt what i wanna do

look at u

look at u

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26| Nerd| Autistic (Aspergers)| Transgender male and gay| Prefer to be called Grayson

look at u

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