main 2

prod. tiedforsilver 2023

bad posture

newerish

this music has came from everywhere for years, i used to sit and let random music play but i also used to dig and dig for underground music because there was nun like it, now this is a playlist full of my most liked songs that are jus like that, so you dont have to search

𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗱 𝟰 𝗟𝗬𝗳𝟯   (everysongifuckwith)

Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 89

Featuring finely curated underground artists of tomorrow.

Every week.

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Soundcloud Sunday: Volume 89

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify!

enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

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Prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLTPhG9fRFY

lyrics:
bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

face it 
doomed to run it up 
inside a basement
wasted 
wasting all the time
I'm getting wasted
x2

think it's caught up with my body
it's all of the medicine
all of the medicine now

light that boy up
thomas and edison
if u miss me
u should know it gets worse
I can't fix everything
some people hurt
never knew me
ain't no weight 
in your words
and its two for the feature
and three for the verse

bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

too much going down deep
too much and its taking over
I tend to bite my tongue
until my stars align together

I’ve been outside (vid in desc)

I NEVER LIKED YOU

I'M DAT N****

this is probably my last post but i appreciate u guys for listening. i started this when i was like 14 n im still surprised when i log in every few months and see it still gets like 2k weekly lol. ily cy youve influenced me so much u have no idea i was like 13 in audacity biting the FUCK out of you 😭. ty for letting me make a place for your music to live on cuz it genuinely helped me through so much shit when i was younger. i hope its done the same for you guys too :) much love - j

lil sanrio - 🌺 ten years 🌺 [read desc.]

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

mixed/mastered by me
art by 4gettr
prod tied for silver 


Lyrics:

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i been in my head i got some shit i cant decide now
tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
and if you told me sooner maybe my heart wouldnt be dried out
and baby much like you i think i'd like to be tied down

all this time's let me see
that what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
and with this space in between
if its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

Lyrics: 

i dont wanna fight, i just wanna be by your side uhh
please don't leave me alone, won't you hold me through the night uh uhhh
cause my brain always tells me, that life's not worth living
and i can't decide whether to keep on creating
and honestly i can tell i'm the only one hating
but still i can't get it out of my mind
cause i'm lost in thought yea lately i been ruminating 
on the chance that i might end my suffering

i can't save it 
oh im finally facing
the inevitable end of our relationship
and ain't this what you wanted
don't tell me that your haunted
by the ghost of your decisions 
oh this time around was harder

cause i been feeling like im in a loop again
honestly i just think i need new friends
cause all of mine still hate me 
and the rest they tried to play me
every time i text you ain't been gettin replies lately
all these burdens i'm stressed out
i just wanna be held down
baby i'm so sorry i know it hurts you when i carve my arm now 

oh they're caught in my throat
all these words i'm tryna say
baby i'm teary eyed, and i'm fuckin terrified
i just want you to hold me
i'm so tired of always bein lonely
honestly i didn't think i'd make it this far
if i don't see you now then i'll catch you in the next form
we only text so it gets lost in translation
but i hope you know that when i check up on you it means i miss you
and baby i can't deal with all this fuckin distance
but when you don't text me all day oh it makes me worry 

cause i gotta respect myself enough to speak my mind
i can't go a day without hearin from you and just be fine
that's not how love works baby i need your attention
i need to know if you care or if you're just pretending
these thoughts are running all around inside my mind
and no matter how hard i try i just can't stop thinking 
and i don't know, oh should i give up now, or hold on until the end

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

Cry Once, Cry Twice

prod @tiedforsilver x @fleshgolem

i don’t show emotion till the moment i break
i don’t want u to see me in this state
give me a lifeline, give me somewhere to feel safe
up in the night time, where i can hide my face
tucked in shadows, diving head first into the shallow
off with it all into the gallows

i’m in a 6 figure truck counting digits
my foot on the gas till i get to the finish
the shit i been thru, for u i wouldn’t wish it
it taught me a ton about pain and forgiveness

hope i turned out the way u were hoping
all the love i’ve known was broken
bloody benz ripped my chest open
she said flashbacks had her soaking

making the most out the time that i have
called some others my brothers they let me down bad
now this g23 all that’s watching my back
overflowed by emotions i can’t go out sad

did this all on my own
so i don’t answer my phone
pull up in a 4 door
creep real slow
limousine tint covering my windows

been waiting patiently
but nobody’s saving me
tear off the shackles and burn down castle
i won’t let u table me

bittersweet taste in my mouth is this betrayal?
the wires crossed it’s best if u cut the cable
i’m overheating my cores becoming unstable
run far away from here but keep me in ur prayers

adoring illusions and people that tell me they mean it but acting confusing
im always pursuing the benefit of the doubt so i don’t have to lash out when i lose it
u look in my eyes and tell me we’re the same but when i look at u i see nothing congruent
cause i would still die for the people who double crossed me and they left me there laying in ruin

i need space i need distance
i need substance in my system
not from drugs but made of love
don’t come around me inconsistent

so let me know
let me know
let me know
just let me know cause i

did this all on my own
so i don’t answer my phone
pull up in a 4 door
creep real slow
limousine tint covering my windows

been waiting patiently
but nobody’s saving me
tear off the shackles and burn down castle
i won’t let u table me

bittersweet taste in my mouth is this betrayal?
the wires crossed it’s best if u cut the cable
i’m overheating my cores becoming unstable
run far away from here but keep me in ur prayers

lmk (tied for silver x flesh golem)

control p. @dynastic 
art by @dove_xiii on twt
© ANGEL RADIO 2023

SPOTIFY!:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4S4q5FUw4oVecMwYF5Cg2r

SPOTIFY

control「dynastic」

Just A Lil Bit (Feat. Andre Bugatti) (Prod. DENNY Y & OneDe)

stream pseudonymous gloss:
https://lilwetwet.vanishxx.com/pseudonymousgloss

produced by donttrustlando
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet & bedhead
cover art by lil wet wet
recorded @ ayla's cousin's crib

stream

pseudonymous gloss w/ bedhead + donttrustlando

lyrics 

if this is the last time I ever see
and the last day I know 
and if everything was fine like they say it is
why are people in the streets
struggling just to live
hating everything
why are you talking to me
I want anything
to show me I matter to u
give me something to show me
that I'm loved by you
just wanna be loved by you

I LOOK IN THE DITCH 
AND I CRY MY TEARS
GOD WILL NOT SAVE YOU 
WHEN I KILL YOU HERE
PRAY FOR BETTER DAYS
OR PRAY FOR SOMEONE TO HELP
THEY WONT FIND YOU
 WHEN YOU'RE UNDERGROUND 

still the people move on like they did before
it's in the past, but now death is knocking at your door
just go away from the hell space you've endured
I promise you it'd be better than under the floor

if this is the last time I ever see
and the last day I know 
and if everything was fine like they say it is
why are people in the streets
struggling just to live
hating everything
why are you talking to me
I want anything
to show me I matter to u
give me something to show me
that I'm loved by you
just wanna be loved by you


lecture frm the_Preacher

back to the moon

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

find me. a project derived from emotions of a lost man, losing his sanity ever so rapidly. enjoy.
ig: @nascaraloe

Heaven

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Fingers

Cold Stare (Prod. by Xtravulous x Young Taylor)

[prod. boyfifty] 
 with love <3
lyrics:

you should know i wouldnt expect you to change,
never looking back we'll forever stay the same,
feelings turn to habits and the drugs turn to pain,
driving fast through the dash i cannot be sane now,

all alone imma have to find a way now,
looking for the stars even if im on the way down,
didnt seem to care about you but its okay now,
i was never mad i cant feel anyway nah,

i had nobody to save me,
im a problem i got people tryna change me,
i was made to be alone i dont need you,
too many ways that i been feeling bout it lately,

ive been running yeah i smoke way the problems,
i really care about you if im being honest,
and if they really loved you they would never doubt you,
but i swear that you can get it if you want it,

they love to hate me but they'll never stop me,
we on our own planet they gon' try to copy,
yea your girl looks better on me

Dont Change 4 Me - Single

Dont Change 4 Me

DONT CHANGE 4 ME (ig @yungmansa)

tyler the creator - running out of time (slowed + reverb)

Bad Posture

Scriptures

Young Grizzley World feat. A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie & YNW Melly

Rescue Me (ft. A Day To Remember)

Marshmelllo - Rescue Me (ft. A Day To Remember)

this ones for the real fans
additional prod by me
mixed by me

me & mine ft. kevin kazi (prod. @based1_ & @kcsupreme)

@safeatlast


features/beats/inquiries may be directed to lildivinemgmt@gmail.com

we'll make it out of here, i promise

lil divine (follow the main in bio plz <3)