underneath (grayskies)

cauterize

it's alright, i understand

say it aint so
you told me you loved me
no      responsibility
too bad you threw it out the window
with    my    love
romanticized    how numb that you could be
with    my    heart
i cant bring myself to wish you were dead

cause baby  i can   sometimes    feel   you  with me
makes me think about going back
cause     the heartbreaks  worth it

im losing my mind
i cant make it right
i cant find the light
i dug my own hole
to rest here and   d    i    e
just like you fantasized 

do    you   even   miss     me 
do   you    even   really    miss    me

i bet you dont care.

do you even miss me? [prod. SARM?]

yuusef x SARM? - (BURN)

1. 2001 (lost feelings)

SARM? x akiradoves - skin

I couldn't be who you wanted me to be 
I wasn't enough, but maybe you couldn't see
I took your love for granted, baby, what's wrong with me
My stomach is turning, I'm tired of running 
You're the only one who ever gave a shit
Without you it's hard to find a reason to live
My body carved up, need some bandages
I'm losing all control, ain't no f*cks to give

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I'm never, never enough oh, 
My stomach keep on turning
At the thought that you're
Happy with someone else
I can't let go, I can't move on 
Oh, my head is racing
I can't tell oh what's real
I don't know what's happened
The thought of you with someone else 
Oh, my heart is pacing
Oh, I can't seem to get it
That I'm a fucking nuisance
Oh, I can't seem to get it
Why am I so complacent

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I can't, I can't remember oh your voice
Nothing even matters in the end, so what's the point
What's the point
I can't look in the mirror I hate what I see

Oh, everything's clear 
Can't leave it be
Oh bury me alive oh in a coffin
Leave me to starve 
Give the bugs the satisfaction

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see

damn

NO REASON TO LIVE (prod. lostangel)

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

I'm obsessive yes I know
I'm impulsive when I'm alone
I've been mixing liquor with the pain
I expect it to go away
But it don't
I couldn't be more wrong

yeah I know not a place where I belong
Oh I can't lie, that's how I feel
Oh I'm in love with a ghost
Take me far, I won't let go

Oh, I still can't heal
Reminisce about oh the past
baby life moving fast
The silence in this room
Gets to me I'm afraid its true

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

I'm sick
A piece of worthless garbage
Acknowledge, the nonsense, the carnage
oh what we living for

My heart still aches
Baby over you
Just to be back in your room
Give it all up, oh, it's true

I've been losing oh my mind
In my head, wasting all this time
Just to be back there in your room
I would give it all up, yes, it's true

Girl, Hate, when you say that nah 
I know I wasn't that bad

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad
I'll let you break me down
a million times girl round and round we go

Hate, when you say that I know I wasn't that bad, no
I know I wasn't oh that bad we go

Hate, when you say that 
I know I wasn't that bad
Girl, look into my eyes
Tell me it'll be alright
Cause I'm tired and alone
Trying my best but on my own

I know I wasn't that bad 
Girl I hate when you say that

HATE WHEN YOU SAY THAT @prodinjury

lyrics:

look at me again
swear you're upset with me
it won't take long
for you to get mad

this is the price i pay
for falling in love
there's no other escape
i can't run away from this

look at me again
it won't take long 
for you to get mad
