Lil Emothugg

playtot'

forever

^____^ =33333

playtot'2

rip brando

incroyable line

She said it's not like me to change
So we can go our separate ways
Oh she's been rotting in my brain
And now I feel so ashamed

She said it's not like me to change
So we can go our separate ways
Oh she's been rotting in my brain
And now I feel so ashamed

Finally coming back but it's about time
You stay low and out my mind
There was something about you
I just can't get it right
I don't think you know
I'm a waste of time
You don't want this no
Look into my eyes

Focused while you playin
Playing all these games and,
Telling different stories
In every conversation
Are you meaning what you say
Are you meaning what you say

I don't think it's the right time
I don't want you in my mind
Call me back when you thinking
And I won't never ever reject

She said it's not like me to change
So we can go our separate ways
Oh she's been rotting in my brain
And now I feel so ashamed

She said it's not like me to change
So we can go our separate ways
Oh she's been rotting in my brain
And now I feel so ashamed

@losinglucid - Separate Ways (Prod. Voyce)

Nothing Can Save Me (From Myself)

LIFE SUCKS FUCK EVERYTHING [PROD+ NEKOGOD]

hate my life (prod. h0llybeats)

lil emothugg - special occasion (prod. midsommar)

whats you're deal, nah
what's the deal with you?
everybody always askin when I'm coming through
I ain't ever coming through I'm 20 deep and blue
22 with some new kicks acting new
3 blunts lit but in the only one that's in rotation 
that's how Iike it cause these people get so impatient
i cut my losses like my wrist and left them at the station
I peeled off and said goodbye then sparked my medication 
if you try to come and test me ima leave you bleedin
youz an actor in this scene and it's a new season
they all thought I'd take my life but I found a reason 
a reason to live a reason to die a reason to quit proceedin
i feel like Scott stapp 
six feet deep ain't sound too bad
I'll forget about everything I ever had
and everything I could've 
everything I should've done
don't look for me in the sky
you'll only see the sun

you couldn't take the silence so you turned me up
now you hearing dead things and it keeps you up
can't sleep at night
so you roll a dutch
when you blow the smoke out you can feel my touch
you couldn't take the silence so you turned me up
now you hearing dead things and it keeps you up
can't sleep at night
so you roll a dutch
when you blow the smoke out you can feel my touch

you can feel my touch
I can feel you stressin 
if I answered everytime I wouldnt keep you guessin 
don't you blame yourself for this that shit will cause depression
I get lit by myself i don't need a session
dirty clothes and burn holes that's the shit I'm reppin 
when you actin like you cool thats when you over steppin
they treat me like tool 
but really ima weapon
busting down your front door shooting up your section
trench coats and body bags that shit leavin trauma 
don't you wanna float with me and leave behind them commas
cause all those commas ever did was hurt you and your momma
you'll get by without me bitch you're such a primadonna

you couldn't take the silence so you turned me up
now you hearing dead things and it keeps you up
can't sleep at night
so you roll a dutch
when you blow the smoke out you can feel my touch

lil emothugg - blue (prod. skinny)

magical flows from chandler rogers on this one he blessed me with this verse

let me rot w/ stranger (prod. dyingwish)

jomie & supachefm - magic (prod. citrusgastank)

what you hurd v2

[MUSIC VID] 

https://youtu.be/tufWvKEzorQ?si=VFBz119nKEDgNcyS

[lyrics]
all i hear inside mah head iz nikka gett up off yo ass fr 
i cantt waste time i need hella rackz jus 2 chill 
4 my vamily i wontt hesitate when time 2 kill 
yo hood aintt thatt big nikka we been doin’ tiny drillz
eye of the storm cantt forgett where i was born [aye]
i’m feelin’ torn cantt escape mah mothers scorn [aye]
i’m in the streetz while yu prolly in yur dorm [aye]
i’m in the streetz cus 2 me that’s the norm [aye]

cantt leave mah brotherz hangin’
so i keep mah pole swangin’
mustt be uh trip 2 yu cus vamp  ikkas gangbangin’
aintt uh thing changin’
we still maintainin’
sett 4 life bitch yeah that’s whatt we all sayin’
you can look meh in mah eyez i am nawtt playin’
whatt yu see is whatt yu gett why yu surveyin’
im leavin’ town by 2morrow i am nawtt stayin’
trail blazin’ all mah life steady decayin’ mama prayin’ 4 mah soul i hope she keep prayin’
when them bullets fly yu better duck shitt be ricochetin’
we been strippin’ nikkas all nightt broadie gawtt sick of payin’
we been thru itt all on mah sett nothin’ disarrayin’

all i hear inside mah head iz nikka gett up off yo ass fr 
i cantt waste time i need hella rackz jus 2 chill 
4 mah vamily i wontt hesitate when time 2 kill 
yo hood aintt thatt big nikka we been doin’ tiny drillz
eye of the storm cantt forgett where i was born [aye]
i’m feelin’ torn cantt escape mah mothers scorn [aye]
i’m in the streetz while yu prolly in yur dorm [aye]
i’m in the streetz cus 2 meh that’s the norm [aye]

RIP NOVEMBER - EYE OF THE STORM [MUSIC VID IN DESC] [PROD+ XANTU]

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Money Hurt

rocket science (prod. dyingwish)

Null & Void (prod. okwunda)

eyes open before i go (prod.shadow)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

ROCK OUT - Playboi Carti, Offset (UNRELEASED REMASTERED)

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 @rxhffbeats
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wontbelong [prod. Rxhff]

understand me (prod. thersx)

duck hunt </3
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Heart cold as the tundra
Fucked up
Lil shawty know I want ya
I'm a demon
But that girl know I love her
Go to war for that girl
Keep a strap like it's duck hunt
All the drugs 
All the pain
It's for lovers
All the drugs 
All the pain
Keep me fucked up
Deep down 
I know that I'm lost
Shawty bring the pack
Don't wanna fuck
I wanna talk
She gimme dome 
I guess I want it after all
So long 
My heart is the problem
Yeah she up all night 
But never call
So long 
I should've never fallen 
Red wine match the blood on my arms 
My wrist match the scars on my heart
You like your lipstick dark
You like your switchblade sharp
Can't lie 
I don't feel the love
Maybe I just don't feel enough
This pain just eats me up
So cold 
My heart is frozen

Heart cold as the tundra
Fucked up
Lil shawty know I want ya
I'm a demon
But that girl know I love her
Go to war for that girl
Keep a strap like it's duck hunt
All the drugs 
All the pain
It's for lovers
All the drugs 
All the pain
Keep me fucked up
Deep down 
I know that I'm lost
Shawty bring the pack
Don't wanna fuck
I wanna talk
She gimme dome 
I guess I want it after all
So long 
My heart is the problem
Yeah she up all night 
But never call
So long 
I should've never fallen 
Red wine match the blood on my arms 
My wrist match the scars on my heart
You like your lipstick dark
You like your switchblade sharp
Can't lie 
I don't feel the love
Maybe I just don't feel enough
This pain just eats me up
So cold 
My heart is frozen

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<3

emo fruits aka mark borja aka this how i be watching youtube


DUCK HUNT (prod. cxrter x jolst)

I Would Never Hurt You [Prod. RexVZ]

SMOKE

FIST LIKE THANOS [PROD+ CLOUDLY006]

the hate me club </3
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Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
You use to be right here when I want
Yeah Ima probably die here
Ain't it fun

And I can't see
And I can't breathe
All the smoke in my lungs
Coke nose getting numb
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in love
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in us
Hate to talk about it
And she probably hate me
I been gettin money with a hole inside of me
We been up all night like we both hate to dream
Yeah she a reaper and her scythe slice me

I can't even get out the bed lately
I'm just dealing with the pain on a daily
Passin out
At this point
Nobody wake me
I know they hate me
I know you hate me

Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
They wanna be me
I'm a one of one
Everybody hate me
Shawty join the club

And I can't see
And I can't breathe
All the smoke in my lungs
Coke nose getting numb
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in love
Lil shawty tellin me she don't believe in us
Hate to talk about it
And she probably hate me
I been gettin money with a hole inside of me
We been up all night like we both hate to dream
Yeah she a reaper and her scythe slice me

Codeine
Bad Bitch
I need both of 'em
I always stay awake till I see the sun
They wanna be me
I'm a one of one
Everybody hate me
Shawty join the club
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<3

-emo fruits aka does anybody even read these????? i may have used this one before idk.. damn... 

THE HATE ME CLUB (prod. cxrter x heyrick)

Laniakea (Prod. Emothugg)

hurts 4

lyrics 

i'm alright now
every time i see the sign i run it right down
moving 'till the morning we don't need to lie down
but is this what were making up for 
forgotten times, we can no longer retrace it 

fine by me
i don'r really care at all
know thats what you think
i can kinda shrug it off
just to see the stars aligning 
baby are you still involved 
every word that i say is from the heart and i can't turn it off

like really whats this timing
do i really gotta come find you
when the worlds turning ice cold?

like baby im right behind ya
and baby im right beside ya
i'll be here 'till i can't grow

looking out from the porch
it's starting to trickle, i'm sensin' a storm
hide in my fort
you'll be alright, you'll be alright
tellin' you everyday you'll be alright
know it makes a difference that's what i tell myself every night

now when i cry
it's just for a moment
yeah i just give it sometime
then i'm keepin' it rollin'
rollin it clean, mixin' the purp. wit' the green
and then i just let it all out
fuck i dont care if its makin' me bleed 

i wrote it on a list 
oh all those stories we lived when we were kids
how'd i become so sick of this

believe me when i say thats it's plenty
heavy on my soul but i pretend that i'm ready
sure i was 20
that whole decade was blurry
searching for messages i had left when i was 13

who gon' be there for me 
who gon' be there for me 
who gon' be there for me 

do i think my city
do i think my city
do i think my city miss me

bared all of the weight that i could carry
jag var jätta ledsen, yeah i was so fucking sorry
så mycket press på mig
men de var också mit fel
jag hade massor avslut men kunde inte passera som vag var i mitfield

du är inte skyldig för någon att visa
sånt som du vet att du kan och kan bra
alla döljer vi mil av vanilj för att då vi var små 
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra

var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra
var det någon som sa 
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra

brand (fire)

brand (fire) (cxrter x jolst)

Back to real, raw, and transparent music that matters. God driven.

Skylines

i broke up with my gf at Coachella

To the dragon 
any loss is 
total. His rest  
is disrupted 
if a single  
jewel encrusted 
goblet has 
been stolen. 
The circle 
of himself 
in the nest 
of his gold 
has been 
broken. No 
loss is token.

I felt it rise behind my ribs,
A tide that whispered old what-ifs.
The moon hung low like something kind,
But still it drew the salt in mind.
I never meant to call your name,
But waves know grief — they come the same.

Llanw’r lleuad, drawn and low,
I carry you where I can’t go.
Circle broken, ring of light,
Gold gone soft beneath the night.

There’s a window in my chest —
Opens when I need to rest.
I see your face in the reflection,
Like moonlight caught in old direction.
A single cup, the dragon wakes,
A loss too small, and still it breaks.

Your voice was water,
Now it’s tide.
It doesn’t ask.
It just decides.

Llanw’r lleuad, hush and rise,
Pull me under soft goodbyes.
Silver breath and salted skin,
I don’t swim — I let you in.

I dreamt you held a lantern shell,
And every glow was something I’d never tell.
A laugh, a lullaby, a breath I missed —
They shimmered like mercury in the mist.
You smiled. Said: “It’s all still yours.”
And left it shining on the shore.

In the albedo of memory:
A cup turned moon,
A saltless sea.
Dragon’s hoard, now scattered small —
But still, it’s hoard,
And I recall.
The circle spins. The ouroboros sings.
The grief becomes
A kind of ring.

There’s moss between my shoulder blades,
Where your last hug still gently stays.
The moon don’t ask — she just appears,
Turns all I’ve lost
To what endears.

Llanw’r lleuad, love that sways,
Soft and full in stranger ways.
Hold me close, in pull or flight —
You are the sea
That sings at night.

Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower; 
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf,
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay.

Llanw’r Lleuad

Suicide
Prod. Kazuyo
Check him out on youtube
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsNv1WWkMwQurneFDmKgnVA

suicide

new video for "highschool" out now! https://youtu.be/W00tTrHoaCo

highschool

For Broken Ears

Free Mind

prod by lonewulv.


Lyrics - Rose from the dirt 
Now I’m talking to the trees
Never have to worry 
I’m jus stuntin off a bean
Whip a black Mercedes 
105 on the streets
Now they lookin crazy 
Cause my pack is full of weed

Never wanna talk 
Girl I never wanna talk
Always in my head girl 
Always in a box 
Never feel my self girl 
I’m lost up in these drugs
All I need is love
Matter fact I need a gun

(I swear it’s something that I’ll Get
Just talk me)

Never seen me when I throw up
Pockets shining and they glow up
Run up dollars and the count of counterfeit 
Might cop a crib In Minnesota 

Run the city for a check 
 poppin bottles to the neck
Someday I’m gon cop a crib for the problems 
Then we won’t have to make a move to the fallen, im gone