wtf is wrong w me

ghost of the house stare
are you still there
waiting by the water
praying this is over
girl with the white hair
what else is out there
sleep by the window
what have you been through

girl with the white hair
where is your soull
i hear you crying
no ones around to know
lookin through the window
nobody was home
remember last winter it was so cold
i love you so bad
stay for awhile
knowing that youre safe for a while

ghost of the house stare
are you still there
waiting by the water
praying this is over
girl with the white hair
what else is out there
sleep by the window
what have you been through

déraciné (feat. raven gray) [prod. sincewhen & zvbba]

standing at the edge
i just want out of this skin im in
i want it all to shed

fading like the pain
watch you fall through me
always hang my head when i watch you leave
ill sever the chains find you someday
why cant we just stay where weve been always

so so sad just not right
so fucked up when im up all night
just dont feel the same
all i feel is pain
wanna end my life and i dont know why
always try but it never goes right
guess ill rue the day i ever even said your name
life gets dark and the bridge gets thin
everything stops and the lights get dim
when you coming back
cant you tell me that
always try
always lie that itll get better
just wont stop
make you feel better
cant tell whats wrong
wont be on this earth for long

fading like the pain
watch you fall through me
always hang my head when i watch you leave
ill sever the chains find you someday
why cant we just stay where we've been always
standing at the edge &
i just want out of this skin im in
i want it all to shed

rouge (feat. lil soda boi) [prod. slidinmoon]

wish you never called me back
I never wanted this
a skin of porcelain
i have no more to give
I wish you never left
over and over again
you wouldnt understand
like flowers for machines

let me go
bury me in your soul
just like flowers wilting in snow
time stops with each look you give
youre an angel of sorrow
always watching never ending
pull my skin from me
exit after please
veins like branches
breaking as this
world falls out from me
i am so afraid

im still terrified of losing me in you

wish you never called me back
I never wanted this
a skin of porcelain
i have no more to give
I wish you never left
over and over again
you wouldnt understand
like flowers for machines

flowers for machines (feat. scarypoolparty) [prod. acidfunk]

is this over
am i closer to what i want
sit at home with the tv on
always alone whenever you're gone
pull me closer and break me off
am i closer
to peace of mind getting older
is this waste of time
on the coldest nights
ill be by your side
or should I

im goin 180 they turning 360
i hit a new 40
need a new bitch
need a new woahdy
need a new clip
fuck is your homie
just gotta new beam
all on my lonely
we is not bros at all
fuck is you talking about
i cannot fuck with yall
i do not fuck with yall
everyone sus me out
i only trust a few
skin a bit stronger now

hang my head when you come around
scared to death in an empty house
holding my breath when i see you now
come again just to break me down

is this over
am i closer to what i want
sit at home with the tv on
always alone whenever you're gone
pull me closer and break me off

closer (feat. fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE) [prod. jay vee]

i cant keep up
my body will rot
and bloom into nothing
a beautiful ending
why do you watch
im sorry im not
enough to say goodbye
tell me why should I

scratch at my skin
 wonder what it all meant
a casket under a flowerbed
or ashes spread against the world you live
pull me apart and get it over with
I wonder what its like inside your head
pull me apart and get it over with

i cant keep up
my body will rot
and bloom into nothing
a beautiful ending
why do you watch
im sorry im not
enough to say goodbye
tell me why should I

bloom [prod. slidinmoon & acidfunk]

tearing at my flesh i hate it
I am encased in a body of skin and bone
staring at my flesh i hate it
I am encased in a body of makeshift skin
staring at my hands afraid of
a skin, a carapace 
left empty and it makes me sick
hate what i see &
i feel defeated
wish i could stay for dawn
but i better not
hate what i see &
i feel defeated
its like theres nothing at all
i'll miss you the most

ghost in the shell
walking through this hell
called life and I dwell
on the time that we fell apart
i hate it
im feeling so vacant
my soul feels so naked
without you im jaded
pick at these wounds 
till i see the bone
deep down i still really miss your soul
I’m feeling backed down
Keep it on the low
Cause I’m so messed up
But I can’t let go

staring at my flesh i hate it
I am encased in a body of makeshift skin
staring at my hands afraid of
a skin, a carapace 
left empty and it makes me sick
bury my body in wisteria

flesh (feat. ava akira) [prod. deadat18 & curtains]

ft. @lilnarnia & @anxietyattackss

prod @youngburial x @noahmadethiss x @anxietyattackss

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3K5kafrQyso&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

lyrics: 
i just shed a tear while sitting slump in the car--

wish i had a moment left to waste
tightening my skin and prepare to brace
open all i am for you to see
take the things that you want to keep

not another night on the edge
i just shed a tear while sitting slump in the car
yeah i'll drink another, i won't think anymore
yeah i'll black my lungs and watch me fall to the floor
die all night and then feel like shit again

yeah the truth it always hurts when it comes to light
i saw ur hand but i don't really show mine
by myself in a new place
nothing really feels right, tripping now i'm tongue tied

another night on the edge w/ lil narnia & anxiety attacks!

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

wish you would just call back
i dont know what happened
were moving so fast
and ive been feeling absent
all the time
when you're here im happy 
lately ive been having 
the worst days of my life
wishing you would call back
ive been saying too bad
maybe get a notepad read my mind
i wanna be happy
you know ive been having the worst days of my life

like misery and me when the wind shifts
put me in a grave with your lipstick
on my cheek when you drop me 6 feet
do you feel anything as you leave

and i guess this is how you wanted it
see the mess you could make with my heart against
the floor and your form takes shape of the rain when it pours
now i wish i never started
and ive reached the farthest point from you
why did i do all this when i know
you sit in your apartment crying on your phone

wish you would just call back
i dont know what happened
were moving so fast
and ive been feeling absent
all the time
when you're here im happy 
lately ive been having 
the worst days of my life
wishing you would call back
ive been saying too bad
maybe get a notepad read my mind
i wanna be happy
you know ive been having the worst days of my life

the worst days of my life (feat. blankts)[prod. cian p]

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

fruit2 / fleas (vid in desc)

draco throat


old songs on
soundcloud.com/alliknowispain

rouge (feat. lil soda boi) [prod. slidinmoon]

LIL NARNIA

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