Melancholic 🥀

it's heavier than you thought it would be.
-

just focus now
you’re not gone
pull yourself out
no one will do it for you

oh it’s everything i want
oh it’s everything i want

there’s just something in me that’ll never change
i know what it takes to pull me out
there’s just something missing that i can’t explain
i know what it takes to find it now

living all your minutes in a hurry
wondering where all your days went
laughing with your thumbs on your phone
home alone sitting there in silence
i said what i need and i got it all
i got everything and it’s not enough
i feel like i’m being pulled at both ends
and i start to panic, to panic

let me catch my breath
coming up for air and i get the bends
so i go back in, sinking in the sand
until my heads pulled in, i don’t hear what you’re saying
i don’t want your hand just let me catch my breath
i’ll get what i get, only dead ends
this is pulling punches to be content
this is jumping off and seeing where i land

and it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
oh it’s everything i want 
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)
oh it’s everything i want (there’s just something in me that’ll never change)
(i know what it takes to pull me out)

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i walked to the river
put the sun in your hand
fake a smile and giggle

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i leave
“settle down, sink in”

why am i so surprised?
i know who the fuck you are
fall for it every time

you said you would always bring me through the deep
you promise passage to me
you push me in as i breathe
“settle down, sink in”

pull out, sink in

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @prod-mangetsu)
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beloved

beloved (prod. manget$u)

YAZA x Lil Bo Weep - Don't Mind Me

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
produced by metlast

lyrics:
i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

i swear i try my best but i
can't see myself inside your smile
can't see myself inside this life
i'm better off dead can you see why?
you're better without me by your side 
girl i don't want to waste your time
girl i don't want to make you cry
instead i might just say goodbye
i'm sorry i'm not enough
i'm lonely even tho i'm not alone
many things i hate about this world
still i don't say a word
i still fall for love
i still fall in love
with girls that want to break my bones

i'm sorry that i'm not enough
i'm not someone you can love
i can't give you the things you deserve
i swear i try my best for you
(x2)

not enough

SPOTIFY

gothurted - not enough

Listen to ‘Anywhere But Here’ Out Now - https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/suisside_anywherebuthere

Suisside:
http://instagram.com/suissidee
https://twitter.com/suissidee

[lyrics]

when i die,
there will be the prettiest flowers, 
and my bed is covered in gold,
he’s the loneliest man in the world,

how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 

pay no mind,
my impatience can’t wait hours,
i remember the prettiest eyes,
haven’t seen them in a while,

how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat

does what you gain make it enough for you 
i don’t know and i don’t care,
and does it mean anything at all to you 
if it did i would be there, 
it’s a dream the never ending dream 
i’ll be here so now you know 

how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat 
how many times did you hear my heartbeat

when i die,
there will be the prettiest flowers,
and my bed is covered in gold,
he’s the loneliest man in the world,

Listen

never ending dream

Hindsight - Loveover

@lilillmusic
twitter.com/xXlil_illXx
www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/
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prod by me

Lyrics

Lil mama put me in her toy box
She pick me up when she gets bored then she puts me right back
And she get whatever she wants
When she pass u in the street she break ya neck like *snap*

Oh she drive a lease
In the new model, modeling 
Prescription xanny
Snap chat in lengerie 

But she feels so dead in side
Another boy another ride
Crashing off a molly high
Reach into her toybox and cut another line

Lil mama vlogging in the uber
Plugging skinny tea, praying that she don’t look fat
Lil girls on the gram looking up to her
Saying someday i wish that i can be like that

Oh she’s verified
She knows she’s idolized
Her assistant is on the line
She just sold out her new make up line

But she feels so dead in side
Another boy another ride
Crashing off a molly high
Reach into her toybox and cut another line

Her friends talk shit when she’s not around, oh
Feeling like she’s never coming down, oh
And nobody can save her now
She pours up another round

But she feels so dead in side
Another boy another ride
Crashing off a molly high
Reach into her toybox and cut another line

dead inside (now on all streaming platforms)

I know what it’s like not knowing what’s going on in the other room.

afterprom

Spotify

Haunted. (prod cxld blxxd)

Heart Full of Rage

Ain't What It Seems

Troglodyte (prod. discent)

Tempt Fate! Ft. Nat Dunn

IDontWannaFall

Set in Stone

Set in Stone (feat. Rence)

Downhill

Demons in the Attic prod. GHXST

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @grave5y0)

rip peep <3

might die (prod. grave5)

Kenneth Cash - Stickyola

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

Melancholic 🥀

MellonColliee T.G. ♠️