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OCTOBER spoopy emo playlist 2024

boojtober

10/8/24

Tampa set list

novocaine (original pitch)

ego not my downfall

spread myself so thin until I just disappear 
Relive it all it’s never ending watch me fall in fear 
If only tangible then maybe we could have a chance 
this is unavoidable we’ll never change our stance 

unlearning, behaviors, more rewarding than you ever really know 
When i walk around feel my aching bones
Ever kick the bucket kick from under my sole

said that I was yours but it never really showed 
 look at me know it was i that chose 
this path is long on a very thin road 
and don’t look back go forget what you saw 

I’ll change my name while I withdraw 
my old self never left I’m here within this outer layer fought to be the surface had to claw 
My way had to be out on top 

it never stops it never stops 

the ignorance it hurts to watch 
I can’t believe the time on the clock 
My time is nearing follow on
we’ll find a way out wait another minute 
cause the process has started nearly finished 
tryna feed me lies and deceit ceit ceit
I been keepin all tabs and receipts ceipts ceipts 

no I can’t be the one to keep every little burden 
never know what’s next always feeling uncertain 
Take a long look go and open up that curtain 
take a deep breath yeah you’re finally out 
you’re alive now walk on the surface

spread myself so thin until i disappear (caves)

support king theta <3 https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

I’m sick and tired of the game plan
To turn my life around 
I’m not good at reaching out no
So I’ll forfeit everything  just take it all from me just go 

And I use everything I own until it’s 
Beyond repair and I still 
Try to make it work I don’t know why I don’t know why 
It’s like I 
Just can’t accept it struggle 
With every process need some 
Help here and there it’s all I ask it’s all I ask

Cause I’ve exhausted all of my synapses 
No longer knowing how I can combat this

Said that I didn’t make it on time 
I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline 
I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots 
There’s nothing left for me to do 
We’ll make it work we always have 
I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack  
No stepping stones more like thumb tacks 
It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back 

Cause I use everything I own until it’s beyond repair
And I still try to make it work you  call it unfair 
To every new machine I never put it out of misery 
If I let go I fear them missin me these spirits listening 
And I trusted you and I gave it all away 
but I 
I kept one thing
And it’s on me always yeah 
I’ll keep that ring you gave me 
Spin it round on my finger daily 
And you keep that same old smile 
Hope I get to see it for a long while now
I’m not good at reaching out 
Not enough hands in sight not to pull me out 
I’ve exhausted all I’ve exhausted everything 

Said that I didn’t make it on time 
I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline 
I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots 
There’s nothing left for me to do 
We’ll make it work we always have 
I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack  
No stepping stones more like thumb tacks 
It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back

thumb tacks (king theta)

Produced by mackk 

(Luvflorent)
Do you hate me?
Well I hate me 
I don’t need you 
Why you need me?

The sun stops,I’m stun locked 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Pills in the drain, I’m so scared 
I’m always fucking anxious 
It’s why I yearn for the pain pills 
My stomach is always aching 
You said you hate me

I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 
I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 

(Vails)
why’d you hate me?
baby thought u rated me 
I can’t breathe for real
So caught up in all the feels
Yeah

Dropping a pill so I feel levitated
I’m breaking the silence so now ur frustrated 
I promise to u since u left I’m so jaded 
these pictures of us really seem to be tainted 
I’m faded I can’t seem to cope with reality
Baby it’s hard cus u hated me actually
just cus I’m changing, and breaking 
Don’t mean you should leave me

luvflorent w/ vails & mackk - hide my tears

lyrics: 
watch me rise above the clouds 
yeah, above the clouds 
but but

she told me that she’ll hate me if i ever kill myself 
that’s the fucking message that i’ll bring right back to hell 
never had enough so i will look for it myself 
i’m the trouble maker of my family, oh well 
i’ll be on a t-shirt saying fucking rest in peace 
looking for the love i haven’t gotten since my teeth 
started to come out so im holding my own breath 
hoping that one day ill be able to be laid to rest 

so i ride 
away from home 
going 105 
straight into a pole 

now i’m crying in the whip 
debating what to hit 
indica or a hybrid 
fuck, now im lost again 
i cannot predict 
where ill be again 
i cannot see shit 
so i’ll see u in heaven

numbed lungs (prod. ghetto wizard)

ty carter

lyrics

way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

it feels like you love me more when im going away
just look me in my eyes and tell me im okay
ill call you when im home so you know im okay
i could lose everything but id still keep my faith
i stopped smoking but i still keep them just incase
i wish i had some wings so i could fly away
way above the clouds
i wish i knew what i was doing instead of asking how
and im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
i was driving by myself im seeing a face in the fog
im supposed to be a man
but im just crying at a photo once again
and im obsessing over shit ill never get again
time moves fast i guess


way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

youre the rainbows and the sunshine
i can feel you in when the wind blows and you pass by
i can see youre face in everything
all sides
i need you to surround me till the day i die

as i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see you
smiling, shining
look how you did so well
and the day that i go
will be the day that you go
and girl im broken
i dont have a purpose
i dropped a song for you i hope that you heard it on your own
cuz baby this ones new and i just made it last night
i know they all sound the same to you
ive given up pieces of my brain for you
you know im trying to hold you tight when the night comes
but i feel you in my bones and my weak lungs

as i watch the storm pass 2 (cxrter)

MEMORIES AND LIES

If you woke up next to me 
And I wasn’t there in my own right 
I would say, let it go 
We’ve got a long day ahead 
Gotta make it outside 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline 

And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
feel the 
Scrape build after every bite I take 
It’s a, class act type of move ain’t it 
Could you even tolerate another person faking
Every piece of their persona do they think we’re stupid 
I don’t believe it anymore it’s such a hassle such a chore 
It leaves me feeling so bored 
and all they want is us more more more 
And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
After Everything now it’s all hate 

Could you be authentic while I share a few words 
Would you feel comfortable with being the one that’s hurt 
The one that’s hurt 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline

more more more (gasoline)

prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn
amv https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FxrBbGDidY @bitekivibes

igot2high  n i dont regret it..
say dat im fine :/
i jus keep forgettin../
imma decline ,, yall can keep pretendin :)
ion feel right//?ion feel right..

u can say it all u want but is it rly like tht?,??/
i jus wanted u2know tht i been fighting my death
i jus wanted u to say dat it aint rly dat bad..
is it rly dat.. bad

offda xan i canttalk do u fw me ??;]
i been steady tryna die do u luvv me?.
i be wishin suicide it get ugly..
u don wana b me im disgustin .'-('''''

say it all u want [neohn]

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call 

(brecken)
I was walking so far
Thought everything was okay
Locked in my car
All the stuff you’d given back to me
One chance now its all gone
Coulda give you the world but now i write a song
About all of the misery that me and you have come by
I don’t need you temporarily like i need sunlight
Like life forever and ever just take me back
I could write a letter cause we’re better with a gap
I thought it was all good
Gave you everything that i could
But you never gave it back to me

(halfhearted)
Tryna find my way back up
Bet you wish you never messed around
I been tryna keep my head up
But my demons keep pulling me down
I gotta get outta this town again
But you made it so i never get out
Lay me down to rest in a flowerbed
Pull my petals and my roots out the ground

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call

how did you forget ft. brecken + halfhearted  (michael harrison)

When all you know 
is how to hide in the snow 
Blend in like you don’t feel cold
Those feelings inside aren’t mine
Not mine but I 
Feel the blame despite it all 
In spite of all I face
It’s laced through wire 
Every day I feel tired 
Just put the shame away

2X
Let me get the resin lay me down in amber 
Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern 
Watch it fall real slow can’t look away 
Between my hands is only your face 

Think I need some rehabilitation
How do people get the energy to face it 
Every time I try to help myself it goes wrong 
Attention short but this life yeah it feels long 

When it all goes down 
Will you be there to make a sound 
Don’t let me go without a trace 
And would you even hear me out 
When everything gets displaced 
And you don’t even know my name
Just please don’t let me down 
No doubt now doubt 
Please don’t let me down 

2X
Let me get the resin lay me down in amber 
Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern 
Watch it fall real slow can’t look away 
Between my hands is only your face

lay me down in amber (dead spyro)

lyrics:

Just Look at all the shit that I had done went thru
U aint doubt me since about my drive cause its not true
Know I got some demons in my life I tap into
I needed change inside my life and that meant u I swear it
Something hit different when bathed in the moonlight
I feel my spirit come out in this blue light
This shit come naturally bathed in the stage lights
This is just what it had to be not just what I felt like yea

By myself I had got thru it by myself yea
Big blunt put some worry on my health
Its a kick drum when I listen to my chest
She bit me on my tongue and it took away my breathe
Scrapes bruise 
I could see the lake off pape
Views
I see plenty friends get snaked
Abused
Some shit never change and it’s painful
Oh Its hate full
And it Breaks you
Somewhere in the back I relocate
Something in this glass turn my drink to a drank
We had something in the past but its something that I hate
Something in my brain now its something in my bank
In my graduating class I was flunking everything
Now ill show up at reunions with that f on top my waist
When I show up at my home and she had waited on me in lace
Girl if u feeling that way u could put it on my face

Never in my life
Never in my life
Never in my life
I aint feel like this since bout never in my life

Just Look at all the shit that I had done went thru
U aint doubt me since about my drive cause its not true
Know I got some demons in my life I tap into
I needed change inside my life and that meant u I swear it
Something hit different when bathed in the moonlight
I feel my spirit come out in this blue light
This shit come naturally bathed in the stage lights
This is just what it had to be not just what I felt like yea

no pulse (jabarionthebeat)

You don’t pull my strings cause I swapped em out for keys 
You might be able to play accordingly 
I think I only did it for the dopamine 
Don’t overthink it don’t be mean 

Just need some guidance 
Just a new instruction 
This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption
I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence 
It’s drawn in silence 
it’s drawn in silence 

I’ll sit back by the stream of flowing where we stacked the stones taller 
Think we even dropped a dollar so it could 
Find its own way like we wanted 
Now I’m only feeling haunted by the river gone solid so we trade 
Everything for ocean fodder 
Hoodies for the buttoned collar 
Made us something that we’re not I dream for better days 
We don’t have to share a word your thoughts is what I’ve always heard 
We’ve always been depraved

Just need some guidance 
Just a new instruction 
This infrastructure crumpled up it’s losing gumption
I’ll build this life in bits and pieces drawn in silence 
It’s drawn in silence 
it’s drawn in silence

play accordingly (michael harrison)

I been feeling constrained and it’s not just by the time 
for the betterment of mine and so I left it all behind me 
but it’s also costly 
I’ll pay that price again 
Pay the price with all of my attention
failing every way and now it’s only just a mention 
I’m under rested 
I’m not interested 
in what lies behind that wall 
call who you want don’t dial me up 

I’ll be your jester boy 
laugh with me then go cry alone 
we’ve fallen in that ploy 
of others can’t you feel that tone 
this shift in what I’ve known 
Erasing what I’ve shown 
go back to the outgrown and overshadowed 
oh no 

it’s always been that way 
what’s different now I couldn’t even tell 

ever since I could remember we’ve been going through hell 
And maybe thats the point 
at least now I think we’ve got a choice 
it’s my turn 
It’s my turn to hear your voice 
I gotta know 
was it broken from all of that noise 
or did go, did it go right on its own 
no matter answer prolly doubt it 
overcrowded I Been feelin 

I been feeling constrained and it’s not just by the time 
for the betterment of mine and so I left it all behind me 
but it’s also costly 
I’ll pay that price again 
Pay the price with all of my attention
failing every way and now it’s only just a mention 
I’m under rested 
I’m not interested 
in what lies behind that wall 
call who you want don’t dial me up

i was never broken (king theta)

sad chill video - https://youtu.be/pbtFXY4qOdI?si=pqJJT9yl-vUg4KsN
lyrics ⬇️
Its all over
lay me down
Let me go
You said to fly you out
well look where that went
yea yk where to meet at
backroads curvy but i like it when its like that
my heart hurt hurting but ik that it is my bad
way too far burning all the love that we had

running off adrenaline 
cuz i dont have the will to live
but maybe i could find it here
if me and you cluld try to repair it
losing all my friends again cuz
im having trouble fitting in but
take medicine
dont look back
had the sedatives in my bookbag
said to meet me at the crack in the road
tryna keep it on the low so you better be alone
keep in mind that i know ur gonna push back
intertwined with my feelings wear a numb mask
they confused how im doin what i do
i dont wanna lose i dont wanna feel the blues
im anxious but i dont give any clues
um who the hell are you i dont even think ur cool

its all over
lay me down
i wish i live my life sober
But instead i drown
but nevertheless ima come back around
yea try to impress everyone i pushed out

because i need you here 
and only god knows how much time i have left
i hate the mirror
Make me feel like im so sick
i need some bandages please
i fell really hard when i tripped
and i feel fine when i bleed
but with this one i might have to stitch it

yea and i could try my best to listen
i wont ever have full attention 
yea and when i feel alive i dont have a grin
yea i would rather cry when im really lit
yea do it all again til it all spin
watch the memories fade i dont feel like a kid
i dont wanna be this but i dont wanna be that
my whole life like a trick but got no treat in the bag

backroad adrenaline (yunnygoldz)

prod wisssery feat sendflowrs mastered by jolst <3

Intro:
First time
Alone in my mind
I was quite happy
But I knew you weren’t right

Hex on me baby
Hex on me
Hex on me
Baby put it on me

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

sendflowrs verse:

hex on me
“rest on me :)”
when you talk like that you put the stress on me
you protect your peace
so selfishly
and when you talk like that you crash my self esteem

like omg !!!
shut the fuck up are you serious
what makes you even think that i care
i mean i know i was crying
and halfway delirious
high at the top of the stairs
and yeah you’re right i was kicking
and screaming and begging you please let me play with your hair
and now guess what yea i’m drunk and i’m steaming i got a few issues i need to repair, i know

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

Outro:

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

hex on me w/ sendflowrs [wisssery]

lyrics:

It is clear to me pain has been granted rule over these lands. It seems even on the quietest of nights here, the woeful shriek of tragedy consumes all.

Just stay still and let the web hold the weight
It’s just love beneath a cantrip of hate
My 8 legs will wipe the tears from ur face
The silk spun is meant to savour the taste
Their long guns had blown a hole in my chest
I’m wrapped up to stop the leaking of breath
My teeth punch the funnel webs of the nest
Its just love so cant the world let us rest

The first time you’ve seen me hunger for blood
I cant lie I feared id lose you to man
But u stayed inside the cold of my clutch
And showed me the heart is more than a pump
The Hourglass that paints my back
Is nothing more than reason to separate me from flesh u said
And I burned that deep into my head from then on
Oh so deep The thought of u is all ive got to go on
Make this easy
Cant you make this easier on me
Yet they punch And they kick
And they budge And they shove
And We fight And make up
Then We fuck And lay up
When its all Said and done
Ur still all That ive got

Just stay still and let the web hold the weight
It’s just love beneath a cantrip of hate
My 8 legs will wipe the tears from ur face
The silk spun is meant to savour the taste
Their long guns had blown a hole in my chest
I’m wrapped up to stop the leaking of breath
My teeth punch the funnel webs of the nest
Its just love so cant the world let us rest

CHAPTER2_AN ARACHNIDIAN HYMN (NICO NORTH)

are you okay
saw your ghost today
watching over me or so I thought
maybe I just see what I want
followed every step you took
are you okay
saw your ghost parade
all across the street you used to walk
saw it slowly wander off
god I just miss you so much

i can’t save a weekend
drowning in the deep end 
i won’t even speak till 
you’re out on the ground
covering my weakness 
you’ll be in the way 
brighten up the bleakness
trample all the names
out of every street and
flush it down the drain
make sure every details
missing from my brain

are you okay
saw your ghost today
watching over me or so I thought
maybe I just see what I want
followed every step you took
are you okay
saw your ghost parade
all across the street you used to walk
saw it slowly wander off
god I just miss you so much

i can’t make this week end
you’re all that i breathe in
i need olive trees and
reasons to stay sane
i’m bludgeoning my regrets 
taking on the blame
coming for the sunset
running from the day
if i have piece then
i’ll give it away
cause that’s all that i needed
nothing to relate

are you okay
saw your ghost today
watching over me or so I thought
maybe I just see what I want
followed every step you took
are you okay
saw your ghost parade
all across the street you used to walk
saw it slowly wander off
god I just miss you so much

ghost parade (feat. 6host) [prod. blingblou]

lyrics:

generations upon generations of the lezoryth have sat atop the sociopolitical ladders of their respective era, and many believe it is not just for their genetically predisposed inclination to starting profitable business, but something much darker. What follows are journal scrapings of the last lezoryth house employee to have disappeared on family property. And if what is said is the truth, Then the lezoryth bloodline must be purged.

Cracks in this ceiling turn golden with UV
The walls will dilapidate slowly onto me
Im scared
I wait for sunlight to go away
Till then I live as a stow away
I hope this bucket can last me to morning
Beside what im eating there’s nothing important here
This windows will burn me like ever clear
In truth I have only gained more to fear
As I fast emaciate here on linoleum
I wonder why my morality saved to run
I couldnt eat him its killing me
So I waste away and refuse to feed
Ive overlooked all the guilt in me
And now it shall cause my armour to sunder
And now its become my calamity
I brittle my bones in the way of a lover
Ive drawn away to this cellar bones
Abandoned by humanity as something more like animal
Id never gave this curse my full control
This dampened floor
In where im stored
Is covered up time like an open sore
If the afterlife
Has closed its doors
A vamper is in last of what could force it ajar
This candlelight supplies me with a vision of stone
And the three of my victims
Id wish I had known
Ive worn this as a badge to have this plague in my soul
But now im weak in my bones
With this stake in my throat

CHAPTER9_HOMINUS NOCTURNA (SKELLINGTON)

Yeah she put me in a hex 
Asked me where we goin next 
Keep it to myself until she ask again 
I just wanna hear her voice 
Second favorite noise beneath another  heartbeat heartbeat
Got a silver necklace on her wrist 
I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again 
Always end up on her own 
It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week 

Propped up by the night sky lit up bright 
No words can describe how I feel this time 
Hold tight we can live here side by side 
Shadow casted by the moon light stay in line 
Frosted over kinda hard for me to read this sign
Say aloud that you wanted this all confined 
So so so 

Yeah she put me in a hex 
Asked me where we goin next 
Keep it to myself until she ask again 
I just wanna hear her voice 
Second favorite noise beneath another  heartbeat heartbeat
Got a silver necklace on her wrist 
I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again 
Always end up on her own 
It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week 

Oil painting up n down the walls 
Liminal spaces keep her calm 
Keep her on the lull yeah 
I just had another vision think it might come true 
Dressed up nice I can’t recall

Yeah she put me in a hex 
Asked me where we goin next 
Keep it to myself until she ask again 
I just wanna hear her voice 
Second favorite noise beneath another  heartbeat heartbeat
Got a silver necklace on her wrist 
I’ll take us to a place that don’t exist unless we make it up again 
Always end up on her own 
It takes us up and down maybe move into a new town next week

hex (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:


you cannot deny that in the end it
never mattered cuz you knew that we would fall
look behind the walll
funny how i know when the end of the night is here i freeze and then you calll
where did those nights go

and if i wasn’t there for you
i say if i wasn’t there for you
if i wasn’t made for you
i couldn’t tell apart what’s true

heading down to sunnyside, where the sunshine’s bright then i see you in the sky
why aren’t you right by my side

tell me where i need to hide
from you and all the ways you lie
i think i will lose my mind
if you continue in my life
had to cut you from my ties 
make it wrong or make it right 
what the fuck had you been like
before i saw your face that night
you cannot deny that in the end it
never mattered cuz you knew that we would fall
look behind the wall

lay me down in amber (dead spyro)

lil booj