How A Borderline Loves

The Way A Borderline Loves (prod. venus)

soundcloud only...
prod. irby - https://www.youtube.com/@irby314/videos

The waves you hear crash down
They are misspoken
Leaves inside the pack are ripped open
Find it hard to love 
Told i was broken
I’m crystalized inside 
I was hoping
   
Intertwined timelines
Flooded rooms 
Under gray skies
Walking through streets at night
Can't seem to find your light
Welcome to the end
Of my ride
2 times is a long time
Texting you but I can’t type

Lost in the big world
Where no one knows me
Too drunk too lonely
Wishing for you to hold me 
Beyond redemption  
It wasn’t for the attention
Too bad i’m gone now
Blurred my own reflection

Calm down
Look up to the sky
Wind gush 
Rush against the time

Just lust
Keep me in your sight
What's love
No one thought to try

misspoken [irby]

prod @pekarot_161

the newest installment in my rock arc, i think this is the direction my sound is headed in for a bit i hope everyone is cool with this c:

lyrix

1, 2, 3, 4
im never consistent
im always in and out of touch
im never persistent
its way too hard to give a fuck
about what im missing
dwell on my existence
never made the distance
oh well i guess its just my luck

relying on the kindness of strangers
oh god we're all fucked
relive it over and over
til it eats you up

hey
another breakthrough in modern technology
another paywall to keep you alive
i hope this email finds you well in these trying times
hey
theres something that i cant escape
a feeling a place
your face
hey
the one thing that i cant erase
your memory will stay with me

im always so distant
im so surprised that im still loved
break trust in an instant
im always fucking shit up
i wish youd just shut me up
how do the words cut me up
this pot im stirring it up
push myself over this hump

i always let myself down and act surprised
ive grown accustomed to believing my lies
something to show for a point to come close or
nothing to hope for but answers from the skies
so obsessed with living my so called life
my way, my way or the highway
so stubborn didnt need a guide
if i listened then i might not work a 9-5

1, 2, 3, 4
hey
another breakthrough in modern technology
another paywall to keep you alive
i hope this email finds you well in these trying times
hey
theres something that i cant escape
a feeling a place
your face
hey
the one thing that i cant erase
your memory will stay with me

Go Fork Yourself (prod. pekarot) *ON ALL PLATFORMS*

forgo this journey 
disappear 
no tears
is there something wrong with me
is there something wrong with me 

and forgo this journey
did everyone forget me 
or are they just not to be 
honestly, i don’t know

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too 

been about a century i've had these arms wide
open or closed, i'm still getting frostbite and i couldn't explain how it hurts if i tired
'cause words don't do justice to the feelings i fight

now i'm on the road, breaking my soul
wondering how
 ima get home
just leave me alone, and let me go back
to when i was free
 i'm still struggling
it's left me no peace, so i'll take a break
and sit by the lake, until i can breathe

and so, i see how you pack your bags and leave when it gets cold

burn scars marking my chest i think im see through
pressure building up in my heart, you made me need you

wait
my skin starts to itch at the rage
how i've always dealt with the pain
all by myself, its left me no choice, still cant reach out for help
writing my hurt into poems for the shelf
and now its just on this path i know well

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too

forgo this journey (feat. sevenfeet) (VELVET)

grind 2 ( prod. usbhalo)
music video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7LBPZtHBqU

noskeleton. ♛🐝 ⓖя𝓲Ｎ𝔡 ❷ ♞😝 ( ᴘʀᴏᴅ. ᴜꜱʙʜᴀʟᴏ)

non-profit soundlcoud exclusive

just ramblin bday type shi.... <3

23 (kenzee)

END OF THE ROAD

Pain Away

Hold me | prod Wonderlust beats

Produced by Lavender_Txwn (@user-757072975)
Mixed & mastered by Horosha (@horoshamusic)
Featuring svnam (@svnam)
Art by svnam

YOU

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