Geeked pt. 2

VOICES? w/@whatsaheart

talkabtit.

You always complain
About the things you hate
Baby tell me now
Why was it all fake
And you claim to hate me now
But I need you stay away
I need you to stay away

I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
CI cant stand this anymore
I'm not where am supposed to be
And I'm sorry mama
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different place
And how it hurts to the core
How I miss you now

But I barely care anymore
I lost all feeling inside
Inside this heart of mine
You claim that's mine
This hearts made out of gold
And how they left it rotten and cold
But I barely care anymore

I just need you to stay away
I need you stay away
I need you to stay away
Away from me
I don't got time for symphony's
All these god damn melodies
How they fill my brain
I'm not where am supposed
I'm sorry mama now
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different placea

DECENCY? @prodsaintmike

dissolve

Too High

Petrified

sex rock! (x SARM!)

‎Friday, ‎August ‎9, ‎2024, ‏‎12:46:05 AM

helpless (demo)

You don't care if I'm dead or alive
I search for a heart but all I find is you
(all I find is you)

So tell me who would care if I'm gone
Would the world keep on spinning
Tell me I'm wrong
(tell me oh I'm wrong)

I don't think I can do this anymore
Don't remember oh what I'm fighting for
I've seen this all
(oh all before)

The reasons fade and I'm on the floor
Contagious oh im-a disease
Can't take this
I can no longer breath
Couldn't tell you what's wrong with me
I've been rotting for a while you see

I am a parasite
Who don't go outside
Wasted so much time
While the world
Oh passes by
While the world
Watches me confide

So Tell me who would care if I’m gone
Would the world keep on spinning
Tell me I’m wrong
(tell me oh I’m wrong)

I don't think I can do this anymore
Don't remember oh what I'm fighting for
I've seen this all
Oh all before

The reasons fade and I’m on the floor
So Tell me who would care if I’m gone
Would the world keep on spinning
Tell me I’m wrong
(tell me oh I’m wrong)

I don't think I can do this anymore
Don't remember oh what I’m fighting for

So tell me now
Who would care if I was gone?
I don't think I can do this anymore

DEAD OR ALIVE?

WHERE IS THY SAVIOR

yuusef x SARM? - (BURN)

noise x SARM? x akiradoves - CANT LET GO

SARM? x akiradoves - skin

Can't move on, oh I crave your skin
Only one I want, I'm stuck in a spiral
Baby still in denial, my thoughts bitter & vile
I want your body all on mine
Even if its only for one night
Oh just to call you mine again

What if I put a bullet right between my eyes
Tell me would you even cry
I don't want to be me anymore 
Don't know who I see in the mirror 
I know I'm far from perfect, but
Baby you're demonic 

Can't move on, oh I crave your skin
Only one I want, I'm stuck in a spiral
Baby still in denial, my thoughts bitter & vile
I want your body all on mine
Even if its only for one night
Oh just to call you mine again

Addicted to the thought of your touch
Take me back to when I had your love
I would give you oh my soul
Baby everything I own
Still trying to pick up all the pieces 
Of that's left, you took every 
Part of me, but I pushed you oh to leave

Oh and I can't move on, oh I crave your skin
Only one I want, I'm stuck in a spiral
And I'm still in denial, my thoughts bitter & vile
And I'm still trying to pick up all the pieces 
Oh that's left, and I can't move on 
Only one I want

I'm stuck in a spiral

SPIRAL

I think I might die alone, my head full of Styrofoam
I'm so empty, don't tempt me, might put a bullet right
Between my eyes, grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for my rotting, rotting soul

I see disgust in my mother's eyes
is this the child she raised, trying my best, oh lord, how It aches

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Oh, you're happy on your own
That's why I can't leave you alone

I'll haunt you when you're dead, I'm haunt you, dreaming in your bed
I'm a rotting soul, losing all control, I can't let you go
Ran out of my love, never enough, I blame the drugs
I'm an empty shell, you know

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

I'm an empty shell
Couldn't see how far I fell
Put me in a comatose
Leave me there to sleep in an endless dream
As I walk this lonely road
Still read every word she wrote
Burn every photograph
Think about the past, my head running laps

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote, for this rotting soul  

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for this rotting soul
Your heart's made out of stone
The wind oh its freezing cold
I'm scared there is no were to go
I sink deeper, oh, in this hole

Grasp for hope, in this broken home
Need a antidote for my rotting soul

GRASP FOR HOPE prod. @lostangel @jaysset

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

I have to accept that you left me for dead
And you have to accept 
Baby, that you live in my head
Everything reminds me of you 
Baby, why you always acting so rude

I'm a haunt you when I'm dead
That's how I know I'll see you again

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

And I've been wasted 
Baby, to get you off my mind
And how I hate this
Waking up, pressure on my chest, don't feel mine

I might relapse
Think about the past, baby, I can't relax
What more can I lose? 
Can't even run a mile in my old damn shoes

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

FLESH & BONES

I feel this weight on my chest
I pray my soul to keep
Oh yeah to give it some rest

I'm awake till the sun's up
Cause I'm scared to sleep
No nightmares of monsters
Just dreams of you and me

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end
I can't get you out of my head
I might just jump off the edge

Tell me who would care anyway
Fuck it, inside, I'm already dead

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

I fall apart, I'm my own enemy
It's all my fault, I hate how I'm empty

I won't lie, I've been wearing the same old jeans
For the past two weeks
Getting high off of anything, my mind
Running in circles tonight

Suicide all on my mind
Running out of options and time
I don't f*ck with that pity love
Y'all the reason why I can't trust

I don't f*ck with that fake love
I'd rather feel nothing yeah nothing at all

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

My head running in circles again
When will the torment all end

Tell me that you understand
I crave for something I won't get
My tank running on empty
How did you become my enemy

I know you think oh less of me
I'm on the verge of insanity
Come on girl, stop the front
I'm not the one you want
I'm not the one you want
We know we go

Suicide on my mind again

I just want all the pain yeah to end
Maybe I'll just jump off the edge

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end

Maybe I'll just jump off the edge
F*ck

SUICIDE w/@yuusef (prod. lostangel x jaysset)

Same damn cycle, I'm helpless or either in denial
Keep lying to myself, diminishing my health
With every pill and bottle

I'm tired of losing, oh I'm in delusion
It's all an illusion, but I need to pay the bills
I'm standing still, can't find my will
To carry on, and staying strong damn

I cannot see straight, I'm stuck in this rat race
I see through the lies, through the blank old eyes
Oh everyone I know, vile
I'm tired of the fake smile

Don't you dare let me down, can't you see this crown
And this heart of gold, they want my soul
Well come and take it, I'm afraid it ain't there
I sold it way back then, we all know price weren't fair

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

When I see you again, I'll be digging a grave
For you and me, cause I don't wanna see you happy
With someone else, burn the world down
Watch it crumble, baby oh to the ground

So tell me when will it all end
I'm tired of losing all my friends
I can't wait for the day when we're both dead
When we're both dead, my dear

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'm tired darling, can't you see
When did we become enemies 
Why did you have to leave me here
To face my fears alone

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

I'll never love again
Dial, a knife into my skin
Lie, and tell myself it all will end
All will end, one day

VILE? (prod. myss)

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

I'm obsessive yes I know
I'm impulsive when I'm alone
I've been mixing liquor with the pain
I expect it to go away
But it don't
I couldn't be more wrong

yeah I know not a place where I belong
Oh I can't lie, that's how I feel
Oh I'm in love with a ghost
Take me far, I won't let go

Oh, I still can't heal
Reminisce about oh the past
baby life moving fast
The silence in this room
Gets to me I'm afraid its true

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

I'm sick
A piece of worthless garbage
Acknowledge, the nonsense, the carnage
oh what we living for

My heart still aches
Baby over you
Just to be back in your room
Give it all up, oh, it's true

I've been losing oh my mind
In my head, wasting all this time
Just to be back there in your room
I would give it all up, yes, it's true

Girl, Hate, when you say that nah 
I know I wasn't that bad

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

Hate, when you say that 
I know I wasn't that bad
Girl, look into my eyes
Tell me it'll be alright
Cause I'm tired and alone
Trying my best but on my own

I know I wasn't that bad 
Girl I hate when you say that

Geeked pt. 2

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