www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

Listen on Spotify!

Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

trapped in my head ft ccervidae

Lost In The Snow (Prod.6astardcanrise)

havent felt this way in awhile

Hello Nightmare

Mid-Night

i hope we can both get better :(

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ PraYer ✨
💎 @prayermusic 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/prayer.music/ 💎

✨ Roan ✨
💎 @lil-boso 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/whoisroan/ 💎

✨ nevrfall ✨
💎 @nevrfall 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/nevrfall/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

move on w/ roan & praYeR (prod. nevrfall)

Thanks so much for all the support over the past 3 years <3 i love you all

We'll Be Okay w/𝖙 𝖊 𝖊 𝖓 𝖕 𝖗 𝖊 𝖌 𝖓 𝖆 𝖓 𝖈 𝖞

Pvscale - Demons And Angels (snippet)

ppgcasper unreleased/snippets/leaks

clueless decisions - caspr

"met you in a past life..."

dl - bit.ly/3kMJKjZ | Prod. lil soda boi

https://soundcloud.com/lil-soda-boi -

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I know its hard
We'll make it through
My soul, my heart, it beats for you

I know its hard
We'll make it through
My soul, my heart, it beats for you

And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
And i can't look back, no
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Past Life

lil soda boi - can't look back

1wasonaE wstdyth 2  (: prod shinju & deadat18 :) spotfiy goooo

just uploading & archiving music i love. I don’t own any of this. RIP LUCAS PVSCALE CIRILLO
second archive account: https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/XUKj48F4F3qX97rb7

Pvscale - Demons And Angels (snippet)

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