respite

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

prod tiedforsilver x flesh

wrote down how 2 do it
then i burnt the book

i been goin stupid
i get dirty looks

all my songs exclusive
you cant get a hook

i been livin lucid
ima young ceo suge

im a young ceo like duncan
if thats yo bitch im fuckin
its friday night im funkin
ion shoot i dunk it

if i shoot my shot im accurate
dont talk yo shit aint havin it
it aint my fault that you mad n shit  
ill bounce back quick like lazarus

ill be back on my feet like a kitty kat
break  you in half like a muh fuckin kit kat
3 shots to the chest yeah i did that
blueberry rocketship bitch im on my riff raff

shit

i been hittin licks
aint no treats just tricks
split yo bottom lip

pull up in a brand new whip
gt4rs or a corvette
on my aries shit
who made that oh thats my bitch

everyday i tread this path like walkin on a tightrope
why you always speakin cap when you cant even fight bro
she like when im spittin fax into the fuckin mic tho
everyday i wake up take a puff and count my bank rolls

countin up hunnids thousands
if you wanna try me go ahead n get pounded
even if you screamin and shoutin
aint no way that youll ever get around it

ima come back on my own time
ima come back on my own time
try to hit pause but u rewind
try to hit pause but u rewind

walking on a tightrope

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

prod the goat @unaake

hope it aint obvious cuz its unbearable
i wear it on my fucking sleeve im fucking terrible
im breathing deep cuz i can feel u run the variables
i got a month before u leave this time's invaluable

im sick of holding back thoughts
everyone i know is sick its hard to care if im not
i keep hoping itll stick, bear the waters ill cross
what if its not worth the risk? heaven knows if im lost

this is who i am i'll fight the fire
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
wonder where all my desire's gone
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar ugh)
i try to stay inspired
(this is who i am, fight the fire)
maybe thats why i cant love for long
(this is who i am, a fuckin liar, oh)

who i am [bugboi]

lyrics

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind
I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind

these times 
hardly yield what
we'd classify
holy and Ill
sit tight
on Halloween and
pretend I don't think of u every 

ion have the energy to go thru this anymore
and u laughed in my face
when I was down on the floor
the tears that flow freely I will drown in
and the wheels that go turning are out again
and I fight hard to be tossed round again
so I been on my own and conjure up defense
I wish for one day where ur not in my head
useless I'm just so useless

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind


October

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

※hook
照りつける太陽、汗ばむ肌　で向かう先は選挙
上がる水飛沫、眩しい笑顔　横目に政治の勉強

波の音や打ち上げ花火がこの国のためになんの？
蝉の鳴き声雑音　街頭演説爆音

I will vote in the election.　　
I will vote in the election.　　

揺れるひまわりと始まる恋
各政党の頭集い　
様子見するだけ先は暗い
茂と共にTouch the sky　

夏といえば選挙　まずトリガーは現状
明日を見たら戦場　かす取りだな結局

書いてる投票用紙
願ってるとんとん拍子での成功
ほとんどの候補者が理想論だなと自問自答

権利あって放置　それなら死んだほうがマシ
便利屋っていないし　この国だって守りたいし

俺たちのヒーローそれはただ2人
立ち向かうはラジャブアリ
日本背負って上がる舞台
これが真のゴールデンバディ

(ユウタとシゲル)
消費税取るよりドーピングせぇ

※hook

夏と言えば選挙　皆が皆I'm a Lufy
荒ぶり　思考足らず己信じ空振り
責任全て　fuck the scene
全くないよ分かる気　
見るに耐えねえカラクリ　信じれるはただ1人

外国出てくband 4 band
国会寝てる　カスを叩く
愛国でデビュー　何とかなる
今回攻める　ユウタが勝つ

クーボー　飛ぶUFO
クーボー　取る優勝

シゲルと合わさりゃ生むエナジー
うるさい別に狂ってない
ネット民言うクズってなに
自民の政策奮って期待

(別に)何も考え無くて良いよ安全安心二枚看板
ユウタとシゲルが思い描くは完璧な道・未来だから

※hook

W Litters - summer vote

yale

Lana

@safeatlast


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