wtf is my life gonna lead to
i'm so glad i realized i dont need u
it's halloween so ima scare u (boo)
i been doin ok by myself ik ion need a boo
playing hide n seek with dreams, peak a boo
i feel like everyday is the same cycle
i wanna make a song u can cry to 
even if it's only for a few

for a few seconds
5 6 7 
let ur tears run
then go out n feel the sun
or look at the moon
you'll feel better soon
you'll come out ur cocoon 
and soar like a butterfly
chase ur dreams b4 u run out of time
i miss getting high
yea i'm getting by
im 4fate hi… bye bye

fate

🩻 cry2 (akira3k)

i have not blinked in 19 days

every time we talk its the same thing
all over again
i dont wanna die 
i wanna daydream
im just in my head
i didnt say that
ill be right back
i didnt mean it like that
will u come back?
im not upset 
im just strung out
fucked up my head i need to leave my house
im not 
going outside
tonight 
without u
and i cant 
close my eyes 
til u tell me what u said is rly true

look at u

and i know its not deep
but to me
it means something more
its a little bit different
cant eat 
cant sleep
its been more than a week
i rly have to get you out of my system
its not that fucked up
that i need you as much as i do
and im not dumb
i know that what you need isnt what i wanna do

look at u

look at u

BULLY

RememberiT feat. Mafuba & Nasian

@zixdown

i keep on searching
i keep on searching /:
im in the dark fields
it makes me nervous
i was nvr worth it
was nvr worth it ):
i guess i was learning
to nvr put 2much love

2much in my head-ead-ead
hoping for an end-end-end
open doors go to heaven
reach the stars with my brethen

you told me that your in love
dont kno the meaning behind it
treat me like im nothing
throw me in the garbage
cant stand this silence
im hearing these sirens
its all in my head i swear
im tr tryying im trying

i keep on searching
i keep on searching /:
im in the dark fields
it makes me nervous
i was nvr worth it
was nvr worth it ):
i guess i was learning
to nvr put 2much love
you told me that your in love
dont kno the meaning behind it
treat me like im nothing
throw me in the garbage
cant stand this silence
im hearing these sirens
its all in my head i swear
im tr tryying im trying

i keep on searching
i keep on searching /:
im in the dark fields
it makes me nervous
i was nvr worth it
was nvr worth it ):
i guess i was learning
to nvr put 2much love

i wish i was perfect, 
i wish i was perfect
walkin on water,
steppin on roses
runnin thru the whole field
im all alone then ?:
dont want to open my eyes
im seeing corpses

@zixdown - nvr worth it (p. artemys)

mutt. ft ___ (ynxxet)

ON MELANCHOLY HILL (cover)

you’ll get dropped just like an eyedrop

drop (prod.sai)

living in this nightmare is so taxing on my skin 

looking at my walls I can feel them all closing in 

I can hear the whispers coming blowing through the wind Ohh

she is cute watch the sun touch her skin ohh 

I revert back to where it began ohh


be grateful 

In the forest with the trees and the maple

I’m just living in this shit like a fable 

I’m unstable 


She alleviates the pain,

She takes it all away 

when I’m with her I’m okay 

it brightens up my day huuuh

I can feel all her love on my skin huuuh

If it’s for her I’ll know that I’ll win huuuh

She so pure I can taint her with my sins huuh

She can break any chain that I’m in huuuh


huuuuuuuuuuh


living in this nightmare is so taxing on my skin 

looking at my walls I can feel them all closing in 

I can hear the whispers coming blowing through the wind Ohh

she is cute watch the sun touch her skin ohh 

I revert back to where it began ohh

huuuuuuuuuuh

look at u

Spencer