From Colorado lil narnia much love keep the fire music coming 

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good

or am I wasting my time
thinking you might come back 
and make this right
tasting blood when I bite down
miss you so much right now
wish I didn't find out 
all the shit you did
all of our promises are you heartless
I find solace in memories against the truth
me and you we weren't meant to be
god damn I wish the memory would leave

I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
falling asleep in my arms
and theres a hell that she brings
always lingering in her heart
now its inside mine but
I remember everything
heaven didn't seem so far
when you were with me
simple and clean like kingdom hearts
now you're gone in a blink
wonder what you think of me
are you gone for good
(jon)
about to take it all
just too far now
show the whole world who you are now
I remember how you raised the bar now
with all that hate laying in your heart now
I let you get close to me
you're not what you're supposed to be
wish you never noticed me
are you gone for good or am I

heaven didn't seem so far (feat. jon simmons)[prod. BlingBlou]

internet crush fuck my life
never met nah we just type
lay in bed refresh all night
gotta let you know that I 
I can’t get you out my mind
Painted nails and half blue dye
pretty eyes send a million likes
you’re across the world fuck it I’ll fly

you’re across the world but girl it’s fine
I’ll talk through text till my phone dies

meet me at the spot you said that you would
internet crush and girl you got me good
oh like I just wanna talk to you right now
been so long since I felt like myself
every fucking thing got me overwhelmed but when I hear from you I feel better well I 
never wanted to feel this way 
looking at my screen oh no
but you’re so damn perfect opposite ends of the earth but fuck it I’ll buy a ticket and go fuck my phone

internet crush fuck my life
never met nah we just type
lay in bed refresh all night
gotta let you know that I 
I can’t get you out my mind
Painted nails and half blue dye
pretty eyes send a million likes
you’re across the world fuck it I’ll fly

meet me at the spot you said that you would
internet crush and girl you got me good
oh god you’re so gorgeous fuck I can’t
hold myself together when you post a pic 
send a million hearts but it won’t mean shit we’re so far apart but you’re so different
I never wanted to feel this way looking at my screen oh no
but you’re so damn perfect opposite ends of the earth but fuck it I’ll buy a ticket and go 
fuck my phone

internet crush (prod. trxpicvl)

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

poison darts in my hand now

this is jus for fun don't take it seriously <333

guitars @93feetofsmoke
prod @ghostrage 

Fuck a 9-5
That’s a grave shift
That’s ur girl huh
Why she naked :/
Say ur life sucks
then go and face it 
I’m not stuck up 
ur just rlly basic 

Nah I don’t rlly wanna work with y’all
Industry been studying they ass off
Poseidon wit tha way tht I dripwalk
Hit me up to ghost produce
u got me fucked up!!!!
Say less 
Cuz I’ve never paid attention 
Stop the subtweets 
lilbich get in my mentions 
Automatic where the static?
Drop a pin then 
Got the trunk up in the front
My life expensive 
Labels blowing up my line
Wait that’s ur bitch uhh :/ 
Seen u simping to the bank
You feel alright bruh???
I don’t care if you make beats 
don’t wanna link up (SMH!!!!)
How the fuck u 25
And shop at pacsun?!?!?
u did me wrong but we could still be friends 
ya we fck but wait im not ur mans
mix n match bich all designer brands
hit the stage imma need a couple bands

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I Wish I Was Better Than I Am

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

internet crush (prod. trxpicvl)

LIL NARNIA

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