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Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxCbJfxEiRU&list=PLSE8EDj6NnGNlzivpJb-RM7j3mH_WPNsM&index=3

https://open.spotify.com/track/64X30kdUffPejtdKJMfen2?si=770e7f5423124d00

if i'm not mistaken all i want is peace
i've been getting way too used around these screens

they like everything my brain will come and see
give a couple laughs and then my smile retreats

the rain is falling down again
then pain is in my blood again
i need some help the people are in hell the sun is falling back to bed

the fish is getting stale today
my heart is full of nicotine
i let myself fall into raging heat and freezing death

if i had the might i would've did the deed
they were pouring like it's water on the street
people come and go and turn me into pieces
see my notions, you would understand my reasons

let us see what we have greater now
i wanna stay a while
the ceiling's falling on me

understand that i won't give in until it's done
when these walls are forgetting my past
i'm gonna stay here and let god choose

what am i?
what am i?
i feel i'm breathing just to stay alive
all the time

you take it as a silly thought

i wish i think like everybody
i have bruises from the flooding let me go from all this hurting

the rain is falling down again
then pain is in my blood again
i need some help the people are in hell the sun is falling back to bed

the fish is getting stale today
my heart is full of nicotine
i let myself fall into raging heat and freezing death

The Rain Is Falling Down Again ft. yuandirty

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

i guess i'm homesick

⭐️ lyrics:

Lock myself in my room again
When I'm alone I can play pretend
That you're with me, laying in my bed
I guess some things are better left unsaid
You don't know how much I miss you
What more can I do?
I just wanna kiss you again and again, and again

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

homesick

stream

TELL ME! w/ suisei & Db Mandala (throwaway)

BUTCHER HOUSE MIXTAPE COMING SOON 🏚️🏚️🏚️🏚️💉💉💉💉💉
@Hackledown
LYRICS:
Haunted Mound Bitch Stick that cutter in your Damn Mouth
Sematary grave man Haunted Till i’m in the Ground 
still in the butcher house
coolin w  the haunted mound 
i been smokin coffin naaaaails, ashem in my bitch mouth 
when i bring my chainsaw out 
sound like the screams of hell 
boy said he so hard watch his skin dryin out 
sematary pull up with 2 knives do ya funky town 
Imma take your Jaw bone you can’t tell me shit Now 
stayyyy in my haunted house  i call it the butcher house 
murder house snuff house haunted house my butcher house

look at my belt and my chain and my watch partner 
look at my knives and my guns and my soul partner 
i flex so damn hard you’d think it was a funeral 
,, Lord forgive me on highway to hell forever 
HAUNTED MOUND REAPERS put you down in the grave 
angels haunt My team haunted souls in my chain 
i’ll haunt ya forever if i die today
try the haunted mound boy you can die today 


HAUNTED , MOUND
HAUNTED , MOUND
HAUNTED , MOUND
HAHAHAHAHAHA 


Hackle Down on Em comin straight from tha haunted mound 
I put you down in tha ground 
ur bitch want me to fuck her mouth

That bitch she want a golden shower
Throw her ass up in tha cellar 
AK47 MAc10 even gotta smith n wesson 

In the butcher house w graveman 
Hearin all tha wallsss creakin
Turn around i lose my mind 
Im staring at my shadow dancin

haunted mound haunted mound 
I’m coming from tha haunted mound
Only love my AK tha only one to make me smile 

Drivin thru tha coffin town
Wit graveman got tha cutter out 
you best get comfortable you gon have to stay awhile

My IQ low but i go dumb 
tha Haunted Mound where we all from 
I’m smoking up another one
I’m gunsmith u better duck

We turnin up n throwin up
i call up buck he got tha drugs
This that haunted mound forever 
Bitch u know this the anthem

SEMATARY FT. HACKLE - HAUNTED MOUND REAPERS PROD. GRAVE MAN

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

restore

deep end

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

beat prod by: tores x hellapocky
written and performed by: @rejectcore x @darkfurei

yea, OK + @darkfurei (p. tores x hellapocky)

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape
https://soundcloud.com/riensu

[suisei]
to be honest i was thinking bout a wedding ring
but nevermind cuz u already found anothr me
dont even bothr asking if im doing well
cause i kno u dont even care no more

turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[josua]
ohh ohhh
never thought itd be so hard to be alone
nah uhh
i cant get you out of my head
ohh ohhh
said that you would stay beside me
instead you broke my psyche
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[suisei]
too many times i ended up with a bad night
ignored the signs cuz i gave in to your gaslight
let you mess round with my head
so i take parts of the blame
whenever you said you love me 
i trusted right away

[josua]
now i feel so dumb
i wasted my time with ya
tought we could talk things out, apparently we cant
fuck this shit's so hard
i lost track of time
lost track of who i am
just wanna give up
give in to the fucked up thoughts thats in my head
like fuck..
i might just end this shit
throw away this ring

[suisei]
to be honest i was thinking bout a wedding ring
but nevermind cuz u already found anothr me
dont even bothr asking if im doing well
cause i kno u dont even care no more

turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[josua]
ohh ohhh
never thought itd be so hard to be alone
nah uhh
i cant get you out of my head
ohh ohhh
said that you would stay beside me
instead you broke my psyche
youre a goddamn poison ivy

[riensu]
i still think about you
i do pretend it was fine
then i play it cool
and i still think about you
and how you play me like im a fool
tell me whats wrong with that 
youre the one that stabbed me in the back
tell me whats wrong with that
youre the one that left it in the past
tell me whats up with that 
you took my heart and you wont give it back
you hurt me bad
i guess it was the wrong time

[suisei]
turn my life upside down
you got me crumbling
from the inside out
my world is caving in
wont look me in my eyes
as you walk away from me
bet youre smiling in your sleep 
youre a goddamn poison ivy

poison ivy w/ suisei wyrscape riensu

Master F THE CLUB (burgxraze) - V8 (from V5) Cleaner Vox, Low End, And Master

F THE CLUB w/ Burgos

All I Want For Christmas Is Death

hypochondriac

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=83Bd5PWLwBA

[prod. jpjp & deadfish]

i'm geist:
a broken design
step aside and rewind
but time doesn't seem to heal
the body's inside
and the blood is on your hands
so don't tell me that this isn't real

it's not the same, no
tell me where did my mind go?
cause i seem to have lost control
why won't the pain go?
i swear i've waited the time love
but i can't seem to take anymore

so say can i save myself now?
(envy) i think it's far too late you'll drown
but i need them to hear me out
(envy) don't make a sound just shut your mouth

notenvy:
my frame is fractured like kaleidoscope
the only sense of matters left my brain
i swear i'm losing hope
i’m doing fine, oh you don't want to know
the shit that i've been going through
i'm gripping on, i've lost control
another day intoxicated
do you ever think of me
my structure’s slowly breaking
another breath is wasted
screaming from my chest
i fucking wish someone would save me

kais:
i hate it when you talk to me, but talk to me some more
hands to my ears and my face to the floor
love it when they lie to me, so lie to me some more
you fucked me up and put me through the ground
scream for help, but it never makes a sound
you took it wrong, I didnt mean it that way
silent with the pressure, but I let it stay
imma let it till it breaks me
down, I know you want me here but I never come around
im sorry and I owe you that. that’s what this shits about
I walk slow with my teeth glued to my mouth
I don’t talk cus the rooms always too loud
loud
loud

deadfish:
and i'm waking up
heart's fucking numb
it's only 7am
but I can't seem to lay down

anxious bout the day
what's gonna happen today
I just can't get a break
everything's still the same

mind is racing if today you're gon reply to me
nothing points to that but I'll wait just in case

if u had a change of mind
blood is pouring out my eyes
phone is charged all the time
cause I'm waiting for

for you to reply
please stop wasting my time
it just wasn't enough
and I can't make up my mind

you said that nothing has changed
but I don't feel the same
but I am keen to believe cause I'm
just hopeless

funeral:
i get so deep in this shit and i'll never get out
now i'm stuck and i'm waiting
i never think i just act and i ask if i'll make it
or maybe i'm wasting
my time right here, right now
blood leak, blood flow, lights low, lights out

it's way too obvious to me
the way the bodies dust, i bleed
i need one second alone now
one shot, now i'm dead, body goes down

sewerperson:
rust gives way to the chains that hold me
for yesterday could not control me
toxins permeate
the armoured skin that covers me
u poor man ur final day
is ended here from under me
woah bring out the big guns
im in the mood to erase something
huh just try to say something
u getting face fucked
blunt getting laced up
put u in swamp water face up
no matter the chaos faced
i wouldn’t give up
for time will tell
of better days
from here I smell
the autumn rainfall
it helps me stay strong

SPOTIFY

time will tell w/ i'm geist, notenvy, kais, deadfish, funeral, sewerperson

down wit (prod. swaine)

stop that! w/ fakie funk & boodles

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

[josua]
i tell you what you want
and never what you need
cuz i don’t wanna talk
to someone who gonna leave me
you say that you won't
fuck that i'll never believe it
it’s my little secret

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[josua]
oh my god
it is all a facade
i swear i really don’t wanna be here w u anymore
even my body hurts
think i’m gonna fall on the floor
i wanna stop bein like i’ll just walk away thru the door

[suisei]
don’t wanna let you go but i’m scared at the same time
i don’t wanna let you know so i act like it’s all fine
but the man you want me
to be
isn’t me
now you got me asking myself..

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[suisei]
goddamn
how did i become so 
obsessed?
don’t know why i hate me so much
the fault is no ones
but myself
all cause
i wanted you for myself

[josua & suisei]
waking up at 2am
from a nightmare
theres a stranger in my bed
not that i care
putting all these empty dream
into a cup
feel like i’m in a drought

[josua]
you say that i’m the issue oh my god
kinda believe it more everytime you say it
and honestly i just wanna break me 
so stop looking for me
i really wanna run free

[suisei]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[josua]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

omg! w/ suisei & wyrscape

4. POST-TRAUMATIC ENIGMA

3. TERBAKAR

AMERICAN GIRL

smile thru it all

CONTINUE

hopeless romantic.

contact/booking : suiseiofficial@gmail.com