Geeked pt. 2

produced , written , and performed by Solio

OUT ON ALL PLATS

i tried

if only

dissolve

Too High

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sex that i need (grayskies)

Petrified

sex rock! (x SARM!)

‎Friday, ‎August ‎9, ‎2024, ‏‎12:46:05 AM

helpless (demo)

say it aint so
you told me you loved me
no      responsibility
too bad you threw it out the window
with    my    love
romanticized    how numb that you could be
with    my    heart
i cant bring myself to wish you were dead

cause baby  i can   sometimes    feel   you  with me
makes me think about going back
cause     the heartbreaks  worth it

im losing my mind
i cant make it right
i cant find the light
i dug my own hole
to rest here and   d    i    e
just like you fantasized 

do    you   even   miss     me 
do   you    even   really    miss    me

i bet you dont care.

do you even miss me? [prod. SARM?]

WHERE IS THY SAVIOR

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

I have to accept that you left me for dead
And you have to accept 
Baby, that you live in my head
Everything reminds me of you 
Baby, why you always acting so rude

I'm a haunt you when I'm dead
That's how I know I'll see you again

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

And I've been wasted 
Baby, to get you off my mind
And how I hate this
Waking up, pressure on my chest, don't feel mine

I might relapse
Think about the past, baby, I can't relax
What more can I lose? 
Can't even run a mile in my old damn shoes

I'm only flesh and bones
When I die, will they judge my soul
Contradict everything I know 
Oh, nothing makes sense to me
It all feels like an awful dream 
But if it makes you happy
I'll let you go
If it makes you happy
Forget everything I know

FLESH & BONES

everything made by me
lyrics:

she
dont wanna see
me anymore
i
i tried to fight
tried to fix everything 
i got ignored

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i can't restore

theres
so many things that i
regret
kept pushing you aside
as my love
deepened
im so fucking dumb

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i cant restore

she don't like me anymore

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

I'm obsessive yes I know
I'm impulsive when I'm alone
I've been mixing liquor with the pain
I expect it to go away
But it don't
I couldn't be more wrong

yeah I know not a place where I belong
Oh I can't lie, that's how I feel
Oh I'm in love with a ghost
Take me far, I won't let go

Oh, I still can't heal
Reminisce about oh the past
baby life moving fast
The silence in this room
Gets to me I'm afraid its true

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

I'm sick
A piece of worthless garbage
Acknowledge, the nonsense, the carnage
oh what we living for

My heart still aches
Baby over you
Just to be back in your room
Give it all up, oh, it's true

I've been losing oh my mind
In my head, wasting all this time
Just to be back there in your room
I would give it all up, yes, it's true

Girl, Hate, when you say that nah 
I know I wasn't that bad

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

Hate, when you say that 
I know I wasn't that bad
Girl, look into my eyes
Tell me it'll be alright
Cause I'm tired and alone
Trying my best but on my own

I know I wasn't that bad 
Girl I hate when you say that

HATE WHEN YOU SAY THAT @prodinjury

gray

MetamorfosisV

https://buymeacoffee.com/rayzorbach

August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



HATE WHEN YOU SAY THAT @prodinjury

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