⚬ The Demolition of Tower 17 ✝︎

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/nb5SaQbF-No
⚬ THE DEMOLITION OF TOWER 17 ✝︎ - ALBUM OUT NOW
eternal solitude of the lildurt MERCH@ https://razegod.com/
insta @lildurt96
prod. @user-underthesurface (insta @remediesworsethanthedisease)
lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

eternal solitude of the lildurt (prod. underthesurface x razegod)

SHVDXW LVNDS (ft. GhostThaKid, Tsunami J. & Manhertz)

music video: https://youtu.be/SZG6_aLFGs0

this song started  3 years ago, and on the 13th of August it will have a whole album to call home... (album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17)

I love you all so much

Thankyou for supporting me as much as you do, it means more than you could ever know...

The Demolition of Tower 17 is imminent...

Lyrics:

How could I know?
Fucked from the start...
All these mistakes,
How do I say?
Hell, I'm here
See me, I Fear
Took so long
Always on my mind like you
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way...
Who knows?
(who knows?)
Tell me it's the same way...
Pull my neck back like i'm your sacrifice
I'm a man still held back by my vice
and I know that I can't feel my love
I need saving from myself
I need saving from my self!
I've fallen to my shell
So much to rethink and
I know where I'm heading
I'm back here in
Hell, I'm here
See me, I Fear
Took so long
Always on my mind like you
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way
Tell me it's the same way
Do you feel the same way?
Tell me, should I be afraid?
Tell me it's the same way...
Who knows?
(Fuck, this, stupid, fucked, shit
This pain, fuck it go away)
Tell me it's the same way
(Fuck, this, stupid, fucked, shit
This pain, fuck it go away)
Tell me it's the same way
Who knows?...

xxx

Tell Me it's the Same Way (Prod. Razegod)

Nerv (Prod. Razegod x Minimum Wade)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

@yargii
 hey you!

Prod. Radxz

Lyrics:
[Chorus/yargii]
Hey you
How you get to sleep at night?
Hey you
Everything will be just fine
Hey you
I was only learning back then
Hey you
I thought I was in love until the end

[Verse/raze]
I'm lost, can't find my way back home
Way back home, way back home...
My mouths so dry
I can't say shit
Can't say shit, can't say it...
I feel sometimes I can't take it
Can't take it, can't take it...
I can't waste it
Not again, not again
No my friend
I can see you hiding
A part of you, you don't know
Not again
No my friend
I can see you hiding
But what's the point?

Hey you
How you get to sleep at night?
Hey you
Everything will be just fine
Hey you
I was only learning back then
Hey you
I thought I was in love until the end...

xxx

Hey You! (ft. Yargii) [Prod. Radxz]

lyrics:
(razegod)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?

and i wonder why...
and i wonder why?
do i wanna die?
i don't wanna die, no!

and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
i don't wanna die, no!

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?

suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
i'm still afraid that i can't make a difference,
i'm still afraid that i can't...
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

i don't wanna die, no!...

Suicide Stuck (Prod. Razegod)

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
--------------------

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

LSD with Dante X

Falling / Apart

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Stream On Spotify

Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

Lyrics:

she was killing time
claiming she wants you back
but that she doesn't know 
for sure
said to all ur friends that she'd end her life
on live stream
with a smile
and u said

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
u said 'i'll take my leave
to where
we 
used to dare everything in our no mans land 
with its grey sky and sad clouds
u were the bowling alley lust
in a dirty neon room
i was the guy u only knew for a few nights
we thrust so outta time
but we wanted it
some eager awkward lust
so clusmy and in bloom

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
kid u only knew that u were happy now 
that ur feeling sad
now that ur feeling sad
let the cycle go
round but it feels a little long
it's a circus yeh i'm had
let my stool flip up 
let the rope go
yeh i only know what i have
when i let it go bad 
when i let it go bad
when i let it go

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
i said i'll take my leave 
to where
we
we took everything we could in our no name lanes but
it always
it always held it's gloom
yeh this dead town stayed still
always killing time
shoplifting tinnies
smoking endless glue
we moved so outta the times
so eager to be amused

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
x2

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

empty thrills

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

Prod. Discent, reprod. YCK

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Packed my bags
I’m making up a plan to escape
Won’t be back
Wrote a note tried my best to explain

I won’t call I won’t text
No you said I’m like the rest
I’m a no good motherfucker
Feeling so depressed

Case of the blues
Always aim then I shoot
I don’t wanna miss a chance
That I got to advance

Up the ladder making chatter
Nothing I can say’ll matter
In the grand scheme of things
Any song I made or sing

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Minutes of recognition
Start up my car and turn the ignition
No I don’t got a place to go
I don’t hear a thing they’re saying so

Leaving breathing give me a reason
To keep on going I keep repeating
Drained of my life I feel defeated
With every changing season

Stoned I’m alone
Thought I’d quit it but I don’t
When the heater went and broke
Man my fingers fucking froze

Now my joints are always swollen
And my gloves I got are stolen
Getting by I’m steady rolling
I ain’t needing your condolence bitch

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Spirits

Drifter

Whata World's End (Prod. NXCTURNAL)

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎

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