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Tiffany<3

I Only Know Pervasive Sadness

M/V: https://youtu.be/gEYjEkdNDV8
COVER ART: @creep3rrave
LYRICS:
tell me whats the reason 
being who you wanted me to be  
isnt any other person here sides you 
tryna stay on me but yet youre causing me to fall 
i dont wanna live inside this world without my doll

i dont wanna live inside this world without your prescense 
in my consciousness and yet im being honest bitch 
i do not wanna here another second of this lana bitch
the same ole god complexes yeah but you should see psychologist 
and pardon miss im the one that started this 
swear i shouldve said before i never wanted part of this 
talking bout a botanist 
never really cared before 
talking bout our babies  
what you on not a biologist 

days ill miss 
missing your lips 
missing those days 
i promise 
i will go 

lay over with you my girl 
lay over with you my girl 

so tell me whats the reason 
tell me whats the reason
when you tell
when you tell me look 
into my eyes please  
comatose 
stuck inside this struggle fucking everyday 

everyday 
baby yeah there was no other way
yeah i had to stick to business 
i aint got no time for dreams
you dont have to worry cause
i am the one that you can blame
i could ask to runaway
but yeah our schedules aint the same 
maybe one day you can find us  
straight up chillin by a lake 
maybe kickin up the sand
maybe eatin on some cake 
we can laydown we can smile
we can say that this is fate 
but i dont think any of that could happen still today

what's the reason (M/V IN DESC.)

degenerate II (prod. bumboi)

2 - when i’m gone </3
abyss </3 ep
produced: tsuki
mix/master: larryvuitton
artwork: lil neel

i feel like i’m a failure
depression is a bitch 
sometimes i hate her
yeah i hate her
but i can’t shake her
yeah
(x2)

i’ma live forever if i have to
cause i want you forever like a tattoo
got my depression, got my love
i would never put anyone above you
got my demons, got my flaws
even if i’m gone, i will always love you
you know when i’m gone
i will always haunt you
yeah, aye

words cut deep, it be kinda like a razor
drinkin all this liquor wit no mothafuckin chaser
parents hate my girl, but i don’t care, i’m gonna date her
that’s my baby girl, god damn, i’ma save her
one day i feel like the king of the world
and the next day, i feel like i’m dead in the dirt
can i forget all the pain and the hurt?
can i forget it? i’m not really sure
in reality, shit really get on my nerve
so i’m packin a bowl and i’m smokin this herb
aye
drivin the whip, i’ma swerve
drivin the whip and i’m swervin
baby girl, i’m really hurtin
fuck

i’ma live forever if i have to
cause i want you forever like a tattoo
got my depression, got my love
i would never put anyone above you
got my demons, got my flaws
even if i’m gone, i will always love you
you know when i’m gone
i will always haunt you
yeah, aye

abyss </3

when i'm gone </3

when i’m gone </3 (prod. tsuki)

F*ck Love

prod  @jeibandit
mix/master lordgasp

lyrics:

I didn’t ask for blood in my red wine
I gave love, you gave me a hard time
Pretty face but she fake
Break me , led astray
While she mad
I’m picking up my old bones
Stole my pace
Tore it from my torso 
Led astray
Now we’ve gone to far , no

Now you know
I ain’t got no money in the bank account
Got a lil story i can tell about
6 digits
brings meat to a plate full of bones
But tears fall
Im feasting alone
Out of love
Here on my own

The quest you choose
Make sure you chose well
Cuz so far 
i’ve lost myself and much more


Fuck another hand just let me down
I don’t need y’all help just let me bounce
Please pretend i’m dead from now on yeah
Please pretend i’m dead from now on yeah

Woah
Dont even mind me i’m just a bit lost
Woah
Being a kid forever’s my dream now
I’m never okay
Break me , led astray

And I guess it wont go
I see life in halftone
And I guess it wont go
And I guess it wont go

[hook repeat]

xo

> instagram <

Red wine  [prod. Jei bandit]

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
spotify - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/suisside/beloved

beloved

beloved (prod. manget$u)

HELL! EP

hang up my photo

hang up my photo w/ shikkan (prod. xaynor)

dread

dread w/ shikkan (prod. idk)

shikkan remember the file name for this 🙀 anyway i’m sure someone needed this lol

dread [slowed + reverb]

dread [slowed+reverb]

dread w/ shikkan (prod. idk) [slowed + reverb]

GAS STATION BAPTISM

GAS STATION BAPTISM (prod. pranav)

What about the time I spent wit u 
I been in da lime light making it through
Say I’m on ya mind gotcha ya thinking bout boo
I can make u mind whatchu wanted to do  
Cocaine breaking lines down

Breakin Lines Down (prod. Lxst Ghxul)

black limousine (prod. puhf)

HAUNTED MOUND IS BASED FR 🧟‍♀️🧛🏻‍♀️🧚🏼‍♀️🧜🏼‍♀️

midsommar madness w/ popstarr (prod. ogwsin x lil neel)

ways i hate you...

Lost Souls

pocket ketamine

recorded on the night of july 4th-5th
i'll finish the mix in another life <3

it's too late for us w/ chrisdagoul demo

Lund - 13
Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:
Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend
 
Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Caught in between
All the lies and deceit 
Questioning everything 
Love isn’t all that it seems 
I know now 
Stress ring 
Thru my head 
I Can’t sleep 
I’m human not a machine
Is this what it’s like 
losing everything

Caught in between 
Living hell & a dream
Tearing apart at the seams
Praying to god
But he won’t hear me now
Happiness just
Out of my reach
I think 
it’s time that I leave 
1 in the clip
Ima let it sound. 

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

I should hate you 
But I’m missing you instead
Cause when I say I love you 
Girl I mean that shit till death
My heart was skipping beats
But ain’t no rhythm since you left 
My head is full of memories 
That I just can’t forget 

So wrong 
How you treat me
Girl
Fucking with my head
I’m done
Playing games with love is
something you’ll regret
I’m crushed
Gave you everything
took it all and left 
So long 
To the future
We could’ve had

Blood on the concrete 
Beauty in the violence 
Lying thru their teeth cause 
There’s poetry in fighting 
Stronger than you think 
Know that 
We ain’t going silent 
Pain inside me
Adding fuel to the fire

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Kamiyada+ - Helmet (Prod. Tim Randoph)

Produced by DJ LORDMINDTRIP & REMGHOST

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/7G7C3NAEJZk?feature=shared

Follow Mindtrip:
https://soundcloud.com/lordmindtrip
https://soundcloud.com/youngmindtrip

Follow REMGHOST:
https://soundcloud.com/remghost


Lyrics:

Can’t forget what u said to me
When u walked off alone
I can see them headlights shining
Down the street in the driveway 
I just fall asleep smoking blunts
Staring at black skies as they closing in
All around me
I can feel this cutting deeper thru me 
I cautiously watch my two feet
You ain’t ever catch me slippin
Bitch I’m off these
Certified blunts
Got me thinking sentimental now
I don’t wanna cry
I just wanna die happy now
I don’t wanna lie
Bitch I’m sorry if I let u down

Let U Down (prod. DJ LORDMINDTRIP & REMGHOST) [mv in description]

Slap A Fat Bitch - Propr Boyz (Ft. SpaceGhostPurrp)

Apple Music :)

sailor moon

MICE ELF (PRO. BY VOHRTEX)

SPAS12 (Prod. Jadeci) Spotify Link In Bio

Send Me your Number *OFFICIAL*

Heart Full of Rage

Ain't What It Seems

Troglodyte (prod. discent)

LUNGS (PROD. TAYLOR KIEF)

Escape LA

Out Of Time

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0)

rip peep <3

might die (prod. grave5)

degenerate (prod. bumboi)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

issues w/ data star [splashgvng]

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it's too late for us w/ chrisdagoul demo

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