Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

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Stick To My Guns (Prod. w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
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lyrics:

(decks)
i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

without a trace

viewfinder (ft. fantasy camp) [jolst x toobears]

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If you love me baby can you hold my hand
I'm so tired of everything you've got
Waking up to agonizing pain
You're lost in that, that's what you said

I give you love, it's not enough
I'll see you home, but then you're gone
I don't understand
You say you're busy, but you're with your friend

I don't want nothing to do with you anymore
And now I hear you're coming close
Holding my chest and it hurts
I can't guess how you feel

You surprise me all the time
I don't understand why you can see you right there
I feel lost and confused on this moment

Ruin my life on my own
Bring me back, take me back to December
I remember when it's done
You told me you wanted to be warm

You know my chest is just a little
But I can't take you back to me
Erasing memories again
I'm stuck in this place forever again

You're wanting me back, never again
You're wishing me wrong, why didn't I care
You told me how I'm doing, so I'm doing just fine
I know you want me to die

Every time that I try
You confess in a song
I know you see me crying
I don't understand

But I could be a better person all the time will tell
Cause I can change for you if you want me to

memories (domesticsoul x vito)

https://www.youtube.com/@irby314

Cause I’ve been punctured but I don’t know
who holds the blade
I been led I been led led led astray
I got a slow leak
And I guess it’s here to stay
I Guess it’s here to stay
I Guess it’s here to stay

every extension that I go n place right on myself
leading me right on to the next one
no one told me about the right directions
So I guess I’m helpless
it feels infectious it feels Infectious
It does it does

I’ve been punctured please just tell me who
When I look around the room i get distracted from the wound
no second thought just Rip it all apart like monsoon
think it’s out of touch the way you’re never in tune
we must be under a full moon again
took all my energy siphoned just like I’m dead
no matter effort I only see the end ahead
better off without any words that you’ve said

Cause I’ve been punctured but I don’t know
who holds the blade
I been led I been led led led astray
I got a slow leak
And I guess it’s here to stay
I Guess it’s here to stay
I Guess it’s here to stay
I don’t see the road in front of me
So I’ll just pave it
All the things you kept all to yourself yeah you can save it
Cause I’ve been punctured and please just tell me who
When I look around the room it’s always you

i'll just pave it (irby)

08 [bonus track]

i see the house burn down over nite.
and id relive it all again in another life.. 

lyrics

face me 
the darkness will replace me

/

taste me
im overcooking tryna take heat

/

over done
is this how we are, is it over love

/

im tryna bring light to the things in the dark 
but it seems like it cant get any lower ugh

/

where were u when i called 
7am in the morn.
ran off w/ no notice
i swear i didnt leave those scars..scars

/

wanted its all i wanted x2

/

ik the walls r caving in
we cant b closed we're close to sin
ik the walls r caving in
ik the walls r caving 

/

pouring the gasoline all over the driveway
despite the fact we said we'd b living the right way
pouring whats left of the dark make me sideways 
its burning every edge of my soul in the right way

/

not a thing u could do could unblur in this high state
a fine face 
but no room, yeah no space 
its not much to me if i live well but dont die great

/

im changing, im changing, im changing form
and im changing
im taking off and im spacious
i love it here but i hate it 

/

in this lake i bleed my final form
ur words dont anything to me no more

/

wanted all i wanted was for u to save me
im not sorry, in this one life u cant redo shit

/

i been hella places
but nothing compares to the basics
the simple things in life we take for granted
its so hard to fake it

/

dangerous, but its so dangerous 
in this fucking storm
im taken by the wind
they'll take u in this form

/

theres not much
not much you can do about it 

/
let them take you how u are.
the world will be the same when you're gone.

your former

your-former [bonus track] (empty roads)

@whywewish
@glxsgxw
produced by: @irby314

artwork by @glxsgxw

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damn !! [w/whywewish & glxsgxw][+irby]

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
I don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

can you listen when i am talking to you
girls so bad i know she likes him too
i keep asking do you feel anything when I'm near you
i miss the love that we shared too
I'm in to you

cut that cut that cut that oh please for me
you don't listen at all, too me
I'm getting sick of going back
running laps like a fool
like a tool just to use i miss the calling at the cottage when we met oh

i remember waking up to texts you call me bae
it was just a couple months so you just really got scared and afraid
do you have something to say?
are you gonna run away
like you promised you never do my trust is really frayed
wake up
wake up
without you
too bad
its too bad that i miss you
wake up
please
wake up
wont you wake up
im so fed up

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
i don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

Begging & Pleading (prod. sorrowbringer)

first day of the rest [prod. pekarot]

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

prod me
guitar by me <3

restless in these sheets
the nightmares scare away the dreams
“if i could only have a chance to run away from everything”

but would i take it?
this is everything i know

i stay amongst the thieves
that took my life away from me
if i could only take a second of your time to let me breathe

but i cant save this
i can never feel like home.

practice what you preach
youre taking it
way too far to bring
a fraction of what the
world turned out to be
back to ashes 
avoid my company

chapter III: avoid my company

the.lil.booj@gmail.com 


biteki collective

i'll just pave it (irby)

lil booj

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